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Published: 2010-08-19 20:16:28 +0000 UTC; Views: 234; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 0
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Description For once... I thought my life was looking up....
He took away all the pain, frustration, fear...
Now he left me with a broken heart and a question that I will never have an answer to...

I really wish things hadn't gone the way they had.
If I had a time machine, I would go back and do all over again...
I might even make it start earlier...
I would make it so the good time we had never ended...
But it can never be...

Maybe, sometime from now, he'll look back and see the stupid thing he did.
Maybe it'll take him another four years to get over it...
I hope it takes longer.

What do you do with a broken heart, broken friendship, and memories that haunt you all the time?
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Comments: 10

Pierrebear [2010-10-30 04:36:34 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this really touched my heart. I feel your pain

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horsemad1521 In reply to Pierrebear [2010-10-30 04:40:03 +0000 UTC]

Thank you
I'm better now, but every once in a while the feelings come back and it hurts all over again...

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Pierrebear In reply to horsemad1521 [2010-10-30 04:45:27 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry! No one can stay sad forever.

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LoveHurtsEver [2010-10-25 18:34:39 +0000 UTC]

It is so true! I feel the same way. You're lucky, he was your boyfriend. My crush doesn't even notice me . love that When I have broken heart, i use that to write sad poems and I talk with my friend and I feel better (a little bit)

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horsemad1521 In reply to LoveHurtsEver [2010-10-26 01:17:45 +0000 UTC]

He and I had been friends for about 5 yrs before he asked me out. And I thought it would be really great because we had been such good friends. I considered him to be my best guy-friend. It lasted 3 months and he dumped me for no reason. It also destroyed out friendship. We haven't talked since that day and we live in the same neighborhood x.x
I'm really glad that I'm in college now

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LoveHurtsEver In reply to horsemad1521 [2010-10-26 11:31:23 +0000 UTC]

Did you ask him why he dumpted you? You should. My crush and I aren't even friends . We just go to the same class 2 months

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horsemad1521 In reply to LoveHurtsEver [2010-10-26 13:55:01 +0000 UTC]

It was the first question I asked. He said that it just came to him one night that he didn't like me anymore o.0 Nothing bad had happened (ex. no fighting). Oh well.
You should go and talk to them, get to know them

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LoveHurtsEver In reply to horsemad1521 [2010-10-27 12:51:14 +0000 UTC]

I haven't got courige We talked a little bit, about school, nothin' much. I stare at him the whole day I'll scare him

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horsemad1521 In reply to LoveHurtsEver [2010-10-27 13:12:02 +0000 UTC]

Starting with the little stuff is good Just work your way from there. Just make sure he doesn't catch you staring

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LoveHurtsEver In reply to horsemad1521 [2010-10-27 17:05:00 +0000 UTC]

He already has XD. He looked me at the same time I looked at him. Same time! Embarasing I was so red in face. That happen today. Before few weeks he accidently fell on my while I was writing something Someone pushed him, and he fell directly on me! I'll remember that moment whole life He apologired of course, becouse I have aparat on my backbone and i musn't fall, I can really get hurt But it was okay

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