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Description Auf lautlosen Schwingen zieht die Leere durch mein Land
Durch Träume der Sehnsucht die ich niemals fand
Träume eines Menschen den ich einmal kannte
Es war jemand den man bei meinem Namen nannte

Du hast ihn getötet hast ihn erstickt mit deinen Taten
Ihn verstossen, ausgenutzt und sein Gefühl verraten
Er liebte doch so stark wie ein Mensch nur lieben kann
5 Jahre lang hab ich dich geliebt
5 Jahre lang gegen alles was es gibt
5 Jahre lang meiner Liebe Untertan
Zur Hölle fahren

Ein Fluch der ohne Namen ist lastet nun auf ihm
Auf seinem kranken Herz das ach so sicher schien
Ein Fluch der jahrelang in seiner Brust sanft wuchs
Fest verankert auf der allerletzten Seite dieses Buchs

Du hast ihn getötet hast ihn erstickt mit deinen Taten
Ihn verstossen ausgenutzt und sein Gefühl verraten
Er liebte doch so stark wie ein Mensch nur lieben kann
5 Jahre lang hab ich dich geliebt
5 Jahre lang gegen alles was es gibt
5 Jahre lang meiner Liebe Untertan
Zur Hölle fahren

Der Namen den der Tote trägt er gleicht meinem Namen
Die Seele hier in seiner Brust sie kennt kein Erbarmen
Ich sehe nun auf ihn herab und sehe er gleicht mir
Durch seinen Tod werde ich leben - ich - und nicht mehr wir!

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On soundless wings emptiness ambulates through my land
Through dreams of aspiration I never found
Dreams of a person I once knew
It was someone they called by my name

You killed it, suffocated with your actions
Repudiated and betrayed its feelings
But it loved so much, a human just can
5 years I loved you
5 years against all that exists
5 years my love tributary
Driving to hell

A curse now weighs on it
On its sick heart, that appeared to be so secure
A curse which softly grew in its chest since years
Deep anchored on the last page of this book

The name of this dead person resembles my name
The soul here in its chest knows no mercy
I now look down on it and see it resembles me
Through its death I will live - me - and no more us

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Material:

based on a tutorial you should maybe check out: [link] its from ~Suriasys
lyrics: L'ame Immortelle - 5 Jahre
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comment:
I rather would not translate this song, but for those not speaking german I did it though. I know its bad and some of you might have done it better, but I guess its just for the understanding, so forgive me
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Comments: 32

YamiChi [2009-10-18 15:58:17 +0000 UTC]

This piece has been featured in my News Article Rationalizing Irrational Fears [link]

Thank-You

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KeeperofOblivion [2008-01-13 00:39:58 +0000 UTC]

This is wicked awesome! So dark and creepy, yet so beautiful.

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Nephilim13 [2007-05-19 22:46:18 +0000 UTC]

This is incredibly unique and well thought out. I love it! *faves*

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doloria [2007-03-19 11:07:34 +0000 UTC]

wooooow!

thas really awesome that picture....love it!

great work

hug

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hudzi In reply to doloria [2007-03-20 08:29:37 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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Mrs-Teague [2006-10-13 13:08:31 +0000 UTC]

Featured in my Journal WWS (weekly word showcase) hope you don't mind.

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Tacti [2006-04-15 00:57:58 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad that you went through the trouble to translate. It fits the piece so nicely, and gives me an understanding I wouldn't have had if it was just in German! Excellent job!

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DamienBaylock [2004-12-01 16:54:13 +0000 UTC]

Magnificent texture work.. especially in the area around the neck. Truly awesome, I commend you.

Damien

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hudzi In reply to DamienBaylock [2005-01-14 18:04:33 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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bucz [2004-11-19 14:51:25 +0000 UTC]

o o this is great...!

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The-Corpse [2004-11-14 23:17:12 +0000 UTC]

Great!

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fangedfem [2004-11-07 13:48:43 +0000 UTC]

Most disturbing! You picked the perfect texture for it and the way you kept the eyebrows but no eyes is so wonderfully creepy-- great work my friend

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lostcubsfan [2004-11-04 07:35:54 +0000 UTC]

ugh, those little bumps on her neck freak me out. Always excellent with the detail, most impressive.

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xianex [2004-11-03 09:53:36 +0000 UTC]

Interesting use of texture nice concept to...

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cades2k4 [2004-11-02 02:15:51 +0000 UTC]

Your technique is flawless, dear.. Amazing work!

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Suriasys [2004-11-01 19:01:06 +0000 UTC]

Nice work hun
Just a few minor details I'd fix up. How the texturing that overlays the skins doesn't stop between the nose and the bridge of the nose. Notice how it looks more like a curtain of texture hanging in front of her face, rather than being texture imbedded into the skin. To get a more effective texture quality on the face, I'd stop and restart the texture where there is space between. I don't think there's any other places but the nose. You can tell how there is much depth between the face and the bottom of the nose showing. But the texture just continues between. You can notice it most where that crack is on the left side. The crack wouldn't continue in such a way to look like a straight line. Kinda urksome >_<
Also the mouth that had been removed. The place still has dark odd shape over it when when you removed it out of there. I'd continue patching it over untill you get a more solid coloring. Or just burn/dodge it up untill it's more continuous light instead of a random dark splodge there
one more thing, The main cracks on the face need to show some depth inside, so you can tell it's cracked. I'd put the original photo on top of it, then erase all but the inside of the crack to keep the darkness of it, rather than having that extra texture on top of it, making it seem flat.

I should just write a text tutorial for manip tips (: Even though most people here have been doing them much longer than I have >_<

But yeah, it's an awesome piece

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hudzi In reply to Suriasys [2004-11-05 20:33:02 +0000 UTC]

ha
finally something to work with. thank you tons for the effort. I really appreciate this. it is too easy to say "i like it" or whatver.
I see my weak point from nose upwards, yeah. Actually I was done using the technique you described in your tutorial. I always used a different one and was glad to see another solution and to check it out. So, nose, mouth and some other things were gone, but it was just not finished and when I have such a feeling I usually take one of your textures to give it the final hit. I started something which is maybe in some eyes a bad habbit but I quit on a picture when I start to puzzle around with certain areas because they do not look "real" and leave them as they are. I also love the random effects a texture does and with that accept also weak points in the whole picture, like the eye parts on this, which i extremely dislike for example.

The reason for the texture were the bumbs it created and actually it did fine things to the rest as well. I cut out some cracks, as I more wanted it to look as if it is not implented into the skin but more lying on it on the way to slide down maybe. so deep cracks were not my intention.

the mouth was totaly clean btw. too clean so I added some more spots to make it look alike the rest of her skin structure first. I had problems to get the eyes clean though and Im still training it. also trying to get white or black eyes done, but not reached any satisfying result yet. in the mouth case it was a shadow of the texture and I clicked the layer on and off and was kinda irritated then tried to get other parts of it on that spot, which then was smoother but in the end stayed with this version as it gives a hint of what actually was once behind ...

thank you tons for tips and tricks and please write more tutorials

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Suriasys In reply to hudzi [2004-11-05 21:19:35 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome Just trying to help. I wouldn't recomend actually doing anything I suggest though, just something to look out for in the future If you have trouble getting spots cleaned up, just copy a chunk from another area and put it on top of the hard spot then merge the layers. Then patch up the rim of the section you just put in. Sometimes places are just stubborn and wont change its brightness for you when using patch tool. When I get like you said, being too puzzled with something not being able to get it right, I usually just quit and start on something brand new later. You have no idea how many different pieces I've started and quit I give up too easily. But if you ever do get stuck just hit me up on aim or something and ill see if I can help you out.

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melleciouss [2004-10-30 22:25:59 +0000 UTC]

.....this is my fav of your work



^..^

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ChararaDY [2004-10-30 21:27:51 +0000 UTC]

It`s so dam good..
Just..
I can`t say it in words..
LOVE IT

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toxic-erotica [2004-10-30 20:08:42 +0000 UTC]

very dark and creepy....it almost makes me feel panic-y because of the lack of ability to express things in words...*shudder* great job, lovely textures.

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lostheart [2004-10-28 20:04:53 +0000 UTC]

Yes, awesome artwork, "dude"!
Without the accompany'ing words, this looks like someone whose body slowly became a prison, preventing any feelings to reach her.
The lyrics on the other hand hint at a person who was once hurt and keeps her feelings to herself, burying them deep inside and becoming numb to the world around her.
Very disturbing, but also very touching...

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slayryder [2004-10-28 16:42:45 +0000 UTC]

awesome work hon, your texture work always blows me away..

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GrayDorian [2004-10-28 13:11:42 +0000 UTC]

as always, amazing work hun

Im sorry Ive not been here for so long, hope you didnt forget me, I didnt forget you, still trying to sort out my life (not having much luck). Ill try to drop by again soon.

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hudzi In reply to GrayDorian [2004-10-29 05:42:51 +0000 UTC]

of course I didn't forget you shapster I miss those times badly ... I shouldn't have giving up dancing though ... well, cool that you stop by here and then

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GrayDorian In reply to hudzi [2004-10-30 09:34:45 +0000 UTC]



I think SWG has played itself out now, my friends are all but gone and it looks like EverQuest will be where everyone will be, Im still not sure, but will decide in the New Year.

I miss those times as well, and I do miss you. I dont know what made me think of you yesterday but I felt happy to see your work- felt like I held a little bit of you for a moment

Maybe we will meet one day, in this or some other world

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SixStringLove [2004-10-28 05:54:43 +0000 UTC]

Great manipulation dude, lovley colors, great contrast, and it just is kickin ace. If you get a chance stop by and check out my gallery of ary, i have a few descent manips, thanks a bunch and take care and keep the great work up!!

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Myangelofmusic [2004-10-28 05:01:50 +0000 UTC]

Incredible texture work once again! You are doing great with those sweety

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InKuBuZ [2004-10-28 02:39:24 +0000 UTC]

the manip fabulous as always. The poeme/lyric I think that everyone lives that at there own way. Great piece sweety ****

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Dunkleengelblut [2004-10-28 01:44:44 +0000 UTC]

wow, i love this. I feel that way sometimes.

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Lady-Liseth [2004-10-27 22:11:59 +0000 UTC]

Great idea and work!!!!!

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~Lady-Liseth-Stock

~BelladonnaAndAconite

The kabuko - [link]

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Tollo [2004-10-27 20:27:37 +0000 UTC]

Excelent!!!! i really like it

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