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Published: 2014-08-02 09:11:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 7090; Favourites: 100; Downloads: 0
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Description "It doesn't matter what I am.
I'm here for you, Captain"

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This is my first "success" 3D work in my life!!! (I guess) I tried my best way to improve it as newbie ;w;.

Did it as this following "Silent Hill 2" Opening Theme > www.youtube.com/watch?v=tysvNG… (it's about a man who try to find his dead wife.)

Hope you enjoy it. Cuz Silent Hill 2 is also my no.1 favourite love story of mine T_T
I think if there's some way Chris can find Piers back.... as mysterious fantasy way, it should be this.


We may don't know "this Piers" is real or not, depend on Chris, or our believe.

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This is my first "success" 3D work in my life!!! (I guess) I tried my best way to improve it as newbie ;w;.
How a Zero-3D-art-knowledge-girl can do for NIVANFIELD more.... I'll fight on...  both of them give power to me so much.


Thank you all following guy, without them I'm nothing:

for Chris Model
for Jail model I've dreamed off.
for introduce every basic tool, workflow, objects, also Piers model which I can't find anywhere T_T (thank you for too.)
for live advice via Skype and told me not to give up.
for awesome tutorial and many advice notes till final result.

and All works from which made my day.

PS.How can I insert Bold or Italic font -*-? also some emotion gif. Thank you.

Hope all of you like. love to see all comments >0<
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Comments: 53

chrisredfield1994 [2018-03-25 20:21:38 +0000 UTC]

he needs to be free

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ningbird [2016-02-01 00:13:24 +0000 UTC]

i jUST SCREAMED OUT LouD

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HelbaRion [2015-07-27 16:38:08 +0000 UTC]

see...I'm real.

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REFan69 [2015-05-12 21:49:31 +0000 UTC]

I've been hit in need the feels!!!

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darkangel241094 [2014-10-04 15:52:06 +0000 UTC]

OMG!!!! THIS IS AWSOMEEEE!!!!!

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linneVegGirl [2014-08-12 03:03:00 +0000 UTC]

Seriously, do you really think it's the real behavior of this characters  

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IamSoD In reply to linneVegGirl [2014-08-12 03:36:39 +0000 UTC]

Suggest you to look many other work in this pic's group feature, it's just FAN ART, they just done what they wanna see.
so why so serious  

Thank you for love and care character XD <3

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ltfoxyee In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-31 12:19:59 +0000 UTC]

too late to the discussion, but I second what 13 has said. The main thing to remember is that there is no way to determine what the "real" behaviors of these characters may be because we don't have enough information about their personal lives based on the game. The subtext between characters can be read in a lot different ways, both romantically and non-romantically. There's no point in arguing about "real behavior", from what I can tell, all the pairings in this game are not official hence all might not be "real".
Anyway, don't get discouraged by things like these. Keep up the good work. A lot of nivanfield fans out there to support you.

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IamSoD In reply to ltfoxyee [2014-08-31 16:25:52 +0000 UTC]

hello miss, I glad this is the 1st chance to talk to you long XD

You said it right... no one can define "real" . so, what I wanna do is, I'll try more NivanField on my way.
As my objective is.... to let everyone know how we love them XD I believe all of us has the same way .
So, please don't worry. As long as you're around there, I won't drown easily XD . 

I still have a tons of ideas and collabs to do, wish you'll wait to see more XD
Thank you so much, Miss.

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xTh13teeNx In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-31 04:35:40 +0000 UTC]

o.O I just saw this against comment by that user, that was very rude, I hope it doesnt ruin your love to nivanfield, please dont mind people like that, I receive hate comments and notes too.
Im not going to reply her to bring this war again lol. I just want to tell you people has right to think what they believe, so do we. Just because its yaoi doesnt mean it doesnt fit the story. Capcom has described nothing about how is the "true" story of any characters, so IMO, they can be gay they can be straight, nobody has the right to say which story is the "official", because there is none!
What has she said is very rude and respectless, even its only under your art work, but it offenses everyone who loves the paring, dont worry dear, we are always with you. And keep the good works coming. 

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IamSoD In reply to xTh13teeNx [2014-08-31 16:15:23 +0000 UTC]

Miss, I wish you see my note already,
I feel very glad you see and, let me know I won't alone. I know I still have you and all of us around ^^
and, yeah... as I think everyone has right to think what they want.... I'll just let it be...

Also, I know you must face similar situations more than me for sure but how you can stand still is what I really respect to ya!

I promise I'll do what I want to bring every emotional about them . That's the way I'll go on!
Thank you, Master.

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linneVegGirl In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-12 21:28:09 +0000 UTC]

yeah it's just a fan art but it's just tiring to see all the fan art that does not represent the actual characters from capcom, and everyone does not want to see such images in resident evil groups, with characters who have defined and official history in the video game.

I do not want to bother you , i'm not gonna come comment your fanart again and glad you did not take ill

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Ygure In reply to linneVegGirl [2014-08-19 15:38:44 +0000 UTC]

" and everyone does not want to see such images in resident evil groups, " 
Anyone?  You have seen all the Nivanfield fanart, fans,and artists around? Are you sure EVERYONE is against that pictures? 

Hey, I don't mind if you are an slash hater, everyone has their tastes and I always respect that, but commenting a picture saying you don't like it and trying to make the owner to think that "anybody wants it" when it's, of course, a lie, it's ridiculous. 

If you don't like, don't.look, like me, and EVERYONE does here. Show some respect. No one threw yaoi fanart to your face, so it's your choice to look at it or not.

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xTh13teeNx In reply to Ygure [2014-08-31 04:20:08 +0000 UTC]

Good one Ygure!!! Im here with you!!!  

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Ygure In reply to xTh13teeNx [2014-08-31 13:35:42 +0000 UTC]

^^ 

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linneVegGirl In reply to Ygure [2014-08-20 00:00:13 +0000 UTC]

you said "If you don't like, don't.look, like me, and EVERYONE does here. Show some respect. No one threw yaoi fanart to your face, so it's your choice to look at it or not."

hum  .....yeah but  I would ask people to show some respect for other fans who might be offended by that material(and sometimes disrespectful to the original material), and either not put it out for the whole world to see, or put it up on a website specifically meant for that kind of stuff. that's all .
bye   

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Ygure In reply to linneVegGirl [2014-08-20 00:15:12 +0000 UTC]

Sorry?  Offended why? I see tons of pictures with pairings I don't like and I never go telling them that their picture offends me. I would find quite offensive to be posted a picture of rape or torture with that intention,  but this one? Offensive why? Because the subtext is a little little yaoi related?  
Do you know what offends me? People who wants to put their tastes, ideological opinions and their stuff on everybody, trying to censoring the others. That is offensive. 

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linneVegGirl In reply to Ygure [2014-08-20 00:32:22 +0000 UTC]

no no   I'm not well explained, whan i said that i talk about pic porn and shocking, I was speaking in general not just on this image.
sorry  

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linneVegGirl In reply to Ygure [2014-08-19 23:00:52 +0000 UTC]

heu ...... First I spoke to the owner of the image and I speak without attacking her  
when i said "everyone" i don't talk concerning all people, i'm not stupid .
yes for freedom of expressions, but the characters come from a video game, they have their own stories (alors il est normal que certaines personnes n'apprecient pas ce que certaines autres personnes en font et le rendent publics partout c'est tout   je dit juste mon point de vu je n'agresse personne ) then it is normal that some people do not like what some other people are doing about characters from capcom and make this public , that's all I just told my point of view, I do not assaulted person .
so calm down  

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Ygure In reply to linneVegGirl [2014-08-20 00:05:45 +0000 UTC]

I am calmed, hun,  just, when you give a point of view,  someone can give theirs, that's my case.
About the characters,  I know every character has their story,  but, this is fan art, that means nobody here works for the official game company, its just work made by fans, so, fans use their imagination to make alternative stories adapting them to the characters they like. That's how fan art works. 
I didn't attack you, but it's so disrespectful to write on a picture to say you don't like it because you do not like the theme. I can understand critiques telling where is something wrong on the picture,  something technical,  telling how to fix it or what to.improve on it. But not this. What you wanted writing it? An answer saying "you are right, I will not make more pictures like this one"? You said an opinion and here is mine. Thats all, I'm not aiming you with a gun or something xD so don't worry  

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linneVegGirl In reply to Ygure [2014-08-20 00:38:13 +0000 UTC]

ok   

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IamSoD In reply to linneVegGirl [2014-08-12 23:26:02 +0000 UTC]

I see, okay, I think I've ever had sometimes like that @_@: think about why they're not respect the original.... until one day I found that I should let it be =_=" .
Ah...also thank you for another view.... hope you see my recent work.... it maybe the way you prefer

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linneVegGirl In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-19 23:24:16 +0000 UTC]

HI, I really want to say to you I never wanted to bother you  .
and i never judge the quality of your work.
 bye

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IamSoD In reply to linneVegGirl [2014-08-20 12:10:37 +0000 UTC]

Nevermind, I understand.

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linneVegGirl In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-21 06:46:32 +0000 UTC]

ok, so i leave .

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Ygure In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-19 15:29:53 +0000 UTC]

"anyone wants to see such imaged on resident evil groups?" HAH! Of course, because there is no Nivanfield fans anywhere. funny.
Don't even dare to believe her. She is an slash hater. But if she doesn't want to see it, she can just don't look. Ignore this people.
You keep doing what you like and uploading what you want, it's your gallery and Deviantart is for everyone.

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IamSoD In reply to Ygure [2014-08-20 12:09:55 +0000 UTC]

Wait, don't be serious ^^" . Just believe me I'll still do what ever I want, I have my own way to service happiness of NIVANFIELD with my style, as long as you and others like.

We can't force everyone in the world to like with me or us. This is the truth of the world I must listen why it is.  I appreciate you as you'd like to protect my work's right, but at least, she still have her own preference to comment without troll. Or maybe I can't understand something in this world ?
I see you as my good friend since you welcome me when I'm newbie, so just don't fight more. That's it.

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Ygure In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-20 12:26:52 +0000 UTC]

It's not only your work, it's your work, mine and in general, I've seen many cases like this one. Everytime someone makes something yaoi-yuri related, it's when the problems come. Quite a coincidence. People only feel than "somebody could feel offended" with that themes? What about hentai, vore, gore or lolikon? chst...

I just said that isn't normal to make that kind of critiques on the pictures of the others. I don't write on the pictures I don't like or support or ship with "oh I don't like it. I prefer X pairing or X theme, anybody wants to look at it." The deviants gotta make what they want everytime it's following the rules, and not trying to censor it. That's the part that made me write here.

Anyway, this "fight" (swapping opinions, no more) it's over, I said I would forget this incident.

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linneVegGirl In reply to Ygure [2014-08-19 23:02:02 +0000 UTC]

 you should take things more calmly.

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Ygure In reply to linneVegGirl [2014-08-20 00:09:09 +0000 UTC]

I'm calmed, just I found this quite random and kind of funny. Well, you have the explanation on the other comment xD 
But okay, okay, I'll forget this incident and we'll, sorry if I seemed a bit mean,then.  

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linneVegGirl In reply to Ygure [2014-08-20 05:11:20 +0000 UTC]

ok we forget this  

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wingfung521 [2014-08-03 00:56:04 +0000 UTC]

Very nice…!
This is a amazing works which have record and reflect your effort.
Can't wait to see more from you///

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IamSoD In reply to wingfung521 [2014-08-04 03:14:24 +0000 UTC]

You know that you're the one who push me to work XD, Thank you >w< 
Please wait... I'll post my next within today  

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wingfung521 In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-04 08:37:23 +0000 UTC]

It is a great pleasure to hear this from you <3

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IamSoD In reply to wingfung521 [2014-08-04 16:23:37 +0000 UTC]

I just said everything I though

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LoneWolf117 [2014-08-02 15:41:08 +0000 UTC]

Great work!!

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IamSoD In reply to LoneWolf117 [2014-08-02 18:41:08 +0000 UTC]

I'm surprised you're seeing this!! *sob*  Sorry that I haven't told you before (just think when I understand your tutorial all, I will tell.)
Thank for supporting me all time! Hope you won't tired from me >_<.

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PuppyPiers69 [2014-08-02 15:36:20 +0000 UTC]

The picture looks cute, i don't even want to think of Piers in place of Mary/Maria, makes me ever more sad, but you do it a really nice work for a first render  And np

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IamSoD In reply to PuppyPiers69 [2014-08-02 18:37:42 +0000 UTC]

I promise I'll do it more for your and our group! I know how kindly of you. Thank you!

Maybe you sad because I listen this during work >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wz1xA… Sorry T_T

but as he "Born from our wish" , it's the same as Maria.  >w<

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PuppyPiers69 In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-03 10:37:16 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome, keep it up and good luck  

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Ygure [2014-08-02 15:33:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh Gawd, this is epic! SH2 scene with Nivanfield! I like the concept

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IamSoD In reply to Ygure [2014-08-02 18:31:35 +0000 UTC]

Glad you like it! I alway think about  "Piers is born from our wish" !
thank you so much!

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Ygure In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-02 18:33:57 +0000 UTC]

from our (yaoi fans) wish absolutely xD
you're welcome ^^

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CowWhoHugs [2014-08-02 14:47:14 +0000 UTC]

Eeeep! LOVE THIS!

Having played SH2 HD last year, I love that I get this.

Perfect choice for costumes as well.

Beautiful job, hope to see more.

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IamSoD In reply to CowWhoHugs [2014-08-02 18:28:49 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you like and get what I've made.... >w< you made me got target!

I've done 2nd pose now.... wait me >w<.

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CowWhoHugs In reply to IamSoD [2014-08-02 18:35:50 +0000 UTC]

Ooh! Can't wait.

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cloe7929 [2014-08-02 11:13:47 +0000 UTC]

great job!

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IamSoD In reply to cloe7929 [2014-08-02 11:54:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for comment so much <3 I'll try it better next time. Please wait my next work...

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xTh13teeNx [2014-08-02 09:59:24 +0000 UTC]

good job.

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IamSoD In reply to xTh13teeNx [2014-08-02 11:53:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much, Miss. Your works are my inspiration to follow up. Next time I must be improved!

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