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Published: 2011-02-19 09:41:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 67; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 1
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Description I don't wish for you
to change for me.

I wish you would stand
up and be happy to be
who you are,
instead of trying to be
something you're not.

But at the same time,
I wish you were who
you were last time
I knew you.

I wish you were better.
I wish you were better...

I wish I was better for you.
I wish I was better for you.

I wish I wasn't so
controlling, and needy.
Am I really that needy?
Compared to other girls,
I don't really ask you
for that much...

This is the space for
a sigh if ever there was one.

I wish we were better.
I wish we were better
for each other.
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Comments: 13

RockerByBaby [2011-03-04 16:15:32 +0000 UTC]

Marveloustellar messages here. Sometimes it gets to me when I notice parts of 'that one person' in almost every work of mine. Even when I try to write about something else, it might metaphorically erupt.

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Intrinsica In reply to RockerByBaby [2011-03-04 21:16:07 +0000 UTC]

That is exactly how I feel here! Sometimes, you just want to do your own thing without that one thing/person always intruding, and yet...

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RockerByBaby In reply to Intrinsica [2011-03-06 15:58:32 +0000 UTC]

No doubt.

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SA-JtK [2011-02-19 13:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Aren't we all though? We all have moments of weakness. It's how we respond to those moments that truly defines who we are.

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Intrinsica In reply to SA-JtK [2011-02-19 15:47:41 +0000 UTC]

I guess we are. I'm trying to be strong, but I don't know if I can keep that up.

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SA-JtK In reply to Intrinsica [2011-02-19 23:44:52 +0000 UTC]

You can. You just don't know it because you've never had to endure something like this before, am I right?

You're gonna be fine. Trust me. I've got your back. You won't need anything else.. but you'll have plenty more.

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Intrinsica In reply to SA-JtK [2011-02-19 23:54:18 +0000 UTC]

I've had my soul shattered plenty of times before . It's simply that in this particular case, I've never before been able to stay away from him.
I mean, my gallery is a testament to that. It's 80% about him, which is kinda sad.
But I do know it can be done.

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SA-JtK In reply to Intrinsica [2011-02-20 00:01:16 +0000 UTC]

I know it can be done too. Your escapade in the club alone tells me that. But what you need is space from him.

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Intrinsica In reply to SA-JtK [2011-02-20 01:00:58 +0000 UTC]

Only so much of that I can give myself without breaking down. Going cold turkey isn't an option here Nick, cuz I will flip.

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SA-JtK In reply to Intrinsica [2011-02-20 01:29:26 +0000 UTC]

I'm not saying cold turkey. That shit don't work. I tried it. Shit just don't fuckin' fly. But just enough space where you can keep him at arm's length.

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Intrinsica In reply to SA-JtK [2012-05-26 10:46:46 +0000 UTC]

Oh god, why didn't I see it here? So. Damn. Good. To. Me. Always, ever. You've always bloody loved me...

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SA-JtK In reply to Intrinsica [2012-05-26 16:37:31 +0000 UTC]

I think that feeling is mutual: that we didn't understand it, but we always have.

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Intrinsica In reply to SA-JtK [2012-05-26 20:04:42 +0000 UTC]

As long as we've known enough about each other, yeah...

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