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1.
Today in the children's section of the library there were two books
'international terrorism' and 'how i feel when people die'
what happened to innocence and fairy tales?

2.
this day two months from now i won't be here and we won't talk ever again
i don't know how i'm going to function normally without you.
i've been rehearsing things to tell you,
excuses why i won't be here any more.
i can't think of anything that won't break your heart

3
with you i am either more alive than ever or i have never felt more dead
this again brings me to the dilemma of staying or going.
feeling alive feels so good

4
i don't know how to fall asleep without you

5
your birthday is the same day as my brothers and your favourite things are my favourite things, our star signs are perfect matches.
you're everywhere.
i won't even be able to forget your favourite colour

6.
this hurts more than it usually does
running away was such an easy thing to do
maybe my legs are tired or maybe my heart has really found its home

7.
i think you are my home

8.
i think of telling you that i am writing a book
you are research for a character and i am the protagonist that falls hopelessly in love with you
and that i'm sorry for using you but i needed an idea and you were the best idea of all

this will not cut it.

9.
i promised i wouldn't leave, but if it makes you feel better there'll never be a day when you're not in my thoughts

10.
you know me too well. you know how much of a coward i am.

i won't leave. i won't.

i don't know how to stay

Description
1.
Today in the children's section of the library there were two books
'international terrorism' and 'how i feel when people die'
what happened to innocence and fairy tales?

2.
this day two months from now i won't be here and we won't talk ever again
i don't know how i'm going to function normally without you.
i've been rehearsing things to tell you,
excuses why i won't be here any more.
i can't think of anything that won't break your heart

3
with you i am either more alive than ever or i have never felt more dead
this again brings me to the dilemma of staying or going.
feeling alive feels so good

4
i don't know how to fall asleep without you

5
your birthday is the same day as my brothers and your favourite things are my favourite things, our star signs are perfect matches.
you're everywhere.
i won't even be able to forget your favourite colour

6.
this hurts more than it usually does
running away was such an easy thing to do
maybe my legs are tired or maybe my heart has really found its home

7.
i think you are my home

8.
i think of telling you that i am writing a book
you are research for a character and i am the protagonist that falls hopelessly in love with you
and that i'm sorry for using you but i needed an idea and you were the best idea of all

this will not cut it.

9.
i promised i wouldn't leave, but if it makes you feel better there'll never be a day when you're not in my thoughts

10.
you know me too well. you know how much of a coward i am.

i won't leave. i won't.

i don't know how to stay