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Death observing your every move, gambling with Fate if your time has come already

There are days when I doubt if there is any point in getting out of bed, taking shower, eating, anything more than just existing. But the most important is taking that first small step. And then another. And another. Just to do anything, to not think about how I feel, focus even on tiny task. Cause even after the worst storm comes sun [but plz not literally, that bitch is shining right in my eyes and I cant use my pc >XD]

I think that a lot of my struggles comes with me not talking with people. Honestly only my husband knows exactly how Im feeling, what is my reality with my illnesses, how hard I try, what my life really looks like. But in my head I see everyone hating me for not being like others, for not being super successful, for not fullfilling society standards. But do they really think this? Also how I can blame others for not understanding me and my issues when I never talked with them about this for real? Why I care so much what others might think when they probably dont give a fuck so much and dont know shit about me?

Is this all happening for real or its just happening in my head?

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Huge thanks to my darklings who supports me on my conquer of world 🖤 Im super grateful for all likes, comments, watches, subscribes, donations, commissions orders all kofi donators and my Patrons!
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Death observing your every move, gambling with Fate if your time has come already

There are days when I doubt if there is any point in getting out of bed, taking shower, eating, anything more than just existing. But the most important is taking that first small step. And then another. And another. Just to do anything, to not think about how I feel, focus even on tiny task. Cause even after the worst storm comes sun [but plz not literally, that bitch is shining right in my eyes and I cant use my pc >XD]

I think that a lot of my struggles comes with me not talking with people. Honestly only my husband knows exactly how Im feeling, what is my reality with my illnesses, how hard I try, what my life really looks like. But in my head I see everyone hating me for not being like others, for not being super successful, for not fullfilling society standards. But do they really think this? Also how I can blame others for not understanding me and my issues when I never talked with them about this for real? Why I care so much what others might think when they probably dont give a fuck so much and dont know shit about me?

Is this all happening for real or its just happening in my head?

cool STICKERS to buy~ join my PATREON~ get COMMISSIONS~

ALL LINKZ here<3

DONATE jar if you have smare moni more dark arts here~

Huge thanks to my darklings who supports me on my conquer of world 🖤 Im super grateful for all likes, comments, watches, subscribes, donations, commissions orders all kofi donators and my Patrons!
Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate and order commissions - you make it all possible! 🖤