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Description Cilona wrapped her arms tightly about the boy, drawing him in close to her body. I . . . what . . . her mind whirred even as her body comforted. Those eyes. All that pain that he has been hiding, for how long? And he choose to show me? . . . But had that been for me? . . . Or her? Cilona the Comforter . . . Cilona the Secret-Keeper . . . The one you can feel safe in confiding in because you know she won't divulge any of it. How am I supposed to know? I . . .just want . . . She buried her face into the crook of his neck, trying to fight off her thoughts. After millenia of living alone . . . of stealing . . . of hiding in the shadows, it was easy to forget how nice the warmth of a hug could be. Or the embrace-- No stop it! It means nothing, Cilona. You know that. It's just another appointment, that's it. Now do your job! . . . Pep talk comes next, right? . . . Some shit about . . . Goddamn . . . . . . . . Alone. It was never easy trying to run from your own thoughts. Impossible some would say, but Cilona could. Find the right sized box, wrap it up, and send it off with a nice shiny bow atop it. Signed, sealed, delivered . . . as if it had never even been there. Though once you removed a picture after years of hanging in the same spot, a faint outline remains to mark its passing. " . . . Don't deny it, you love me." She said grinning for all the world as if she had no concerns. Because that's who she was supposed to be after all . . . The Care-free Comforter. Always open, always free was her policy.

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Is emo week over yet? xD Well her's a little snippet of Cilona's thought process. I think I may have put myself in her a bit too much. I wonder what Koni is thinking here? Hmmm? Maybe if we beg Auntie . . . -hint hint wink wink-

This biz-natch took like three hours to do on MS Paint and it still stinks. ;-;
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Comments: 58

Ilasandra In reply to ??? [2011-09-22 05:29:51 +0000 UTC]

Basically

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SereanaDaisyBuns In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-22 05:46:39 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*

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angelcitystories [2011-09-21 19:10:14 +0000 UTC]

At least...I don't know. Her confusion upsets me for some reason, even though you don't seem to mind her playing the mother role.

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Ilasandra In reply to angelcitystories [2011-09-21 19:12:54 +0000 UTC]

Her confusion about what? Koni?

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angelcitystories In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 19:21:30 +0000 UTC]

Yes...it kind of makes me feel bad that we stuck her as one of the two main intermediaries between Estelle and Levi. Even though him gawping at her is still amusing.

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Ilasandra In reply to angelcitystories [2011-09-21 19:29:31 +0000 UTC]

Well . . . -shrug- Like I've said, it seems like OA has given her that job. I think she has pretty much comforted everyone at the school, excluding Belial, Nao, Mal and Sanity's characters. XD

Though, seriously, it was bound to happen eventually, regardless because everyone does go to her at some point. So you shouldn't feel badly. Cilona just has her own issues, so yeah. >.<

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angelcitystories In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 19:42:40 +0000 UTC]

Ok~ay

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Ilasandra In reply to angelcitystories [2011-09-21 19:49:25 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, exactly. XD

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LadyArgent [2011-09-21 06:21:27 +0000 UTC]

It's good Ilsa! *beams* I certainly think ti looks realistic! Other then his Elven features that you can see.

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Ilasandra In reply to LadyArgent [2011-09-21 19:20:25 +0000 UTC]

Pssst, I redid it. xD

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Ilasandra In reply to LadyArgent [2011-09-21 06:54:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. ;-; Only there is no romance there . . . well. . . It'snan odd scenario. xD

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Marleepup [2011-09-21 00:53:27 +0000 UTC]

I love the pose Dang! I can't believe I missed this awesome rp!! xCCC Oh well xD

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Ilasandra In reply to Marleepup [2011-09-21 01:00:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. ^.^ Yeah, it was pretty sweet. Auntie is going to have it up eventually.

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Marleepup In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 01:06:08 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome! I can't wait to read it (?)

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Ilasandra In reply to Marleepup [2011-09-21 01:08:47 +0000 UTC]

Exactly!

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LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 00:21:11 +0000 UTC]

Aww~ Poor little sweethearts!

I hope Koni's not pulling on Cilona's hair too hard... o.o I really like the posing of this piece... but for some reason Cilona's buttocks is distracting to me..... *eyes keep straying there* Still, I really like it. I wish you'd color it~ *nudge nudge* Those two...

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 00:27:03 +0000 UTC]

She might like that. /shot

Haha, her hair really should be piling on the floor but I was like so I didn't. xD As for colouring, I'm too afraid of royally screwing it up to try . . . maybe.

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 01:46:45 +0000 UTC]

Aww, but it would look so nice in color! I believe it you! YOU CAN DO IT ILAS.

Even uncolored, though, I think it's cute. *smiles*

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 01:50:46 +0000 UTC]

Maybe . . . I'll think about it. xD


And thanks. I really like how it came out.

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 03:06:10 +0000 UTC]

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 03:13:06 +0000 UTC]

Pssssh, shouldn't you be sleeping? xD

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 14:49:24 +0000 UTC]

Yes, and in fact, I went to sleep directly after.... and wish I was still sleeping now.

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 17:48:19 +0000 UTC]

I did it for you, Mommy. ;-; I don't know if it tells you when I update the pic . . . assuming I did it right. xD

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 18:43:30 +0000 UTC]

It doesn't tell me... but since you did I flipped over to it and I love it! Thank you for coloring it!

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 18:45:48 +0000 UTC]

Stoopid dA. >.<

Thanks, Momma!

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 18:47:39 +0000 UTC]



Of course Shadow Baby~

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 18:49:29 +0000 UTC]



That's annoying though, 'cause now I have to spread the word and I feel like I'm harking my own art. But I changed everything including the desc. ;-; I should just delete and resubmit. XD

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 19:28:24 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, that is annoying.... I wonder if there's a box you can click to tell people the change is significant, like in a journal.... You did change it significantly though. I love the added frames concentrating on their faces.

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 19:31:08 +0000 UTC]

Spirit said there was, but I can't see it. >.< And thank you! I think it came out alright. Though I kinda think that Koni looks like Michael Jackson here. ;-;

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 19:41:26 +0000 UTC]

At least you can draw him at all. lols

Let me see if I can find one....

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 19:49:35 +0000 UTC]

-waits patiently-

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 20:00:24 +0000 UTC]

Well.... I couldn't seem to find it.



That doesn't mean it's not there of course, but.... yeah. I am sorry.

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 20:17:43 +0000 UTC]

Psssh dA just hates us. XD

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 20:50:29 +0000 UTC]

Yes.

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 21:06:02 +0000 UTC]

-hides from rage-

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LostSanityDCS In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 21:08:45 +0000 UTC]

*gasp* I'm not raging at you!

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Ilasandra In reply to LostSanityDCS [2011-09-21 23:49:14 +0000 UTC]

Haha I knew that. ^.^

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Chi-Haku [2011-09-20 23:40:50 +0000 UTC]

ASN:ADN:AMS:AL
SOMEONE TELL NAO WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON

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Ilasandra In reply to Chi-Haku [2011-09-20 23:54:08 +0000 UTC]

Koni and Zohk almost got into a fight last night. Cilona tried to stop it and Koni grabbed her wrist roughly, he realized it quickly of course. As they were apologizing, Cilona was saying how they all accepted him, the good sides and the bad. Then Koni hugged her. xD

Autumn is going to put it up eventually I think.

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Chi-Haku In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 00:31:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh there we go. Cause you know there was a make out from Mallory, and this from you and Nao's been missing and I just didn't wanna come back to minefield, you know?

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Ilasandra In reply to Chi-Haku [2011-09-21 00:33:59 +0000 UTC]

No, nothing crazy. Though to add to your confusion Bonnie is more then likely going to jump Koni when she gets 'hungry'. >.<

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HeCallsMeHisChild [2011-09-20 23:11:02 +0000 UTC]

<3

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Ilasandra In reply to HeCallsMeHisChild [2011-09-20 23:12:08 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. It makes me feel better and sad at the same time. xD

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angelcitystories [2011-09-20 22:50:30 +0000 UTC]

>.> <.< Fave while no one's looking.

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Ilasandra In reply to angelcitystories [2011-09-20 22:51:55 +0000 UTC]



Thank you. I appreciate it. -clings to-

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Autumn-Equinox [2011-09-20 22:25:07 +0000 UTC]

AAAW!!

I don't think he's too clingy! That's pretty much how I pictured that scene going down last night- so great job!

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Ilasandra In reply to Autumn-Equinox [2011-09-20 22:35:44 +0000 UTC]

Really?

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Autumn-Equinox In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-20 22:38:58 +0000 UTC]

REALLY.

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Ilasandra In reply to Autumn-Equinox [2011-09-20 22:40:55 +0000 UTC]

Phew, I'm glad. I quite like how it came out. Though I'm not sure if I'll colour it or not. . .

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Autumn-Equinox In reply to Ilasandra [2011-09-21 03:53:46 +0000 UTC]

DO IT.

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