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Identifyed-Khaos — Day 25
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Published: 2014-01-26 01:36:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 547; Favourites: 61; Downloads: 0
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I have this uncanny ability to make everyone around me angry or at least irritated by my speech, belief, manner of thought, and action. I do not yet know if there is any way of escaping or changing it or even what its purpose is. What I do know is I grow weary of this eternal struggle, whose destination is unknown. Perhaps, I am merely covered in thorns--pricking everyone I come into contact with.Related content
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There is a reason for make the peole angry? I am curious, if you want to share, don't feel obligated, please.
Apart. I think this is beautiful. Love the colors and the contrast. Thanks for share your pictures in dA.
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Oh wow, you sure do catch some amazing skylines don't you!?
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Hey I remember this status! Wonderful picture. You know I thought of something else to say about it too. When we hold strong beliefs that differ from those around us we are bound to prick them from time to time. This is one way we can find out who the people who really care for us are. No relationship is without it's pain.
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Hehe, indeed the status was written on the same day.. so I figured why not include it here too... as a way of remembering the things I was going through each day since I'm quickly starting to realize that my photos don't always accurately reflect the way my day is going or even what is going on with me at that time. More and more it seems like I'm aiming to create an escape from everything, like my camera which blurs out parts of reality as it focuses on something particular which could be perceived as beautiful... even if my days aren't always that, I'd still like to show.. something good... something worth continuing on to the next day. Although I do sometimes get angry when my beliefs prick people (and they do, often unfortunately), I've gotten used to that for the most part. What bugs me even more these days though, is my actions or lack of actions: mistakes or regrets. I always think I could have done something different and it stays with me. I do agree with what you said though, about discovering who really cares for us in times of crisis or friction... I think the difficult part with that though is learning to let go of those that do not stick around with no hard feelings. Some people aren't meant to be/stay in our lives I suppose... which probably means we should cherish those that do all the more.
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I like that. Like a diary of pictures and thoughts. Sometimes our thoughts don't match our vision so it's appropriate that yours don't always match. That's such a beautiful thing that you said! Escape reality like the camera blurs out the unpretty. I love it. I also think it's great that you want to find something good each day. I was trying that through writing but have not been doing a great job keeping up with it lately. I actually know a lot about regret and things that I have gone through filled my life with regret for years. I went through a very difficult journey to let go of that regret and now because of that hardship I have an easier time with regret and am not often taunted by it anymore. I think that fighting against regret is a journey in which each individual has to go on different paths, and that it's not really something words can help with. But if you want to know more about my journey with it I'd share it with you (pm).
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What kinds of things do you regret? Send me a pm! Can't guarantee I'll know what to say, but it's nice to talk about these things with people who won't judge you anyway.
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