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Our Dusk

Why do these emotions and happenings precede me
Lying down in a puddle of blood as it deceives me
Childlike selfish thoughts run through my mind
I want this to all disappear and to just be fine
But I cant have it, it’s far beyond what I can do
This all must be a horrible dream, time may prove
And my life keeps stalling, running to a far away place
Somewhere I cant seem to find it, somehow shatter my grace
As I pace, this room seems to spin as I fall
In this dark room I have your name to call
But there’s never an answer, always a prayer unheard
Softly spoken as a whispering regret to hear your word
“It’ll be okay, someday this will all go away,
Don’t worry about these things, tomorrow is another day,”
But I don’t hear it even when I cry
All I hear is my sobs shattering the air as I try
Try to hold on and try to forget
That everything around me is just too much to let
Get to me when I need to be strong for you
So your worry will go away and you’ll be okay too
But when will that happen, when will we see
That everything around us will never be true amity
Nothing ever will, it seems to get worse by the day
No matter what I think, no matter what we say
Maybe its because I miss you so and my mind races endlessly
Maybe I’ll find you one day and it will be our moment timelessly
Til that day will I find my peace within
Deep down beneath my soft skin
Beneath the layers of worry and hate
Will my death be amorous before that date
I will find you someday, I will forget til then
My head may be broken and may never mend
But my heart will stay yours forever and my love shall never fade
Never broken, never alone, and for you it was made
So take my hand in yours, I will fight this while I must
I will rest my head on your shoulder and wait for our dusk

Copyright 2005 by Kelsey A. Lee

Description
Our Dusk

Why do these emotions and happenings precede me
Lying down in a puddle of blood as it deceives me
Childlike selfish thoughts run through my mind
I want this to all disappear and to just be fine
But I cant have it, it’s far beyond what I can do
This all must be a horrible dream, time may prove
And my life keeps stalling, running to a far away place
Somewhere I cant seem to find it, somehow shatter my grace
As I pace, this room seems to spin as I fall
In this dark room I have your name to call
But there’s never an answer, always a prayer unheard
Softly spoken as a whispering regret to hear your word
“It’ll be okay, someday this will all go away,
Don’t worry about these things, tomorrow is another day,”
But I don’t hear it even when I cry
All I hear is my sobs shattering the air as I try
Try to hold on and try to forget
That everything around me is just too much to let
Get to me when I need to be strong for you
So your worry will go away and you’ll be okay too
But when will that happen, when will we see
That everything around us will never be true amity
Nothing ever will, it seems to get worse by the day
No matter what I think, no matter what we say
Maybe its because I miss you so and my mind races endlessly
Maybe I’ll find you one day and it will be our moment timelessly
Til that day will I find my peace within
Deep down beneath my soft skin
Beneath the layers of worry and hate
Will my death be amorous before that date
I will find you someday, I will forget til then
My head may be broken and may never mend
But my heart will stay yours forever and my love shall never fade
Never broken, never alone, and for you it was made
So take my hand in yours, I will fight this while I must
I will rest my head on your shoulder and wait for our dusk

Copyright 2005 by Kelsey A. Lee