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Funnily that art was about mental suffering and now I would say that physical pain is my bigger issue now lolz
Dont worry darklings, Im doing quite well :> aaand I hope to be actually back now! yayaya trust me, I feel so much better and Im full of hopes of coming back to life~!

I started creating again, I wanna go back to regular posting again too! I feel better and more confident about creating as last few months made me start to doubt I can actually do anything >XD

I think I understand better now some things, like that due to my chronic illness I need to fit my lifestyle to my health. Im getting better at finding time and allowing myself relax and have fun, while not feeling pressured to work all the time. Im spending more time with my husband while not obsessing about not doing enough shit during the day. I allowed myself to do very little in past weeks to let my body recover and I slowly comeback and not rush to be working for most of day again haha

Im motivated, full of hopes and with bright perspective for life :>

I was doing quite a lot of health related research, especially about Fibromyalgia which causes chronic pain and fatigue. I think that a lot of my issues now might be awful flare up of it. This illness isnt curable but lifestyle fitting to having this and enough rest is something which makes it easier to live with it. I see now clearly that Im unable to have 'normal' job, that me not being able to keep everything clean all the time will be happening, that there will be days I will literally do nothing but thats okay. Im a bit scared cause it obviously limits a lot, I know there will be people who will never understand it and wont treat me with respect but I will go forward no matter what!

cool STICKERS to buy~ join my PATREON~ get COMMISSIONS~

ALL LINKZ here<3

DONATE jar if you have spare moni more dark arts here~

Huge thanks to my darklings who supports me on my conquer of world 🖤 Im super grateful for all likes, comments, watches, subscribes, donations, commissions orders all kofi donators and my Patrons!
Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate and order commissions - you make it all possible! 🖤
Art made with plack pen in very sketchy style showing emotional and mental pain I suffer. Art is related to past times cause now it would be more about physical one. Very simple, but dark and impacting

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Funnily that art was about mental suffering and now I would say that physical pain is my bigger issue now lolz
Dont worry darklings, Im doing quite well :> aaand I hope to be actually back now! yayaya trust me, I feel so much better and Im full of hopes of coming back to life~!

I started creating again, I wanna go back to regular posting again too! I feel better and more confident about creating as last few months made me start to doubt I can actually do anything >XD

I think I understand better now some things, like that due to my chronic illness I need to fit my lifestyle to my health. Im getting better at finding time and allowing myself relax and have fun, while not feeling pressured to work all the time. Im spending more time with my husband while not obsessing about not doing enough shit during the day. I allowed myself to do very little in past weeks to let my body recover and I slowly comeback and not rush to be working for most of day again haha

Im motivated, full of hopes and with bright perspective for life :>

I was doing quite a lot of health related research, especially about Fibromyalgia which causes chronic pain and fatigue. I think that a lot of my issues now might be awful flare up of it. This illness isnt curable but lifestyle fitting to having this and enough rest is something which makes it easier to live with it. I see now clearly that Im unable to have 'normal' job, that me not being able to keep everything clean all the time will be happening, that there will be days I will literally do nothing but thats okay. Im a bit scared cause it obviously limits a lot, I know there will be people who will never understand it and wont treat me with respect but I will go forward no matter what!

cool STICKERS to buy~ join my PATREON~ get COMMISSIONS~

ALL LINKZ here<3

DONATE jar if you have spare moni more dark arts here~

Huge thanks to my darklings who supports me on my conquer of world 🖤 Im super grateful for all likes, comments, watches, subscribes, donations, commissions orders all kofi donators and my Patrons!
Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate and order commissions - you make it all possible! 🖤
Art made with plack pen in very sketchy style showing emotional and mental pain I suffer. Art is related to past times cause now it would be more about physical one. Very simple, but dark and impacting