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IckyDog — I Try to Feel, I Just Don't

Published: 2012-11-25 19:59:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 551; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 3
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Description Running in circles
A mouse on the table
I try to feel, I just don't
Hurtin' and dead inside
Go on and cut 'em in half
Said I
- Broken Bells

Two lines in there mean the most. "I try to feel, but just don't/Hurting and dead inside". And of course I couldn't use a mouse. What's a mouse to me? Nothing. But sparrows are everything. What, exactly could this mean . . . it's up for interpretation.

7X5.5, watercolor
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Comments: 13

ART-fromthe-HEART [2012-11-28 06:26:15 +0000 UTC]

So painful...I can feel the stabbing and that poor sparrow's undeserved fate Great painting! Did you use salt for the background crystal effect?

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IckyDog In reply to ART-fromthe-HEART [2012-11-29 02:39:08 +0000 UTC]

Yep! Salt! This painting, for people who know me, who know how important and meaningful sparrows are to me, is a difficult one to take in. It shows very little hope - only despair. It even shook up my therapist a little - he even asked me to resurrect the sparrow in another painting!

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ART-fromthe-HEART In reply to IckyDog [2012-12-05 19:38:33 +0000 UTC]

:< Oh yes, when I saw it and knowing how much you like sparrows I nearly cringed. Bring the sparrow back, he's not truly gone yet!

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IckyDog In reply to ART-fromthe-HEART [2012-12-06 01:32:29 +0000 UTC]

That's what my therapist said! No, my sparrow definitely isn't gone yet. Or ever, for that matter. I'm starting to feel quite a bit better now, stable, happy even which is a wonderful feeling. I'm doing a painting tomorrow that is more hopeful, and maybe they'll continue in this manner

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ART-fromthe-HEART In reply to IckyDog [2012-12-06 18:27:38 +0000 UTC]

Hooray! I offer some birdseed to your sparrow, he must be hungry.

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IckyDog In reply to ART-fromthe-HEART [2012-12-07 02:09:42 +0000 UTC]

He ate it all. Every. Damn. Bit. Now he's fat and happy.

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ART-fromthe-HEART In reply to IckyDog [2012-12-09 05:14:14 +0000 UTC]

*gets ready to hide from mega bird poop storm*

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IckyDog In reply to ART-fromthe-HEART [2012-12-11 04:05:20 +0000 UTC]

ALL the poop!

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ART-fromthe-HEART In reply to IckyDog [2012-12-12 05:30:46 +0000 UTC]

EEEEK *runs derpy with arms flailing from super poop storm*

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IckyDog In reply to ART-fromthe-HEART [2012-12-14 03:07:28 +0000 UTC]

I like the poopy picture. . .

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imadoodlist [2012-11-25 21:02:46 +0000 UTC]

I really like the watercolors you've been making lately. They're really amazing.

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IckyDog In reply to imadoodlist [2012-11-26 04:08:51 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! I appreciate that

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imadoodlist In reply to IckyDog [2012-12-10 05:57:54 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome. ^-^

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