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Published: 2012-01-26 04:05:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 1571; Favourites: 33; Downloads: 38
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Alriiight gonna move it to Scraps later~my best friend -> kept ALL the drawings I wanted to put in the trash for 10/11 years O__O and she showed me a few and I was like: OMG SO UGLY!
Soooo I asked her to bring me the drawings she had O3O and I chose ALL of these ( yes there are more... a lot more! actually I wonder if they're more than 200
not mentioning the WIPs I have on my desk ) soooo here it is! ahah my improvement 
sorry I never write the date so I don't know how old was I when I drew it >_< aaand I had even worse drawings O__O but I think those ones I actually burned them in my fireplace e3e I was a bad kid XDD (yo I'm so badass I'm setting on fire my drawings on my fireplace yeah! 
just kiddin' ) "Quick" explanation:
1 - One of my first Sara designs ( Sara is my OC )
2 - Another study of Sara ( I wanted her to have one dilatated pupil and one contracted because of the scar she has on her eye)
3 -
... this is soooo creepy... yeah it was Sara (so much fail on this O__O it still creeps me out looking at it)4 - Alex on the right, Sara on the corner ( anatomy=super fail! anyway by that time Hugo didn't exist, buuut Alex and Mike did and they were the twins and Sara had a crush on Alex blah blah blah )
5 - Sara and Alex
6 - Sara ( as you can see her hairstyles will start changing)
7 - Sara and Alex again
8 - Sara and Alex (changed Sara's hairstyle to a short one)
9 - Sara ( I started sketching some new hairstyles for her)
10 - My second Hugo drawing EVER ( I think I still have the first drawing I made of him X3 but I think it's lost somewhere in my old sketches O3O )
11 - Sara and Hugo ( background fail not to mention the anatomy XD and I still kept Sara's hair short )
12 - Sara and Hugo ( ahah they look like kids X3 )
13 - Sara and Hugo again O3O (started changing her hairstyle again)
14 -
... Sara and Hugo... ( ugly GOSH SO UGLY! OAO anyway as you can see I chosed for a longer hair but I didn't want her to have the usual anime style fringe ) 15 - Sara and Hugo ( wolf form XDD )
16 - Sara and Hugo...
( another OMG WTH?! D: I tried to make them realistic D: JESUS! O__O )17 - Sara ( as you can see I tried to change her hair again)
18 - Sara ( those socks used to belong to her uniform before I changed it XP )
19 - Sara and ... unknown guy XDD ( seriously I just remember that he was a friend of hers although he had a crush on her buut I know that it was because of this nameless unknown OC that I have Aron now X3 yesh Aron was built and improved using this guy as a base X3 hard to believe heh? )
20 - Same, Sara and unknown
21 - Sara and Hugo ... ( profile faces FAIL )
22 - Sara and Hugo O3O (changed drawing style, especially the noses )
23 - Sara and Miguel ( AKA Michael, changed styles again, as you can see they have a diferent nose, anyway this was one of the sketches I made to decide how Miguel would look like )
24 - Sara and Miguel ( another sketch, by that time I wanted cannibals to have dilatated pupils but it looked too creepy even for me XDD aaand as you can see I changed Miguel's hairstyle)
25 - Miguel ( I had this idea for him to be some gothic or emo dude...
thank God that idea is gone! D: GOSH )26 - Miguel
27 - Hugo ( crying T^T not something you see everyday XD )
28 - Sara, Hugo, Mihael and Alexandra (
... another : GOD SO UGLY! moment... O__O yeeah I had the idea of them having 2 twin babies one female and other male with doggie ears and tails thanks to his werewolf father -> Hugo, as you know that idea is dead and buried )29 - Mihael and Alexandra
30 - Mihael (
.... MY POOR BABY WAS SO UGLY!! D: )31 - Mihael ( made in my english class ahahah yeah I remember that one X3 the wings were merely symbolic by the way O3O )
32 - Mihael ( another evolution since I wasn't satisfied with him, thank GOD cause he was ugly!! D: )
33 - Hugo and Mihael (
... no comments for this ugliness )34 - Sara ( O.o pointy eyes XDD )
35 - Sara, Hugo and nameless puppy ( sorry I can't remember the name of the puppy >__< buut now it's name is Yuna XDD )
36 - Sara and Miguel
37 - Sara and Hugo ( O__O another ugly moment GOD POOR HUGO! D: )
38 - Hugo and Nuno (
Jesus Christ ahahahah )39 - Sara and Hugo ( meh e__e )
40 - Sara and Hugo
41 - Sara and Hugo ( she was supposed to see his reflection on the mirror and touch it e__e I remember here I started having and "enlarge" obsession cause I was drawing Hugo too skinny and I wanted him to have muscles )
42 - Hugo ( I used a reference pic from a Korean movie -> Baby and Me with one of the most handsome guys I've ever seen! [link] you should watch the movie if you can it's super cute and funny XDD )
43 - Hugo and a kitty
44 - Sara and Hugo
45 - Sara and Hugo ( ahahah she looks like a 6 year old )
46 - Sara and Hugo... well... his skeleton O.o ( another "dead" idea... literally XDD )
47 - Sara and Hugo ( I never finished this one, thank God I saw how ugly Hugo was and I thought it wasn't worth finishing)
48 - Sara, Hugo and unknown puppy XDD
49 - Sara and Hugo ( private moment there with a lot of failed anatomy XDD )
50 - Hugo ( a practice since I was still working on his eyes)
51 - Hugo ( another practice )
52 - Hugo ( anooother practice, on this one I used a reference pic of a model but I have no idea his name
so I can't find the picture )53 - Sara and Hugo
54 - Hugo ( come undone by Robbie Williams I love that song~! )
55 - Sara, Hugo, Mihael and 2 nameless doggies ( by this time I thought about them only having Mihael instead of twins, Hugo got that doberman dog and Sara that stray one XP aand here well, she thought they looked cute sleeping together so she started drawing them, with ... huge eyes O.O here I thought about Mihael being normal, without tail and dog ears)
56 - Hugo and Sara
57 - Hugo ( one of my first attempts to "enlarge" Hugo O3O yeah I did it the wrong way
)58 - Sara and Hugo ( practiced his muscles and nipples )
59 - Sara and Hugo ( again, muscles practice O3O )
60 - Sara and Hugo (wolf form)
61 - Sara and Hugo ( ahahah this was going to be a funny scene XDD and pervy of course XDD never finished it O3O maybe I'll make a new one XP )
62 - Sara, Hugo and Mihael ( again, that ugly idea of having tail and dog ears =__ = )
63 - Mihael ( that idea IS GONE DEFINITLY! he's not gonna have dog ears and tail XDD this was one of my HUGE steps to create Mihael the way he is now X3 )
64 - Mihael (another big improvement on Mihael despite all the anatomy mistakes XDD )
65 - Sara and Hugo
66 - Sara
67 - Nuno ( poor guy, he takes an important role in my story and I barely draw him >3< )
68 - Mihael and Gabriel ( another step of my OCs X3 )
69 - Mihael and Gabriel ( here Gabriel has changed atitude, I believe this is the previous step of my final finished OCs Gabriel and Mihael )
70 - Mihael ( almost finished X3 he still didn't have the tattoo and the piercing between his eyes )
71 - Aria and Sara ( one of the sketches I made to decide how Aria would look like ahah I had one where she was using ponytails XDD so ugly )
72 - Mihael, Sara and Hugo ( another sketch, this time I was trying to change Sara's Uniform, didn't do it )
73 - Mihael and unknown girl ( here it was when Mihael was super skinny , this drawing was supposed to be kinda disturbing actually XDD I wanted to draw a lot of girls around all bloody and bitten by him X3 never finished )
74 - Mihael and Sara ( yes Mihael has a kind smile... for his mother XDD although I won't finish this one cause I drew her too short
I mean he is tall but not that tall )75 - Naomi ( one of my first sketches of Naomi X3 ugly and creepy right? )
76 - Naomi and Aron ( GOSH THE UGLINESS D: aaand I forgot to add the number but it's 4 AM here so I won't change it now cause I'm too sleepy to do it XDD )
77 - Naomi and Aron ( has no number also buuut it's the last picture I think you can understand that XDD it's an attempt I made two years ago if I'm not mistaken to draw them when they were younger )
NO! you don't have to read it all!
My point is: even with this ugly skills I used to have, I never gave up! That's how you improve and get experience so... whenever you feel down, or when people push you down and say something hurtful just close your mind and draw. Because what people say is not important... what matters is what you love, what you want to do and if you love to draw NO ONE can stop you! And if you feel down because you couldn't draw something you wanted, don't give up! Just take a break, eat something and grab the pencil again, that's how you learn, by practice, observation and learning with your mistakes!
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yesh OAO
thank you! ^__^
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your very welocme^-^
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yeah *O* the most long comment I've ever made
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la mirada o_o
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ooooh *O* gracias 
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De nada x) 27 .D
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Gosto do 22, 33, 20, 35, 36, 40, 43, 46, 54, 60, 63
Tens que me fzr um desenho de mim e com o Mihael! e que seja bem HOT!
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obrigada~! 
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aserio?? FAZES?
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ya so nao sei quando acabo XDD porque o sketch e a lineart eu faรงo depressa mas depois arranjar a paciencia para pintar รฉ que รฉ mais dificil XDD
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n faz mal se ficar lineart eheheh
faz o + drepressa possivel pk agr tou super curiosa
ah! E lembrate kero uma coisa HOT!!!
se precisares de fotos vai ao meu face ok?
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ahah tbm me lembrei de ir ao face
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O____O This is so ... incredible!!!! You're talent increased so much ... I'm jeallous. You should finish some of them or make this meme "redraw this".
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awww thank you soooo much!!
O3O yeah one day I'll make that meme
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siempre es hermoso ver la evolucion de los ocs XDDD disfrute cada uno en especial los de Hugo XDDD
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verdad X3
si ahahah Hugo esta muy diferente ahora *O*
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ooh~ *O* you improved so much~
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thank you~!
you think so? 
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your welcome~ yeees~ *O* and wow...goth Miguel...that would've been interesting O.o
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interesting... or too freaky e__e XDD
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maybe both O3O
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ahahah XDD
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su inspirational!
;u;
you've improved a lot
Keep up your amazing work!
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*o saque de milhares de anos* ahahahaha brutal o tres e sem duvida o melhor
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OMG, you have sooo many drawings dear. And I think they look cool, even they are old. o.o Your old drawing are much more better than mines ever will be. xDD
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awww thank you sooo much!
awww I'm sure they don't look that bad O3O
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Omg awesome...
And a VERY BIG DESCRIPTION!
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thank you sooo much!! ahah I actually dislike most of them XDD that's why they were going in the trash =3=
yeah O__O it's the biggest description I've ever done O.o
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You are very welcome ...glad they did not go to trash.
lol i have seen it 1st time that long here O__________O XD
sorry i did not read it!
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I'm not good at reading big descriptions XDD
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so many amazing works. somuch so much awesomeness. its too much XD
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welcome
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I had a 4 inch binder which had all of my works since 1998 to 2003. Then I lost it at school. It was ripping apart with so many sheets of drawings and comics.
Then I started archiving what I could salvage and kept everything since 2003-2004. I found a few drawings from that lost era and I'm can't say they were ugly because I drew in the way I could. It was the way I imagine the world back then.
The only reason I kept drawing was because I had no other means of communication. I mean, I could speak but no one would listen to a small boy like I was (smallest student of all my classes from 1st grade to 9th grade). So I drew.
I wish I could go back to that era of creativity flowing from every molecule of my existence!
It's good to track back a bit and rework old characters you haven't seen in a while.
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awwww that's sad 
I agree with you on that
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