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Published: 2015-05-30 03:12:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 584; Favourites: 10; Downloads: 0
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Border line,Dead inside.
I don't mind,
Falling to pieces.
Count me in, violent
Let's begin, feeding the sickness.
How do I simplify,
Dislocate - the enemy's on the way.
[Chorus:]
Show me what it's like
To dream in black and white,
So I can leave this world tonight.
Full of fear,
Ever clear.
I'll be here,
Fighting forever.
Curious,
Venomous,
You'll find me
Climbing to heaven.
Never mind,
Turn back time.
You'll be fine - I will get left behind.
[Chorus]
Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,
So I can leave this world behind.
It only hurts just once.
They're only broken bones.
Hide the hate inside.
Oh.
[Very quiet voice:]
So I can leave this world behind
[Chorus]
Holding on too tight.
Breathe the breath of life,
So I can leave this world behind
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So. This is Alec committing suicide. In the drawing, he is driving off a deck into the ocean. Why? Borderline Personality Disorder. Which he has. "A mental disorder characterized by unstable moods, behavior, and relationships." So, in the end, he committed suicide. But it wasnt just because of this. His brother Ino began acting allot like him. -not Bpd wise- He started disobeying the law and etc, so their brother Rodeo told him to stop, that "You're becoming just like Alec." When Alec heard, he felt awful. He was sad, and angry. He thought he was a bad "thing" to be. So, that was another major role that played in his killing himself. I will be doing a little follow-up picture to this of his brother Ino, who in the end felt really bad. He kinda went into hiding for a while after his death.
...If you want more information, just ask me.
Here are some stats on him - hunizzle.deviantart.com/art/Al…
The rest of the "Quadrilogy":
You
Evil Angel
Dance With The Devil
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Comments: 21
stormskiies this is random but I actually went and updated the descriptions of each of this series and at the bottom I put links to the other pieces and they're in the order they're supposed to go in (and I think it's also the order I uploaded them?). And this is the first one.
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I'm not the best at writing long comments, but here I go.
I like the shading and the textures; they make it look very good. And one thing, I'm not sure, but I'm amusing it's dark out, so shouldn't Alec's color be darker too?
The drawing of Alec himself is good. It can be tricky to only draw half of something. Well, I don't believe I've ever done it before, but I'm guessing it would be! His eyes were excellently draw too. I really like your eye style(for both cars and cats)!
The story to this picture is actually quite sad. I'm wondering that if he didn't have the disorder if he wouldn't of committed suicide? It sucks that he felt guitly. Did he really care about his brother--or was he simply embarrassed? Maybe a mixture of both? Will you possibly write more about him or use him in roleplays? I just love learning about characters! ^-^
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Its alright.
Yes, good point. I dont think I thought about the darkness.
Actually, I had planned to just draw half (its not very hard the way I did it) and duplicate it, then put it together so it would make a full car, but I sorda drew it on an angle so it failed. And thankyou! I have this think, where I draw the lines, then make another layer, and color it there.
Yes. It is :c. I might write more in depth later. (im currently watching something) It as more from guilt. He does love his brothers. He wasn't embarrassed. He just, felt angry that his brother would say that about him. He more or less felt as if they betrayed him. One of his brothers had the police ban him from the area he lived in because he was getting irritated that he always stirred up trouble in teh area.
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Pfft, only alright? 
Yeah, that's totally understandable! Sometimes I forget about the darkness too.
Ohh, I don't know why, but I always thought that would be hard. 
You're welcome! 
Ahh, will you possibly write a whole story? I'm planning to do that with some of my OCs. That or I'll make a comic.
Hmm, that makes sense. Guilt really sucks, so I understand that. And I hate when people say stuff I thought they wouldn't about me. :I
Ohh wow...Owch... What kind of trouble was it? If it was something actually at a bad level, then that's understandable, but if not...then poor guy.
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That's just...too many emojis, yikes-
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o-o
Yeah lol xD I was more focused on the bg
Hmm. Idk. Maybe ill try that too
Yeah
I might. It wont be really long though.
Well....he purposely would get in cop vs car chases, and when they caught him, his brothers would have to always bail him out. -Thankgosh for Rodeos good job- and he just caused trouble. Mostly if Razz got into trouble, it was on accident. Ino started to do it on purpose, like Alec.
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Yea....
Aww, okay.
Oh wow. It was kinda his fault then, tbh.
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well his brohters didnt have to make him feel so bad that he comitted suicide.
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If your brother banned you from an area, an area near where you lived, would you consider that polite?
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Well you have your answer.
They made him feel that way because they were rude little shit heads. Ino wasnt though
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Alec was a really nice person if you got to actually know him. He cared allot about his brothers, until they betrayed him of course.
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Ohhh. Yeah, I'd be really sad if somebody I cared about betrayed me.
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