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Words unheard…

I feel so alone,
I feel like I have no home…
Nowhere do I feel loved, accepted
All I know is hate and rejection.
Nothing makes sense anymore,
Everything just runs together like a bunch of mush

Not even the ones I love accept me
I am an outcast. I tried to hold on
But I grow weaker every day.
My stomach is twisted like a pretzel,
I am sick every night, and every morning.
I can’t stop the tears anymore…

I feel so cold,
And distant from the world.
I wish I could find my way back,
No one can help me, they couldn’t before.
I stand here looking at them in disgust,
For I have lost every ounce of trust.

Once upon a time I thought I had it all,
Love, life, everything I ever wanted.
Did it vanish into the air?
All I’m left with is despair.
Who could answer me this question,
Where were you…?

Where were you when I cried alone?
Where were you when I had no one else?
You weren’t there, no one was and no one ever was.
I have always been alone and always will be.
The life of the lonely,
Will only be accompanied with more anguish and pain…

I asked you to be there for me.
But even with the power to do it,
You couldn’t bring yourself to help.
I trusted you to be there, but you weren’t.
I feel betrayed, I feel alone,
Like I was lied to the whole time.

Your life here is only short lived,
The memory of it is what lasts.
It is worth more than gold or silver,
Jewels or gemstones, nothing compares.
Maybe you will remember me, I doubt it,
The world never cared enough to see.

What happened to everything?
You say you love me, you say I’m your everything
But then you shove me away,
You ignore me, abandon me,
You throw me away like I’m worth nothing.
Sometimes I feel like I am worth nothing…

What if something could never be broken?
Because it was never something in the first place?
How can you replace something that’s irreplaceable?
Do you pretend it’s still there?
Or forget about the greatest thing in the world,
And just move on to something new…?

When you are alone, you ask questions,
Like will I ever be able to love again…?
Will I survive the night…?
How will I move on…?
The world is full of more pain then we know,
But who is really worse off?

Love is gone, nothing but a memory,
To continue on it is impossible.
The world has changed,
Everyone wants a happy ending in life.
Doesn’t everyone deserve to be happy?
The world doesn’t think so.

I have forgotten what happiness is,
My memory has long been gone.
Everything I used to know was a lie,
What can I do, everything is wrong.
Can things be put back together,
If there are no pieces?

My heart, broken and shattered,
The pieces are too small to pick back up.
No one else deserved it more than you,
But it’s not all your fault.
It was already cracked and weak,
Long before I met you.

I was always yours and always will be,
Nobody could replace you,
I thought you would keep me safe,
I wanted to keep you safe,
But I failed, I’ve failed everyone.
My will has been lost in the void.
And soon I will be too.

The empty space in my chest,
Growing deeper and deeper.
It burns, it stings, every time it gets worse.
I wish that the pain would stop,
But it feels like a hot knife,
Being plunged into my chest and turned.

The world had already hurt me enough,
I looked towards you for comfort.
But you ignored my screams,
You left me to my fate.
There is no right or wrong choices in life,
Only good and bad, which should we chose?

I feel like the world is getting darker,
The walls are closing in, suffocating me.
I try desperately to grab your hand,
But all you do is turn your head.
Everyone has turned their back to me,
The world has abandoned me.

I remember there being a god,
He is not of this world, he hasn’t betrayed me.
But I feel like there is no God,
I don’t feel his presence.
I have lost faith, I have lost everything,
Nothing can rescue me, I am gone.

My mind is on the edge,
I can’t think straight.
Nothing is true, the world is full of lies,
The world has never helped me.
I can’t go on like this anymore,
I wish this struggle would end.

As I write my last thoughts down,
I look back at everything that has happened,
But I can’t recall what could be found.
This is the end of everything I knew.
I truly cannot explain how it feels,
To lose everything you hold dear all at once.

I'm in a range of emotions now,
My mind couldn’t handle it, not this soon.
My time is running out, my mind in shambles,
I don’t know how long until it collapses.
Nothing could ever help me,
I feel like death walking, fully aware of my fate.

I hate being alone…
I hate being afraid…
I hate trying so hard every day…
I hate living this life…
Maybe it was better that I was never born…
I wish it could start all over again…
……Save me…from myself…

Description
Words unheard…

I feel so alone,
I feel like I have no home…
Nowhere do I feel loved, accepted
All I know is hate and rejection.
Nothing makes sense anymore,
Everything just runs together like a bunch of mush

Not even the ones I love accept me
I am an outcast. I tried to hold on
But I grow weaker every day.
My stomach is twisted like a pretzel,
I am sick every night, and every morning.
I can’t stop the tears anymore…

I feel so cold,
And distant from the world.
I wish I could find my way back,
No one can help me, they couldn’t before.
I stand here looking at them in disgust,
For I have lost every ounce of trust.

Once upon a time I thought I had it all,
Love, life, everything I ever wanted.
Did it vanish into the air?
All I’m left with is despair.
Who could answer me this question,
Where were you…?

Where were you when I cried alone?
Where were you when I had no one else?
You weren’t there, no one was and no one ever was.
I have always been alone and always will be.
The life of the lonely,
Will only be accompanied with more anguish and pain…

I asked you to be there for me.
But even with the power to do it,
You couldn’t bring yourself to help.
I trusted you to be there, but you weren’t.
I feel betrayed, I feel alone,
Like I was lied to the whole time.

Your life here is only short lived,
The memory of it is what lasts.
It is worth more than gold or silver,
Jewels or gemstones, nothing compares.
Maybe you will remember me, I doubt it,
The world never cared enough to see.

What happened to everything?
You say you love me, you say I’m your everything
But then you shove me away,
You ignore me, abandon me,
You throw me away like I’m worth nothing.
Sometimes I feel like I am worth nothing…

What if something could never be broken?
Because it was never something in the first place?
How can you replace something that’s irreplaceable?
Do you pretend it’s still there?
Or forget about the greatest thing in the world,
And just move on to something new…?

When you are alone, you ask questions,
Like will I ever be able to love again…?
Will I survive the night…?
How will I move on…?
The world is full of more pain then we know,
But who is really worse off?

Love is gone, nothing but a memory,
To continue on it is impossible.
The world has changed,
Everyone wants a happy ending in life.
Doesn’t everyone deserve to be happy?
The world doesn’t think so.

I have forgotten what happiness is,
My memory has long been gone.
Everything I used to know was a lie,
What can I do, everything is wrong.
Can things be put back together,
If there are no pieces?

My heart, broken and shattered,
The pieces are too small to pick back up.
No one else deserved it more than you,
But it’s not all your fault.
It was already cracked and weak,
Long before I met you.

I was always yours and always will be,
Nobody could replace you,
I thought you would keep me safe,
I wanted to keep you safe,
But I failed, I’ve failed everyone.
My will has been lost in the void.
And soon I will be too.

The empty space in my chest,
Growing deeper and deeper.
It burns, it stings, every time it gets worse.
I wish that the pain would stop,
But it feels like a hot knife,
Being plunged into my chest and turned.

The world had already hurt me enough,
I looked towards you for comfort.
But you ignored my screams,
You left me to my fate.
There is no right or wrong choices in life,
Only good and bad, which should we chose?

I feel like the world is getting darker,
The walls are closing in, suffocating me.
I try desperately to grab your hand,
But all you do is turn your head.
Everyone has turned their back to me,
The world has abandoned me.

I remember there being a god,
He is not of this world, he hasn’t betrayed me.
But I feel like there is no God,
I don’t feel his presence.
I have lost faith, I have lost everything,
Nothing can rescue me, I am gone.

My mind is on the edge,
I can’t think straight.
Nothing is true, the world is full of lies,
The world has never helped me.
I can’t go on like this anymore,
I wish this struggle would end.

As I write my last thoughts down,
I look back at everything that has happened,
But I can’t recall what could be found.
This is the end of everything I knew.
I truly cannot explain how it feels,
To lose everything you hold dear all at once.

I'm in a range of emotions now,
My mind couldn’t handle it, not this soon.
My time is running out, my mind in shambles,
I don’t know how long until it collapses.
Nothing could ever help me,
I feel like death walking, fully aware of my fate.

I hate being alone…
I hate being afraid…
I hate trying so hard every day…
I hate living this life…
Maybe it was better that I was never born…
I wish it could start all over again…
……Save me…from myself…