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HelloHannah265 — Alone
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Published: 2017-08-24 06:05:07 +0000 UTC; Views: 167; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 0
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Description When the tide comes rolling in, I’ll be running out.
I don’t care where, I just need to go.
Can’t stand another day lost in the doubt
And confusion that comes with this life I’ve come to know.

I just can’t carry on, can’t seem to hold my grip.
Lost in a sea of crowds and judgment.
I’m sailing away forever on this ship.
I’ll forget everything from where I’ve been sent.

No, just keep all my feelings inside.
No, can’t tell you. I just want to hide.
Why am I here? Why am I alive?
I said I was fine, but really, I lied.

Oh, no. I’m falling again.
I’m running away from the places I’ve been.
I’m afraid of rejection, afraid of projection.
I can’t seem to find a place for protection.

Oh, no. I’m slipping away.
And the funny thing is, it’s all okay.
I can’t seem to fight it. For this life, I’m unfit.
I’m falling apart and I feel like a misfit.

When storm clouds come to play, I’ll be safe inside
My shelter I’ve found in my home.
Simply to these rules, I surely will abide.
The truth is I’d rather be alone.

No, can’t carry a conversation.
No, can’t keep the words flowing.
What can I say, oh what can I do?
I’m afraid I’ll be forgotten once this life is through.

Help me get out of this mess.
I seem to have fallen into a deep pit of stress.
I’m lost and I’m so scared. Nobody seems to care.
Forced into this life, I feel unprepared.

I fear I’ll lose you again.
I don’t want that to happen again.
I can’t shake the feeling. There’s something I’m missing.
The lack of support makes it hard to believe in

Love. And life.
They hurt more than you’d ever know.
This loss and strife
They just make me want to go.

I want to go.
I can’t stay around here.
I don’t care where,
Just let me go.

I’ll go, I’ll go.
Just let me go.
Will you never forget me
Or not miss me at all?

Is that too much to ask for?
A little appreciation?
A little recognition?
Something for once that could validate my creation?

I’m doomed to die alone,
Alone,
Alone.

I’ll always be alone,
Alone,
Alone.

I want to be alone.
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