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Published: 2008-08-06 15:58:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 4848; Favourites: 185; Downloads: 0
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with every disaster...
xx we all knew it was bound to happen. i can't write a story for you this time.. i can only say the words that i thought i'd never put down. i'm all alone. i can't even describe the pain that i'm feeling, it's just to much. a gaping whole in my chest.. like bella. yeah, that's who i feel like. when edward left her. now, i can pity her. because this is something i've never felt so intensly.. no, never. i know i love him, more than anything and anyone else - because no one has ever made me feel this way. until now. you want time, sweetie. i can't wait forever. you've already ripped my heart from my chest, or punch a huge whole into it. leaving here to bleed open without support. everything i did for you - was nothing. how much i've cared about it - means nothing. i'm nothing to you. yet, it's my fault. i ruined everything between us. i don't blame you, but i can't deny what i'm feeling. i can't push it away and fake a smile. i can't. i don't even feel like i can live, that if i did just die, it would feel better than this. getting hit by a semi would feel better than this. but you're gone. you want time. time. time. time. i'll leave you alone. giving you your time. i'm alone, and your happy. that's how we're always going to work.
submitting to :devarristable:'s emotional contest. <3
details: click.
if you put one hand on this, i will rip your gut out.
xx horse by ~greenleaf-stock and ~littlenake , field by ~Dreamcatcher-stock , sky by *PilgrimSoul and ~auredd .
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Comments: 71
Beautiful work 
Just well done
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Stunning! This took my breath away; I think my heart stopped as well!
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with my pen tablet and trusty painting skills.
really, i just took a round brush and painted it?
o.o
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well when i do that it stick looks to thick with a high resolution picture
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that's why you paint with a 5px brush and a canvas more than 2000px wide and 300 as the colour dpi (like me) - it takes me HOURS to do the mane/tail alone. but it's worth it in the end.
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-currently cannot breathe because she is too busy gasping and swooning at this image-
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i don't recall that you ever messaged my account with my stock use...? unless i missed it. o.O
but thanks for the use anyways
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i probably forgot. i keep doing that, normally when i submit something it's 3 in the morning and i'm passing out at my desk. i'll remember next time, i'm sorry. 
sorry, again.
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oh, pff, of course not! no worries, just a friendly reminder :]
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ohmygosh, you used my stock! what an honor!
i do hope you feel better...
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I really like the colors, but to me, the injury on the grey horse looks a little off.
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it's more-so suppose to display the whole in her chest, in her heart than an injury.
just a gaping whole that needs to be stitched together.
it may look alittle weird, as i did put it behind the shoulder and the front leg muscles, having them infront - instead of going on top of that area.
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god thats so striking
you'll have to tell me how you made that hole, its amazing.
feel better hun
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<3 i really wish i could feel better.
and i might be putting it into the volume 2 thing of the tut i already started. <3
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Your photograph has been featured in my journal
Existential Refinement Vol.17 [link]
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This is beautiful and morbid...
Most importantly, though,I do hope you're feeling better. Thankfully for me, I can't fully empathise with this particular pain... but I've seen what it can do. All I can say is chin up, soldier on. Obviously it wasn't your fault... and it never is that you're not good enough, it's always him that wasn't right for you. Keep going. Eventually that hole will be filled more fully, warmly and beautifully than ever before.
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i hope your right, m'love.
if i can ever move on that is.
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You can move on. Just sing all your bad thoughts away. Seriously, every thought or idea that brings you down, put to music like jingle bells or Mary had a Little Lamb. It does wonders.
Honestly, if he wasn't able to see what a wonderful, talented, fantastic and unique human being you are, he didn't deserve you in the first place.
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you've got a good point. and i've been doing that.
singing or just getting out of my house, taking a walk in the woods.
anything to cool down.
<33 love you honey. thanks.
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You're welcome. Just take care, ok?
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your work is truly inspirational.
i have the greatest respect and admiration for you as an artist.
this is just wonderful.
i know i don't even know you well, let alone your situation, but i still want to say that i'm sorry you're feeling so horrible, and i hope things get better for you soon, dear.
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Holy moly, that wound mark and blood stains on the other horse are just brillio! Awesome job! I love this!
Hey, things will get better, I'm always here, if ever need to have a should to cry or rant on.
Great work, you have massive photoshop skills!
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i can practically feel the hole in my chest. it's astoundingly beautiful.
things'll get better, hun, but until then if you need to talk feel free to note me.
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wow, that's amazing. ^^
i hope things get better.
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oh. and like everyone else has said....
talk to me on msn dhsjkahdjsahdjksadsa
or else... dun dun dun
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I see how you're feeling. I understand how you're feeling. I'm not gonna say what everyone else is going to say, because I know that you feel like it's never going to end. It hurts. More then anything. It's an emotional disaster that feels like it's never going to dissapear. I can tell you, it does fade, however long it feels it takes. The difference between you and I; You have so many people here supporting you, Printy. If you need *anything* Let me know.
Don't do anything rash, please?
Hey, atleast you've got kickass photoshop skills
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