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Description
My heart aches
My heart breaks
I love you
Please stay
I'm sorry I hurt you
I never meant to
You're in my heart
On my mind
Can't stop thinking about you
I do it all the time
When you hurt
I hurt

What are we?
Friends?
Lovers?
Why wont you tell me?
I'm angry
And frustrated
Because I don't know where I stand
Do you love me?
Or tolerate me?
Or maybe even hate me?
I can't tell
You won't say
When I ask you shrug
Say idk
How hard is it to say
Yes or no?
I can't read minds
Just tell me already.

I'm sorry I have issues
I know I'm a bit insane
I have problems of my own
Demons in my head
I fight every day
If you can't understand
My internal battles
You don't need me around
Because it won't go away
My struggles are here to stay

My body aches
It fights with me
It hurts to move
I struggle to breathe
I've got physical problems
Can you accept them too?
Would you?

I try to open up to you
It's so hard
After everything I've been through
The past has a hold on me
That you can't see
It keeps me silent
It makes me freeze
I question everything
I wonder if it's real
Or just make believe
Now can't you see
Why I ask what you think
Or how you feel?
Because I don't want
To repeat the past
I don't want to be broken again
I don't have time to waste like that
Life is too short

I don't want to just keep surviving
I want to LIVE
I want to be HAPPY
I want to LOVE
And BE loved
I want to be ACCEPTED
I want to be MYSELF
And not wear a MASK
Accept me as I am
Or not at all
But tell me what you want
Don't let me question and wonder
Are we together?
Are we not?
Does he love me?
Does he not?
Should I stay?
Should I go?

My heart aches
My heart breaks
I've got the pieces
Don't drop them
Put them together
Make me whole again
LET me be whole again
I love you
Please stay

Description
My heart aches
My heart breaks
I love you
Please stay
I'm sorry I hurt you
I never meant to
You're in my heart
On my mind
Can't stop thinking about you
I do it all the time
When you hurt
I hurt

What are we?
Friends?
Lovers?
Why wont you tell me?
I'm angry
And frustrated
Because I don't know where I stand
Do you love me?
Or tolerate me?
Or maybe even hate me?
I can't tell
You won't say
When I ask you shrug
Say idk
How hard is it to say
Yes or no?
I can't read minds
Just tell me already.

I'm sorry I have issues
I know I'm a bit insane
I have problems of my own
Demons in my head
I fight every day
If you can't understand
My internal battles
You don't need me around
Because it won't go away
My struggles are here to stay

My body aches
It fights with me
It hurts to move
I struggle to breathe
I've got physical problems
Can you accept them too?
Would you?

I try to open up to you
It's so hard
After everything I've been through
The past has a hold on me
That you can't see
It keeps me silent
It makes me freeze
I question everything
I wonder if it's real
Or just make believe
Now can't you see
Why I ask what you think
Or how you feel?
Because I don't want
To repeat the past
I don't want to be broken again
I don't have time to waste like that
Life is too short

I don't want to just keep surviving
I want to LIVE
I want to be HAPPY
I want to LOVE
And BE loved
I want to be ACCEPTED
I want to be MYSELF
And not wear a MASK
Accept me as I am
Or not at all
But tell me what you want
Don't let me question and wonder
Are we together?
Are we not?
Does he love me?
Does he not?
Should I stay?
Should I go?

My heart aches
My heart breaks
I've got the pieces
Don't drop them
Put them together
Make me whole again
LET me be whole again
I love you
Please stay