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Published: 2012-05-04 00:55:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 118; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 1
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Description Rich and vibrant notes,
To drown out my pain.
It helps me in life,
And it helps me feel sane.

It keeps me from killing,
From taking a life.
It keeps me from cutting,
My throat with a knife.

With headphones in ears,
I lie in my room.
I lie in the dark,
Awaiting my doom.

The music it helps,
but my scars they remain.
It can't stop my tears,
So I'll hide in the rain.

From songs that are happy,
To songs that are sad.
They make me forget,
What I wish that I had.

Oh I wish to be happy,
And I'm crying out loud.
For once I need more,
And I need it right now.

The music isn't helping,
I said I won't be alright.
Yet there's peace within pain.
But with peace will come spite.

With spite will come furry.
With furry I'll kill.
I'll take the last step,
Right over the window sill.
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Comments: 20

MebutREAlizeD [2012-05-04 20:48:44 +0000 UTC]

Please dont go I understand completely but still!

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ILoveETF In reply to MebutREAlizeD [2012-05-05 02:43:26 +0000 UTC]

Im not going to do anything I was just depresse. I did do something last night that I haven't done in a while though.

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MebutREAlizeD In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-05 02:44:37 +0000 UTC]

What? Whats wrong?

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ILoveETF In reply to MebutREAlizeD [2012-05-05 02:46:43 +0000 UTC]

Aaahh, lets just say that I broke a 6 or 7 month streak. If you really wanna know then ask Nicole, she knows. And nothings wrong now, I'm feeling better

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MebutREAlizeD In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-05 02:52:18 +0000 UTC]

I really hope so. But i guess i suspect what streak..

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ILoveETF In reply to MebutREAlizeD [2012-05-05 02:55:54 +0000 UTC]

Yah........

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MebutREAlizeD In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-05 03:00:34 +0000 UTC]

Im sorry. I really am. Anything i can do to help?

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ILoveETF In reply to MebutREAlizeD [2012-05-05 03:04:11 +0000 UTC]

No, its fine. Thanks for the offer though, It means a lot.

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MebutREAlizeD In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-05 03:05:52 +0000 UTC]

anytime, really.
But i always forget to thank YOU for YOUR offers. so thanks.

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ILoveETF In reply to MebutREAlizeD [2012-05-05 03:07:44 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome

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MebutREAlizeD In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-05 03:11:07 +0000 UTC]

and again thanks for the favorite

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ILoveETF In reply to MebutREAlizeD [2012-05-05 03:34:04 +0000 UTC]

NP

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FattyTheDino [2012-05-04 15:07:37 +0000 UTC]

This is amazing. Please don't leave. I need your poems! I think you're awesome. Let me tell you, i was in hospital last week, for attempted suicide, it's not nice. I cut. It's horrible as you know. Please don't go. So many people care, you just don't realize it.

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ILoveETF In reply to FattyTheDino [2012-05-05 02:42:20 +0000 UTC]

I know people care, and thank-you I'm fine now just, I have my moments.
Anyways again thank-you it means a lot to me yo know that people who don't even know me care so much

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julietheawkwardsloth [2012-05-04 01:16:24 +0000 UTC]

What's wrong?!

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ILoveETF In reply to julietheawkwardsloth [2012-05-04 01:19:53 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Owner

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julietheawkwardsloth In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-04 01:24:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh I know how you feel. That's pretty much why I was trying to sleep in social studies. I couldn't take being awake to think about it anymore.
Is there something specific you were thinking of, or just in general?

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ILoveETF In reply to julietheawkwardsloth [2012-05-04 01:26:09 +0000 UTC]

Just, stuff.
Its a lot to explain and I probably shouldn't put all of it on here.

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julietheawkwardsloth In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-04 01:27:04 +0000 UTC]

Explain tomorrow?

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ILoveETF In reply to julietheawkwardsloth [2012-05-04 01:30:02 +0000 UTC]

Maybe

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julietheawkwardsloth In reply to ILoveETF [2012-05-04 01:31:45 +0000 UTC]

Do it

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