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Published: 2013-06-21 16:48:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 227; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 0
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Description Just a little of my secret? I almost always feels lonely. I'm not good in making friends and all...and that is why I attend to join deviantart. I think that I would make alot of new friends...and I did!...but things changed since I moved account...
Most of my fellow deviants don't pay attention to me anymore, even my fellow Moonwalkers!...and almost all to say. I appreciated all of the memories everypony gave me in the old account, for real!

But my question is...will you guys give me more memories now and in the future?
People seemed to ignore my work, I don't care if there aren't any favorites for me but I don't see alot of comments on my deviants I have 23 watchers but only have about 5 views on each of my deviation...and I won't going to be too suprized if this won't get any comment or so...

I hope everypony understands the feeling of being neglect, for me it feels like everyponies care for me in the first day but I turned into air for the next couple of weeks...I don't attempt to brag but I had been the shoulder to cry on for a long time, people share me their wounds, cry to me...some feels better...but I keep my own pain for myself. I want to have somepony to cry to...but not many want to hear me.
Afterall, who would care for your life on the internet?

What I'm trying to say is, after all this I feels like begging around on dA is just making my life worse, so I'm deciding to quit...After I done with all my trades, gifts, requests, etc...I will be gone for good. I won't deactivate, but will almost never be on.

Thankyou those who gave me so much to remember. I won't forget, but I want to not know what will going to happen in the future.

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Comments: 14

sakuratomoyo [2013-07-08 14:41:31 +0000 UTC]

Well, I know that I'm kinda anoying in class, but you're my friend too, but don't feel so sad, you suit much better when you smile Billie-chan, so smile and don't feel sad okay? ;D

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WubiSymphony [2013-06-22 11:46:10 +0000 UTC]

Maybe we're not as close as we used to be, but that didn't change anything between us! You're still one of my closest friends, always pretty, amazingly confident when it comes to presentations, and very kind too!
I confess that Ellixe and I get along better than us. But it doesn't mean I don't care for you anymore! Ellixe understands me on a brand new level, but talking to you somehow always cheer me up. You're just awesome like that, don't you think? -hugs-
I've been an anti-social for as long as I remembered, and am extremely picky when it comes to making friends. I wouldn't talk to you that much if I dislike you,no? You're unique and I like it <3 Even when that makes us so different, it makes every of our conversations so very interesting. So really, don't feel bad! If it upsets you, just tell us.

I'm going to miss you when you leave.

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ixYoungForever In reply to WubiSymphony [2013-06-22 15:44:48 +0000 UTC]

heheh, you don't need to sympathize me, I'm not mad at you guys! You're my best pals, you guys gave me so much to remember(well, maybe because we're not just online friends...)

I understands that you and Ellixe are the best of...yuri couple. You guys understands each other in a total brand new level of emo-ic, and I like to have a couple of lady friends like that!

Spending time with you girls made me more mature in thinking, and in life. My appologize for being so...childish(xD), easy to get jealous before...and that's just because I was afraid, of losing you guys someday...I really did!

What I was upset about, is how people ignored me up here, even my fellow friends who have the same hobby as me, they all now abandonned me. They did watched me but seemed to not giving a f*ck about me...so I just feel lonely.
But I said to myself: what's the point of sh*t being so misberable of people you don't even know, and want them to care about your life? So as I think more about it, dA is becoming...not a place for me to put my faith on. So I was just deciding to quit believing on it...

We can still hang out! Afterall we know eachother better than just through the internet, no?

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WubiSymphony In reply to ixYoungForever [2013-06-29 10:46:12 +0000 UTC]

Eh -hugs-
Well, I'll just go ahead and ignore the fact that you just called us yuri.
Ah, don't stop believing! Not everybody is like that!

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ixYoungForever In reply to WubiSymphony [2013-07-01 11:48:16 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back*
Eheheh,...o-o
...I haven't even get started on believing!

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WubiSymphony In reply to ixYoungForever [2013-10-31 04:04:25 +0000 UTC]

-snuggles- Miss you hun. I hope I can talk to you soon...? owo

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Meteorregn [2013-06-22 06:51:50 +0000 UTC]

>:V Must... feature you

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ixYoungForever In reply to Meteorregn [2013-06-22 15:04:25 +0000 UTC]

...I'm sorry but I don't understand?

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Meteorregn In reply to ixYoungForever [2013-06-22 15:07:19 +0000 UTC]

Check the message on your profile

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ixYoungForever In reply to Meteorregn [2013-06-23 14:55:54 +0000 UTC]

Oh gosh, thanks..\

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Meteorregn In reply to ixYoungForever [2013-06-23 15:47:21 +0000 UTC]

No prob

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Delkerono [2013-06-21 16:53:38 +0000 UTC]

*Hugs you* Hey, It's okay.

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ixYoungForever In reply to Delkerono [2013-06-22 15:09:28 +0000 UTC]

...thanks, but...to me it won't

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Delkerono In reply to ixYoungForever [2013-06-22 15:31:20 +0000 UTC]

*hugs you* It'll be alright. do not underestimate the possibilities, The sky is the limit!

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