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So many crowding thoughts.
Blocking me from doing what I need to do.
It’s a never ending carousel of what I’ve yet to feel.

For many times I thought I was a bother.
Yet never admitted—it was true in some eyes.

For those impatient and those who whine,
For those I shall not stand by.

This is to you, my thoughtful peers,
Not of what is now, but was before.
…and how it affected those who trusted.
And thought that maybe they could be.

And so it repeats.

Hahaha dumb promises and wasted effort. I’m sitting here doing nothing but reciting every individual thought that I’ve ever had. I want to be free. Free of stress. But now I have more to do. When all I was trying to do was prevent it.
I’m lost. So much that I wanted to achieve. And yet they just couldn’t put in that same effort to teach.

It’s pathetic. And now I am.

Uguguuguguguguugguguhuhhhh why am I doing this whilst not in the right mindsettttttt

Description
So many crowding thoughts.
Blocking me from doing what I need to do.
It’s a never ending carousel of what I’ve yet to feel.

For many times I thought I was a bother.
Yet never admitted—it was true in some eyes.

For those impatient and those who whine,
For those I shall not stand by.

This is to you, my thoughtful peers,
Not of what is now, but was before.
…and how it affected those who trusted.
And thought that maybe they could be.

And so it repeats.

Hahaha dumb promises and wasted effort. I’m sitting here doing nothing but reciting every individual thought that I’ve ever had. I want to be free. Free of stress. But now I have more to do. When all I was trying to do was prevent it.
I’m lost. So much that I wanted to achieve. And yet they just couldn’t put in that same effort to teach.

It’s pathetic. And now I am.

Uguguuguguguguugguguhuhhhh why am I doing this whilst not in the right mindsettttttt