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Boy number one

Everything about you was a dream come true. Counting your electric blues. There to heal me while I laid broken, struggling just to stay alive. Wrapped your warm arms around me, let your chest become my pillow. You built me up, and let me give you my everything. You were my first, and I was yours, you showed me the light in a whole new world. There one minute but gone the next just because you didn't believe my words. Left me there alone, broken and in a pain worse than when I started out. Did everything to make it seem like you never existed in my life. But, I knew because every ounce still hurts. Because of you, the guys in my life only got two weeks. Two weeks to try to fill the empty void, and even if they did, they'd be left in the dust.

Boy number two

Filled with so much passion and wanting to be a man. You were the first to last more than two weeks. You were my music boy, showing me the rhythm hidden inside my own body. Found me while I was scared and broken. Not looking for a lover, but you showed me that you wanted to be mine. I kept running, you kept chasing, and you caught me when I fell. Pretty hazel eyes with golden flecks ,and words put in lyrics that've been said before was all you had to offer, and yet that was more than enough. You opened my heart up and crawled inside, whispered cute little things in my ear. You were right, you were the one, that's why I left. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.

Boy number three

Broken, and tainted. Words between us never have been kind, but you took away the pain more than those two weekers ever could. It was you from the start, since four years ago when we first met. A boy with pretty grey eyes that took my breath away. You had my hands shaking, and my feet rattling. You've been with her, and her and her but that didn't matter, I just wanted you to be mine, and mine and mine. My heart skipped beats, with just a glance from your way. You weren't the first but all I want from you now is to be the numbers from here on out. But you turned out to be just like number one, ignoring me and trying to erase your existence from my life. Do you know that while you weren't my first, you were in something? I chose you over him. You fixed my heart, and while you laid in that starch white bed you realized it'd always be you. You stole my kisses while they are rightfully his, and made me sick to my stomach.

Boy number four

No doubts, no lies everything laid on the table. Never fully healed from one, two or three but you're there and you filled the void. When you were around I just wanted my heart to tell my mind what to tell my mouth to say, but all I had to say was a few words, and never the right ones. All I had for you was the pretty words I could think up while bright lights shone from a screen. You brought me back to life, and always found ways to take my breath away. You showed me the light in my dark tunnels. Always smiles, and sweet words from your lips. Helped me let go of the ones I thought I'd be trapped with forever. Shortest of the four, but the most impacting, so much so, that I wouldn't ever leave you for one or three, two isn't a problem cause he'd never be mine again. There's only one I want back anyways, and here's a hint for you, it's not one through three.

Boy number five

No love here, just so much smiles. Currently you're mine, but what about in two months? You're Arizona bound, but I'm not sure I want to watch you walk away. Let me lay in your arms a moment more, let me taste your lips on mine a moment more, let me think of the first part of the first sentence a moment more. People warn me of you, tell me you're trouble and all that you bring to the table is pain and regret, but that doesn't matter, you're bringing me smiles and laughs. It's two weeks and five days so what. Maybe they're right, but they don't realize there's no love here. You're Arizona bound, but I'm not sure if I can watch you walk away without tears in my eyes, and choked words in my throat. Just let me lay here a moment more, let me think of the first part of the first sentence a moment more. Arizona bound, and you're ready to walk away, but I'm not sure if I'm ready to let you go. All we share is two weeks and five days so far, but so many laughs and kisses have been shared. You're Arizona bound, and I'm so scared of what will happen to me when you walk away.

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Boy number one

Everything about you was a dream come true. Counting your electric blues. There to heal me while I laid broken, struggling just to stay alive. Wrapped your warm arms around me, let your chest become my pillow. You built me up, and let me give you my everything. You were my first, and I was yours, you showed me the light in a whole new world. There one minute but gone the next just because you didn't believe my words. Left me there alone, broken and in a pain worse than when I started out. Did everything to make it seem like you never existed in my life. But, I knew because every ounce still hurts. Because of you, the guys in my life only got two weeks. Two weeks to try to fill the empty void, and even if they did, they'd be left in the dust.

Boy number two

Filled with so much passion and wanting to be a man. You were the first to last more than two weeks. You were my music boy, showing me the rhythm hidden inside my own body. Found me while I was scared and broken. Not looking for a lover, but you showed me that you wanted to be mine. I kept running, you kept chasing, and you caught me when I fell. Pretty hazel eyes with golden flecks ,and words put in lyrics that've been said before was all you had to offer, and yet that was more than enough. You opened my heart up and crawled inside, whispered cute little things in my ear. You were right, you were the one, that's why I left. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.

Boy number three

Broken, and tainted. Words between us never have been kind, but you took away the pain more than those two weekers ever could. It was you from the start, since four years ago when we first met. A boy with pretty grey eyes that took my breath away. You had my hands shaking, and my feet rattling. You've been with her, and her and her but that didn't matter, I just wanted you to be mine, and mine and mine. My heart skipped beats, with just a glance from your way. You weren't the first but all I want from you now is to be the numbers from here on out. But you turned out to be just like number one, ignoring me and trying to erase your existence from my life. Do you know that while you weren't my first, you were in something? I chose you over him. You fixed my heart, and while you laid in that starch white bed you realized it'd always be you. You stole my kisses while they are rightfully his, and made me sick to my stomach.

Boy number four

No doubts, no lies everything laid on the table. Never fully healed from one, two or three but you're there and you filled the void. When you were around I just wanted my heart to tell my mind what to tell my mouth to say, but all I had to say was a few words, and never the right ones. All I had for you was the pretty words I could think up while bright lights shone from a screen. You brought me back to life, and always found ways to take my breath away. You showed me the light in my dark tunnels. Always smiles, and sweet words from your lips. Helped me let go of the ones I thought I'd be trapped with forever. Shortest of the four, but the most impacting, so much so, that I wouldn't ever leave you for one or three, two isn't a problem cause he'd never be mine again. There's only one I want back anyways, and here's a hint for you, it's not one through three.

Boy number five

No love here, just so much smiles. Currently you're mine, but what about in two months? You're Arizona bound, but I'm not sure I want to watch you walk away. Let me lay in your arms a moment more, let me taste your lips on mine a moment more, let me think of the first part of the first sentence a moment more. People warn me of you, tell me you're trouble and all that you bring to the table is pain and regret, but that doesn't matter, you're bringing me smiles and laughs. It's two weeks and five days so what. Maybe they're right, but they don't realize there's no love here. You're Arizona bound, but I'm not sure if I can watch you walk away without tears in my eyes, and choked words in my throat. Just let me lay here a moment more, let me think of the first part of the first sentence a moment more. Arizona bound, and you're ready to walk away, but I'm not sure if I'm ready to let you go. All we share is two weeks and five days so far, but so many laughs and kisses have been shared. You're Arizona bound, and I'm so scared of what will happen to me when you walk away.