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it’s cloudy today and snowing.
Usually, I go towards the window at the front of the apartment that usually has really nice sunsets. Most of the time I take pictures of them, because the colors make me happy, even if it is brief.

I tend to think sunsets make me happy because to me, I just feel the mix of reality and fantasy. The colorful warm sky with a sun I can see with no pain, but soon enough, the sun goes down, and it is filled with darkness, the happiness being covered, and I’d have to wait for the happiness to come back. Just like how I view my fantasy and reality, I want to see fantasy to give me brief happiness, but then I think about reality, and how I am just not happy with myself, ha.

Even the fantasies are kinda becoming dark for some reason, it makes sense for it to last a short while, but I think it’s been going on for over a month now lol.

Fun fact actually, this drawing was suppose to have a colorful sunset, but instead I’ve tweaked it a lot, till there was barely any color, the black and whites remained I suppose, if not I added more blurs to give it a glow. The sunset became night time.

Description
it’s cloudy today and snowing.
Usually, I go towards the window at the front of the apartment that usually has really nice sunsets. Most of the time I take pictures of them, because the colors make me happy, even if it is brief.

I tend to think sunsets make me happy because to me, I just feel the mix of reality and fantasy. The colorful warm sky with a sun I can see with no pain, but soon enough, the sun goes down, and it is filled with darkness, the happiness being covered, and I’d have to wait for the happiness to come back. Just like how I view my fantasy and reality, I want to see fantasy to give me brief happiness, but then I think about reality, and how I am just not happy with myself, ha.

Even the fantasies are kinda becoming dark for some reason, it makes sense for it to last a short while, but I think it’s been going on for over a month now lol.

Fun fact actually, this drawing was suppose to have a colorful sunset, but instead I’ve tweaked it a lot, till there was barely any color, the black and whites remained I suppose, if not I added more blurs to give it a glow. The sunset became night time.