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Honey-Beest β€” What did I DO?

Published: 2018-10-30 04:06:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 2032; Favourites: 227; Downloads: 8
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Description Just a little vent... I'm tired of immaturity and I'm tired of this in general. It feels like a neverending cycle. I just want peace, I just want a fresh start but I can't seem to get one. It's extremely frusterating and I don't understand what I did wrong other than the one thing that I have fixed and will never do again. I don't understand...

I'm sorry, I'm sick and emotional and getting used to my new computer. My queue might be delated slightly to any of my commissioners and such!! I'm getting better and I think I'm used to my new computer. I should be working on my stuff tomorrow or wensday!! Thank you for being the beauties you are and dealing with my 2 weeks rule! And me slightly going over it!! I love u guys!!
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Comments: 23

Monarch-March [2018-11-01 21:40:46 +0000 UTC]

This piece looks amazing! I love all the emotions you put into this

It sucks that people are still giving you a hard time. You made up for it and have filled out commissions consistently and you know your limits now. Shouldn't that prove to people you've learned your mistakes? People make mistakes, no one is perfect. I bet these people think they're a saint that hasn't done anything wrong in their life when that's far from the truth. You're a lot better than some people who've made mistakes because you've learned and you're making up for it.Β 

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Wimsy-draws [2018-11-01 13:47:39 +0000 UTC]

you need a hug sweety?

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BirdofHearts [2018-10-31 02:03:00 +0000 UTC]

that's... actually a little terrifying, wasn't expecting that lol

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Wavethemraura [2018-10-30 20:30:57 +0000 UTC]

Well, don't forget that your an amazing artist, and that your my idol in the art community (don't mind my awkwardness)

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FizzyFiend [2018-10-30 14:05:20 +0000 UTC]

<3

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sparkycait [2018-10-30 12:48:45 +0000 UTC]

dem teefers, the fur, the shading.... sobs... too goo d

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QueenSkara [2018-10-30 12:13:55 +0000 UTC]

Never forget you’re an AMAZING person. You inspire me everyday. You inspire me even when you don’t post art. If you need a break then that’s okay!Β 

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StarrySwirly [2018-10-30 05:11:15 +0000 UTC]

This piece is absolutely stunning:Β  It's ultra symmetrical, and really shows the anger and emotion that went into it, the expression is absolutely flawless in accordance with the message.

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Kassian0x0 [2018-10-30 05:05:12 +0000 UTC]

Your work is always gorgeous, your emotions put into a piece always show how dedicated and how much you love expressing yourself! and hopefully things will change and calm down, i hate when people let one thing set their opinion against someone, thats unfair,Β  really hope it gets better! best wishes!!!! <3

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Barzooka [2018-10-30 04:58:13 +0000 UTC]

This drawing is amazing, I love your talent. And I hope you feel better real soon, just know that your a wonderful person <3

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BT-2345 [2018-10-30 04:55:54 +0000 UTC]

I know this is a vent art..but It looks very awesome! The shading, colouring looks so good!

but I hope you get peace and don’t force yourself to do the commision!

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OkayVoid [2018-10-30 04:13:22 +0000 UTC]

ok i know this is a vent but can i just say how absolutely stunning this piece is? the shading and everything is perfect and i love how expressive it is hh dΒ 

And god thats shit. i hate it when people act like they give you a second chance and then they reveal that sURPRISE they never trusted you at all. it sucks. yknow what they say you cant please everyone. still sucks that people arent letting you live yknow thats always annoying as hellΒ 

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Honey-Beest In reply to OkayVoid [2018-10-30 04:34:45 +0000 UTC]

AaaAAA TYSM!! I'm actually really proud of it... I don't know why, but when I have emotions and let them out through art it always makes the art turn out really nicely?Β 

I know!!! It's ridiculous! I hate when theres not even a second chance given... Because you have no idea how much I want to fix this! I just want to know what I did, maybe then I can have some peace or explain myself but!! I wouldn't be believed anyway or how. I'm not attached to a lie detector so no one is going to trust me if they don't already. Which sucks. I just hate being treated like someone I'm not due to extreme assumption... It'll be okay though! Just gotta push through it!! I just hope one day I can fix it because I'd really like to befriend them again and start over. I know they aren't bad, they just think I'm someone I'm not and they're a very very opinionated person (which is totally fine), I just wish they knew I wasn't bad either. Thank you for commenting!!! You're so sweet,,, Thank you for understanding!! And... reading all this~ <33

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OkayVoid In reply to Honey-Beest [2018-10-30 04:51:11 +0000 UTC]

OOOHGHH yeah i get that 100%! it sucks bc im the forgetful type. like i get in so much trouble for forgetting what people tell me and it reaALLY seems like im not listening bUT I AM I SWEAR KHFSDBFJSD
it just sucks because people dont even bother telling me things anymore because they think i'll forget or something KHBSDFJSHDB
which i mean is totally true but it really sucks because even when i try to remember i just cant help it?
people are so stubborn its like even if i did somehow cure my stupid brain it wouldn't make a difference i bet money on it!
i know my situation really isnt the same because you ARE fixing the issue and i legit cant but still x,D
I really hope you have an amazing week to make up for this bump in the road!! <3Β 

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Mothimew [2018-10-30 04:12:52 +0000 UTC]

It sucks to hear people are being petty as shit! You've got all of your fans supporting you, rest up, get better!

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Honey-Beest In reply to Mothimew [2018-10-30 04:29:52 +0000 UTC]

Yeah... I just want to know what I did so I can fix it and start over. Thank you for supporting me~!!!! <3333

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Mothimew In reply to Honey-Beest [2018-10-30 04:38:56 +0000 UTC]

I know the feeling.
No problem! Your honestly such a big inspiration to me!!

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Kitoppi [2018-10-30 04:11:43 +0000 UTC]

Amazing work as always!! Hope everything gets better for you soon <3

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Honey-Beest In reply to Kitoppi [2018-10-30 04:29:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!!!! I really hope it does too but so far it looks like it's never gonna stop. That's alright!! I'll live!! <3333 I just need to focus on the good things!! Thank you for being supportive!! (your refs should be done in the next week btw!!! I'm excited to work on them!!)

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Kitoppi In reply to Honey-Beest [2018-10-30 04:32:25 +0000 UTC]

It always seems like that, but then things get better! I think you have proven yourself to be a trustworthy person, and plenty of others think that too <3Β 

Also I'm very excited to see the refs once they are done!!! I'm sure they will look wonderful!

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DuskGecko [2018-10-30 04:09:51 +0000 UTC]

hey! I really hope you start feeling better! Don't push yourself and just focus on what needs to get done first, and take lots of breaks! Keep up the amazing work, kinzie!

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Honey-Beest In reply to DuskGecko [2018-10-30 04:27:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!!! I really appreciate it!! I'll make sure that I stay refreshed and work hard at the same time!! <3333

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Furrsshino [2018-10-30 04:08:09 +0000 UTC]

OH MY... :0

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