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Published: 2014-12-04 03:44:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 1183; Favourites: 54; Downloads: 0
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-some venting ahead bleh-Okay. So.
I'm feeling much better at this point, but even so, I probably should update you guys on why I'm, like, much more inactive than usual.
Mostly loneliness. It's not really something I can explain, but I've been feeling really lonely lately, and for some reason my response to loneliness is to withdraw inward and distance myself from others. Which I know is quite counterproductive but if I'm not really being "myself" lately, that's why. I just get downhearted more easily and I'm trying my durndest to get back into the swing of things, but it might take some time. I'll try to get to my notifications one day, when I can feel more at ease to manage them.
I keep getting irrationally scared everyone's going to leave me, even when I know that isn't true, so basically I'm trying to fight all the evil thoughts in my head. I'm really sorry I haven't been keeping tabs with all the people I usually do, but it's just out of a sense that I feel like I'm annoying the people I talk to. Which I know isn't true either (I hope, anyway), and Zach has been helping me along so I'm a lot better than I could be at this moment, so I'll get there. I'm working on the art trades and the next EoS page and I'm certain they'll all be nice and awesome but until then, I hope you all can be patient.
And while you wait, you can look at the snuggly Swadloon. Keep being awesome! ^^
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It seems.... fitting... that you drew Swadloon.....
Those feelings are so horrible~
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Hey, beautiful. You always know where to find me, but I understand if you're too scared to reach out. I get that a lot, too. I suppose the best thing to do is eat lots of chocolate. ^^ Just know I love you.
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unu I'm sorry you feel those things... But you're right. You have nothing to worry about! No one's gonna leave you or feel annoyed by you. If anything, I'm the one who kinda feels that way.
These lonely feelings will pass soon. :3 Just be patient with yourself and your priorities then everything will fall back into place!
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be careful D: that is how i turned into a forever alone on real life
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It's all right to feel lonely sometimes and scared; you're human. It happens. Even the "strongest" of us feel sad, lonely and a bit frightened sometimes. Take all the time you need to recover and do it in baby steps if it makes you feel comfortable. uwu
We'll all be waiting for when you return; just don't feel like you have to force yourself because that'll backlash horribly and leave you feeling stuck. Keep being strong and patient with yourself; healing takes time.
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Well let's see: you are an amazing artist, you've got a nice personality and a great sense of humor, you like Pokemon and especially Pokemon Mystery Dungeon a lot. I don't think anyone is going to be leaving you anytime soon. There's a reason you have over 1000 watchers.
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We're all here for you, and you're too awesome for us to leave.
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Aw, Hon, we are here for you to support you through these kinds of things!
Hope that your loneliness fades away, because, no one likes to see a lonely Honrupi.
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I hope you feel better, play some video games watch a romantic comedy anime, just do whatever makes you feel good. We aren't going anywhere.
(On that note dodge the sad stuffs). Addendum: Happy Holidays! (A tad early perhaps, nowadays though it feels Christmas "starts" the second Thanksgiving ends, sometimes sooner \( :/ )/ *shrug* ).
Seasons greetings and good tidings to you.
<(^^<) ^(^^)^ (>^^)> v(^^)v
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It would take a bit more than that to git rid of us. Take as long as you need. I'm sure that your art will be worth the wait
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you jsut take the time you need ok? ♥ im not goin no where ^^
also we should leave dat swadloon alone...its soooo sleepy
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I wondered what was going on... Anyway its good the hear from you. And thank your for all your good work. It helps everyone here.
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Awwwwwwwwwwwwww I feel really bad now I hope you feel better but you know I'm always here if ya wanna talk
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Awww, I'm so sorry that you feel that way Honey, if you need anyone to talk to here on dA, you can always note me<3 I'm online almost constantly besides the time that I sleep, so I'll be there to talk<3
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I was really worried there, Honey.
You stopped streaming and being as active as usual, and I didn't know what was wrong.
Please let me know if there's anything I can do to help.
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