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Heyo sorry for being dead Idk if ill come back or not but I just kinda wanted to upload this here
yeah its pretty simple (its a sketch so) srry bout that too

Anyways heres some stuff Ill say that you don't hafta read it at all its more like to blow off steam:

So lately now that i've been thinknig about it, I don't feel like I fit anywhere. Yes I know, cliche amirite?
But the fantage community was a way to fit in when I was younger-er-er yenno? And I found.. when i did find it but
the oold leaave and the new come right? It seems like my attempts to fit in with the new just doesnt work
I can tell they can see im trying too hard or something and they'll push me off "uh yeah sure" yenno? And
I can't tell if they're upset with me or not, i cant tell what they like or not, i cant tell if they like me or not,
I cant tell at all. This applies to real life too tho
I cant tell if they know im joking or not, i cant tell if i have to be serious or not, i cant tell if im supposed to be this stubborn to change or not
idk at all ///shrugs
This place that i didnt want to be in is forcing me to noww change ;-;

thats what i was thinking when i was drawing this in the beginning
what i was thinking during the end was about my jealousy/envy
yeah ik ik im a pretty petty

so during this drawing my friend (who is extremely talented at drawing and who im constantly trying to avoid her fast progress to keep my envy down) sent a pic of her drawing of YOI and later said that someone who they admired followed them back and the person rarely follows much ppl. As much as i wanted to cngratulate her i couldn't
I exited out the messanger and continued the drawing. Idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk how to feel about this..... They're constantly getting better and what am i doing? I don't think i changed at all. Im constantly trying to change my art style to something i like but in the end my art style ended up being extremely extremely extemely basic. If I were to compare my drawing with theirs i wouldn't even dare look. Idk at which, my drawing or theirs. but idk idk Idk how to feel about this and anything.

ah yeah theres my rant that i doubt anyone would read but thanks for not questioning it my friends, buds, dudes, and dudettes

Description
Song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=UizXV2…

Heyo sorry for being dead Idk if ill come back or not but I just kinda wanted to upload this here
yeah its pretty simple (its a sketch so) srry bout that too

Anyways heres some stuff Ill say that you don't hafta read it at all its more like to blow off steam:

So lately now that i've been thinknig about it, I don't feel like I fit anywhere. Yes I know, cliche amirite?
But the fantage community was a way to fit in when I was younger-er-er yenno? And I found.. when i did find it but
the oold leaave and the new come right? It seems like my attempts to fit in with the new just doesnt work
I can tell they can see im trying too hard or something and they'll push me off "uh yeah sure" yenno? And
I can't tell if they're upset with me or not, i cant tell what they like or not, i cant tell if they like me or not,
I cant tell at all. This applies to real life too tho
I cant tell if they know im joking or not, i cant tell if i have to be serious or not, i cant tell if im supposed to be this stubborn to change or not
idk at all ///shrugs
This place that i didnt want to be in is forcing me to noww change ;-;

thats what i was thinking when i was drawing this in the beginning
what i was thinking during the end was about my jealousy/envy
yeah ik ik im a pretty petty

so during this drawing my friend (who is extremely talented at drawing and who im constantly trying to avoid her fast progress to keep my envy down) sent a pic of her drawing of YOI and later said that someone who they admired followed them back and the person rarely follows much ppl. As much as i wanted to cngratulate her i couldn't
I exited out the messanger and continued the drawing. Idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk how to feel about this..... They're constantly getting better and what am i doing? I don't think i changed at all. Im constantly trying to change my art style to something i like but in the end my art style ended up being extremely extremely extemely basic. If I were to compare my drawing with theirs i wouldn't even dare look. Idk at which, my drawing or theirs. but idk idk Idk how to feel about this and anything.

ah yeah theres my rant that i doubt anyone would read but thanks for not questioning it my friends, buds, dudes, and dudettes