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Published: 2011-04-12 06:40:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 6988; Favourites: 176; Downloads: 23
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Really just free verse whateverness and a handsome piccie of me in my binder and boxers.Yeah, womanly stuff I wish I never had to deal with, and I bet all you guys too. Periods, cervical cancer injections, pap smears, the inner pain and the less than pleasant coping methods.
But none of that will conquer us, because there is a light
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Thank you, friend
It means a lot to hear it.
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well one thing u can cut out: cervical cancer injections and needles in general, except the hormones of course
no advantage in vaccinated groups for cancer observed, ups. vaccinations are full of harmful poison like heavy metals like mercury ups. vaccinations lead to neurological problems in babies very often like autism.
and death after a few days after vaccinations are not uncomon.
no doctor will ever garantie u, that a any vaccination will protect u from the sickness.
we transsexuals we enough to do with our shit, we don't need more crap in a body we already hate!
and rly nice. touched me
sadly i don't see the light.
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It's a personal journey!
Thank you for your comments
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I agree that there's a light!
I have to deal with my first GYNO appointment in July and I'm terrified.
Ah well, I keep telling myself only 4 more years.
A very powerful image!
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Thank you, and good luck! You'll do fine! Your health is the ultimate reward.
Who knows, maybe it won't be 4! Get connections and keep yourself safe, alright?
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I will, thank you! ^_^
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Unlike most guys, though, at least you understand what periods are like!
(Not that that's a good thing- just guys who tell girls to stop complaining about them get a bit annoying. xP)
Um.
Yeah.
Good luck and stuff!
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Periods are just... MOTHER NATURE WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!
Thank you <3
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I don't like needles, but if they will bring me manhood: bring 'em on!
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That's pretty much what I had to say!
After investing in a heat pack to warm the muscle and warming the solution in my hands it is SO MUCH EASIER.
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Oh thanks, that's a good tip
I'm not even NEAR being able to get on T though. All right, I'm 18, but I'm as much in the closet as possible. To my friends and relatives that is. And I don't see myself arranging things behind my parents back, I'm not good and stuff like that (besides they'll notice the changes and start thinking "WTF!?!?" or something, lol!)
But once I can get T I don't care anymore whether it's an injection or not. Regardless of my deeply ingrained fear of needles. If I really can't get myself to do it, I'll make my parents tie me to a chair and let them do it for me XD
But I'm not THAT wimpy XD
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You can make appointments at a doctors office to get them done!
I did all my stuff solo. Eventually my partner got involved. I got very fast results but no everyone does.
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I know, I technically can do it alone, but I don't have such a bad relationship with my parents that I wouldn't tell them. I know they won't kick me out or hate me anyway, the only thing I'm most afraid of is them saying "It's just a phase"/"get over it"/"feeling things like that are normal when you're finding your identity", yadda yadda
But I WILL tell them. When I'm ready...
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im interested in seeing what the transistion will be like for me even if it is only half way
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Imma either have kids or freeze some eggs first, but I wish this "womanly stuff" would just STOP!
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Meh.... I'm still terrified of the actual gender reassignment part... removing breasts? Totally cool with me.... but... after watching videos on how it's done... I totally chickened out... ;A;
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your gonna make me cry! i feel the same way! even though i havent got my change yet at the age of 14 >.< fuck the law!
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This...pretty much is me... I love this
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the needles are the only thing i am afraid of,yay for being terrified of pointy objects! D:
i love this^_^ its epic
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Thank you so much, it means a lot.
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I feel this poem! 
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wow...i love this, man! nice picture, by the way
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Thank you very much!
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Periods suck TT__TT
But I have no idea what pap smears are nor cervical cancer injections, would you explain?
I'm gender-fluid 
I love the piece, btw
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You're very welcome
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Those cervical cancer shots don't hurt because of the needles but its like ouch my man pride. I feel you.
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yeah, man pride for the win!
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have you started T yet? I havent and im worried itll cost way too much T^T
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No not yet, i'm not old enough
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I dont think you have to be a certain age to take T
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18 to have it perscribed legal. You can get illegal stuff online with very little consequences but your health is at risk. YOu need bloods and psychiatric testing done too to make sure you're healthy.
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I was going to get it before I was 18 o.o maybe it depends where you are and where you go -shrug- Im sure you could get it if your parents okay'd it but sometimes that doesnt always happen ><
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They won't ok it, so i gotta wait. and i'm too old for puberty surpressing drugs, so yeah, gotta wait!
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aw 
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I would have, but damn parents. They wanted a daughter.
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Yeah, parents can be such a drag. And not in a good way.
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Too true. Oh well. They're gonna have to get used to it.
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Handsome indeed.
On a more serious note, very good/evocative poem. I totally sympathize, and reading it was cathartic.
Good luck with your transitioning. Take care, now!
- Siegfried
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I will, you take care too
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