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Published: 2007-07-29 11:23:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 169; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 1
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I’ve been running awayFrom everything for as long
As I can remember,
Being able to remember…
I only ever found just one
Thing that I didn’t want
To run away from…
And that was you.
I ran away from friends,
I ran away from pain,
I ran away from family,
But I never ran away from you.
Today I felt the familiar urge,
The need to get away.
I’m going to run again.
So far away from everything.
It’s in my nature –
It’s in my very blood.
Not so fleet of foot,
But persistent, that’s me…
Never before have I needed,
To run away from your love,
But I feel like you’re pushing,
Pushing me away.
And tonight I’m afraid
I’m so afraid of this –
Tonight I feel like running –
I need to run away from you.
I’m feeling your pain
I’m so afraid that you won’t
Love me anymore when
Your pain is through.
Baby, don’t make me
Feel like this again –
Please don’t make me need
To run away from you…
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I don't know what that feels like, but I think you shouldn't believe that you are truly alone. You always have friends, even if it doesn't seem like much.
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Friends like you Nic? 
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Friends like me, or any of the other people that stand by you like Pyrox666xPheebs or obsidian-nightfire. 
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Not to make their contributions any less my sweet, but I need someone by me right now that really knows me. Someone that could order for me if we went to eat out. Someone who knows when to hold me, and someone who knows when to let me breathe.
I love my dA friends, and life would be so flat without them - but I need...more right now. If Pheebs, or Dez (obsidian nightfire) were in Queensland, I might be flying to their side this weekend, becuase they do seem to understand me - but they aren't. They're half a world away, and I need someone to physically be by me now. I need someone to lean on.
Thanks so much for your kind words though.
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Ah, yeah, that kinda does seem somewhat sucky.
I haven't really felt that to that degree, so all I can do is hope that it all works out.
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last stanza so emotional - can picture the tears that lead to those very words. nicely written - hang in there - love is tough sometimes
p.s. note me if you would like to talk
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Thanks. I'll keep that in mind
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i wish i cud say sumting dat wud help..but i know that no words unless frm him cn help!!! but i'm here for u
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Thank you hun.
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I've never experienced this kind of a feeling, but I imagine it must be horrid to want to run away from a person you love. Hang in there.
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Thank you. I'm doing my best, but everyone has a breaking point. I'm going to reach mine someday soon I think. Up and down like a yo-yo can't be good for your sanity.
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It's ok hun. You're here for me, and that's the main thing. 
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