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Description It's 4:38 am,
and I've never felt so alone.

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My mind is my own worst enemy.
Every night I lay here and think about how badly I wish I could turn back time and take back everything I did to you.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face. You're all I dream about, and my heart breaks every morning I wake up with no one next to me.


When I dream, I dream of you,
and it breaks my heart to know it's all in my head.

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I promised you I would be better. I promised you I would do good.
But promises break just as easily as my heart.

So, needle, my old friend
I'm back again for another mistake.

My heart races, and then I get that rush
that I've been waiting for,
and everything is okay again.

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It's seems like when you're at your lowest point is when the world decides to turn its back on you.
Then you're on the outside, watching everyone continue on with their lives, while you're screaming at the top of your lungs but no one can hear you.

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Loneliness will be the death of me.
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