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"Return (Coming Home)"

I've seen the terrible hand of struggle
and felt the pain that hubris brings
I have tasted the wisdom of divinity
And the horror of its sting

And though they tell you I am lost
And their words report my death is come
The fates have left me breathing still
Very much alive

And though my mind is cut by battles
Fought so long ago
I return victorious
I am coming home

And if the paths that I have followed
Have tread against the flow
There is no need for sorrow
I am coming home

For the distance I have traveled
Upon and ocean of despair
Have led me back into your arms once more
An answer to a little prayer

And though they tell you I am lost
And their words report my death is come
The fates have left me breathing still
Very much alive

And though my mind is cut by battles
Fought so long ago
I return victorious
I am coming home

And if the paths that I have followed
Have tread against the flow
There is no need for sorrow
I am coming home


"As the mists cleared, there was a moment of recollection, and the former Shinto Priest paused a moment upon feeling something he had thought he would never feel again...loneliness."

I gotta thank =girl-withagun for sending me the image files from *concept-on-mac 's brush sets so that I could put together the background on this image. I wanted an industrial landscape, plus I wanted to work with more...gold and brown hues rather than my usual black, purple, red, and grey.

This piece is actually based on an older picture I drew back in 2004 (which was in turn based on a panel from the Hikaru no GO manga), of course aside from having Akumu in both, each piece was a bit...different in both the drawing themselves as well as the emotions they convey.

Upon his supposed 'death', Akumu awoke in the Realm Of Knives, where he sort of wandered around, feeding occasionally and unsure what to make of everything that had happened (and I think he must have hit his head at some point as well considering how he's been acting lately). Since he's met Aku (who belongs to ~Zansatsu and might as well be an alternate reality version of my Akumu) his unlife is slowly changing for the better.

Akumu Copyright © Jennifer Hopkins/Hotaru Thodt (=hotaru-sama666 --Me!)
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Comments: 47

YamiHolopainen [2008-10-16 18:14:05 +0000 UTC]

Nice background, the butterfly fits so well in this pic with Akumu.
Yay for the glowing green eyes! *-*

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HotaruThodt In reply to YamiHolopainen [2008-10-17 01:25:09 +0000 UTC]

I guess the butterfly symbolizes rebirth since Akumu (supposedly) dies in my story.
I love his glowing green eyes. ^_^

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zzzsleepieezzz [2008-09-28 13:52:59 +0000 UTC]

Ooo Cool
I see faces in the smoke.. or am I suppose to?

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HotaruThodt In reply to zzzsleepieezzz [2008-09-29 01:08:08 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, and you're supposed to. They're a 'ghost' brushset. and I love them to bits.

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zzzsleepieezzz In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-29 01:11:47 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome
hehe Ok..That's Cool. I thought that might be it..
would've been even cooler if you did it by accident

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HotaruThodt In reply to zzzsleepieezzz [2008-09-29 01:17:43 +0000 UTC]

lol. Well, on my old pic "Don't Say A Word", I swear I accidently made the smoke to look like a kitty on the left side of the pic.

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zzzsleepieezzz In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-29 01:45:27 +0000 UTC]

Hehe I shall keep an eye out for that ;D

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HotaruThodt In reply to zzzsleepieezzz [2008-09-29 02:04:32 +0000 UTC]

Okay.

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pinkaphrodite [2008-09-23 11:39:44 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful! I like the hair and the BG gives it a nostalgic and dramatic atmosphere.

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HotaruThodt In reply to pinkaphrodite [2008-09-24 01:02:01 +0000 UTC]

Ah. *bows* Thank you. I wanted something a bit epic and nostalgic...along with a melacholic feel. I'm glad you like it.

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ArtofSilvandar [2008-09-21 23:19:09 +0000 UTC]

oooo very pretty

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HotaruThodt In reply to ArtofSilvandar [2008-09-22 00:26:54 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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ArtofSilvandar In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-22 00:32:55 +0000 UTC]

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FairyLord [2008-09-21 22:11:19 +0000 UTC]

aw, he does look quite sad, sort of in a very deep sombre reflection... but very beautiful too of course Pale skin and long black hair... my weakness great work!

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HotaruThodt In reply to FairyLord [2008-09-22 00:43:00 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, but now he's met AKu and he's starting to eel better about things. I'm glad you like. Too bad some people don't go for the pretty pale, skinned types.

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FairyLord In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-22 22:20:00 +0000 UTC]


i can't imagine anyone not liking pretty pale skinned types

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HotaruThodt In reply to FairyLord [2008-09-23 02:45:33 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, but apparently a few people dislike slightly androgynous, pretty pale skinned, black-haired men, althught with that incentive, I find myself tempted to just draw MOAR. XD

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FairyLord In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-23 22:06:05 +0000 UTC]

yes, more! hehe
I adore them ^^

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HotaruThodt In reply to FairyLord [2008-09-24 01:10:44 +0000 UTC]

Awww, thank you. And they'll definently be more pale, black-haired effeminate-looking men in my DA gallery's future.

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FairyLord In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-24 19:37:21 +0000 UTC]

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HotaruThodt In reply to FairyLord [2008-09-25 00:52:37 +0000 UTC]

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HotaruThodt In reply to FairyLord [2008-09-25 00:52:14 +0000 UTC]

Heehee...

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Feliane [2008-09-21 07:40:57 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful artwork, I like the atmosphere, the colors and the white butterfuly in this "sad" world (I do not know it but it seems sad). Congratulations !!

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HotaruThodt In reply to Feliane [2008-09-21 19:51:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much. ^_^ Yeah, the entire piece is supposed to convey a bit of a...melacholic emotion, and I'm glad someone noticed the little white butterfly.

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Selenaism [2008-09-21 03:11:20 +0000 UTC]

I adore this, along with his expression and his eyes. They come off as really deep, which works great for the character. The background is fantastic, and I love the smoke swirls.

Wonderful

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HotaruThodt In reply to Selenaism [2008-09-21 03:22:21 +0000 UTC]

Awww, thanks sweety. I was going for something a bit deep and emotional for this, something one usually doesn't see in Akumu.

I want more ghostly smoke swirls like this. I think I might request that *redheadstock make some.

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LadyHellFyre [2008-09-21 01:54:02 +0000 UTC]

If i may give some helpful advice:
You should really practice drawing male faces versus women faces. I can never tell what characters are male, and what are female unless i see their entire body-and sometimes even that is a task.

I don't mean to be a bitch, but unless every one of your characters is a tranny, i think it could be good for you to look at real people's faces.

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HotaruThodt In reply to LadyHellFyre [2008-09-21 02:15:53 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Commenter

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LadyHellFyre In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-21 02:29:14 +0000 UTC]

Yes, that's something to be proud of. Anyway.
It was just a suggestion, take it or leave it. I just find that all of your stuff generally looks the same.

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luizamoony [2008-09-21 01:29:23 +0000 UTC]

I really liked that background! And the person's hair is so shiny and nice :3

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HotaruThodt In reply to luizamoony [2008-09-21 01:38:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. The background and hair shinies were the most fun.

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Lan-Hikari [2008-09-21 01:25:05 +0000 UTC]

Nice artwork!

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HotaruThodt In reply to Lan-Hikari [2008-09-21 01:38:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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Lan-Hikari In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-21 02:17:36 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome!

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IvoryFool [2008-09-20 23:51:42 +0000 UTC]

I do love that crazy shiny hair effect you do... looks like strands of satin. the gold background works well.
he's such a girly poty face XD

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HotaruThodt In reply to IvoryFool [2008-09-20 23:54:07 +0000 UTC]

lol. At least my shiney hair doesn't look like plastic, ja.
Akumu is such a pretty thing, too bad he's usually so angry. XD

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IvoryFool In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-21 00:36:40 +0000 UTC]

I like em angry ^.^

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HotaruThodt In reply to IvoryFool [2008-09-21 00:56:13 +0000 UTC]

As do I. And I think the concept of an 'angry girly bishie' is funny as Hell.

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IvoryFool In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-22 10:18:24 +0000 UTC]

me too ^.^ oh angry girly bishie please wear this pretty dress... *is killed in intresting ways with a frilly dress* ... is that a no ^.^;;

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HotaruThodt In reply to IvoryFool [2008-09-23 02:48:03 +0000 UTC]

Oh god...Aku actually manipulated shadows so that Akumu was wearing a Japanese Schoolgirl's uniform once. Needless to say, AKumu was pissed off. XD

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IvoryFool In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-23 10:42:06 +0000 UTC]

heh, cute... you should have drawn that XD

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HotaruThodt In reply to IvoryFool [2008-09-24 01:03:41 +0000 UTC]

You know, I still should draw that, and then AKu ravished Akumu.

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IvoryFool In reply to IvoryFool [2008-09-20 23:52:00 +0000 UTC]

*pouty POUTY damn >.<

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Basata-sama [2008-09-20 22:55:00 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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HotaruThodt In reply to Basata-sama [2008-09-20 23:09:58 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. ^_^

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scribbledperplexity [2008-09-20 22:51:46 +0000 UTC]

Prettty.
I really like that ghostly face in the background behind him.

And his green eyes. So glowy and shiny.

< 3
Looks kind of different from your usual stuff but I still love it.

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HotaruThodt In reply to scribbledperplexity [2008-09-20 23:20:37 +0000 UTC]

The 'ghosts' in the background are actually a bursh by ~miss69-stock I wish I could find more ghostly brushes like this particular set.

But thanks...I think it being a little different is a nice change of pace. I'm working on another pic of Akumu as I type this. ^_^

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scribbledperplexity In reply to HotaruThodt [2008-09-21 04:00:24 +0000 UTC]

Yeah! Its a subtle change but I'd still know who drew it in a heartbeat.
< 3

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HotaruThodt In reply to scribbledperplexity [2008-09-21 04:05:42 +0000 UTC]

Awww, thanks.

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