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Published: 2011-10-08 20:46:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 616; Favourites: 30; Downloads: 7
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Description ''I am not a freak!...'' she cheerful yelped ''... I'm just me!'' she looked down at her refection in the rain, then at the other kids laugh and rudely critic her style.

'' I am a freak'' her lips mumbled


[ Lesson I may be strong on the outside but, I weak on the inside, i know i dress funny, i know i'm a muslim lady gaga... It's sorta like a self-paradox... it hurts]
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Jaaked In reply to ??? [2011-10-23 23:47:17 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks-and keep u head held up high.... ur too good to ''2nd'' think ur self

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RuexXxRue In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-24 02:57:58 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome and yes thank you I will do that from now on because I don't care what people think. If they don't like me then they don't deserve my attention. Hmph.

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Jaaked In reply to RuexXxRue [2011-10-26 00:30:13 +0000 UTC]

AW AREN'T U CUTE~! <3

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estrellita098 [2011-10-12 20:28:30 +0000 UTC]

I feel the same too T-T
I bor whit asperger and DA, I like cosplay and anime but not justin biber or hentai ( many boys in my school see anime only for it) and I am very open mind ( I support gay rigths and feminism)so many people thinks that I am a monster a criminal or just a stupid for it D:<
I love your personality and art so keep strong and never change

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Jaaked In reply to estrellita098 [2011-10-12 21:45:19 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks babe u too... don't let them get to u

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MandyxLeigh [2011-10-08 21:50:45 +0000 UTC]

If you really dress like a muslim lady gaga, then we would hinestly be the best of friends, no joke lol
I was called freak, goth, emo, satan (no joke on that, these boys called me that), and a lot of other things because I wasn't afraid of who I was. You are not the freak, you are just strong. Much love to you

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-08 22:34:32 +0000 UTC]

LOL all ur nicknames ppl call me.... And thanks.,... =w= that means alot

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-08 22:44:41 +0000 UTC]

Sigh, it hurts, I know it does, but then again that is our society. People don't realise that the people who were true individuals like us changed the world. They never realise until it is to late. It is just ignorance, prove them wrong. Judging by your art, you can go somewhere, really you incorperate your own style into it. I do the same thing, art schools and such look for that type of thing. Keep it up, prove them wrong by going somewhere with your art.

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-08 22:46:57 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks.... No one's ever told me that... i plan to change the world... no matter the cost

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-08 22:56:36 +0000 UTC]

This is a quote that I try to live by: "You must be the change you wish to see in the world."
--Mohandas Gandhi

I hope you never let them get to you.. Don't give them that satisfaction ok? Somehow you remind me of myself when I was in school..

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-09 00:09:48 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks... >D i remind u of u... lol thx? And i wouldn't let them dare...

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-09 01:12:10 +0000 UTC]

Welcome, don't think it is a bad thing lol people who taunted me in school started to get a whole new perspective after we all graduated and they saw who I really was lol it'll all be ok

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-09 02:56:45 +0000 UTC]

Really.....? >_< I hope that happens i was bullied by a teacher, and it sucked so bad that myy parents didn't believe me untill i came home crying cuz he yelled at me so loud... he said i was ''a freak, i shouldn't go anywhere, and u will never be anyone, ppl like u need to get a life and-'' etc... he even swore.... D<

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-09 03:59:00 +0000 UTC]

My own dad use to say things like that... No I'm not joking, I don't live with him anymore. But I strive everyday to prove him wrong.

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-09 16:48:21 +0000 UTC]

Really... ur dad... owchie///

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-11 00:40:54 +0000 UTC]

Yeah but I learned to just strive above what he said. I still respect him as my father and I love hime, we just can't be in the same room together for less then an hour before we atart to argue. But anyway! lol I wish you the best my dear and stay strong!

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-11 20:39:42 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks.... I've sorta inspired the freshmen to try to be me? I was like wtf...... And they come up to me ask what i like to do and BAM next day they're dressing like me...... -_- i'm lost all so very lost

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-11 21:55:05 +0000 UTC]

That's cool, trend setter ^_^ I was that in my school, I would do something with my hair or wear something and everyone else would start lol

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-11 23:56:44 +0000 UTC]

pOSERS!

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-12 02:16:03 +0000 UTC]

Lol don't be mean now lol

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-12 21:44:06 +0000 UTC]

=-= it's annoying

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-12 21:54:53 +0000 UTC]

I know, but hey they are kinda looking up to you soo yeah lol d^.^b

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-12 22:04:20 +0000 UTC]

Yeah but they think i stand for the ''label'' thought of gothic...


Like cutting urself and trying to sit alone/.... I mean-really- they think i'm a goth.... Sorry huns i'm not a caN OF CORN

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-13 00:03:41 +0000 UTC]

Oh well nevermind then, I remember going through that too.. I wish people would do research on sub cultures... Goth is not a label but a lifestyle or style. I dress in a goth/punk/candy goth style otherwise known as whatever the eff I want ^_^. As a very nice teacher was told me "Normal is only a setting on your washing machine." lol and you are not a can of produce... May I ask are you in middle school (junior high) or high school?

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-13 20:49:54 +0000 UTC]

High school a jr.... yay... i feel old

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-13 21:41:11 +0000 UTC]

Lol no worries, college will be different, or so I have heard. I took a break after graduating cuz I wasn't sure of what I truy wanted to do, now I do though.

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-14 00:31:07 +0000 UTC]

Aw u didn't start?

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-14 00:37:44 +0000 UTC]

College? Not yet, I will soon, January I believe. I'm getting my cosmetology license before I start on my degress, I can get a job while going to school.

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-14 18:49:30 +0000 UTC]

Oh..... how old are u?

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-14 23:17:00 +0000 UTC]

I'm 19 soon to be 20, but I was held back because I was homeschooled. So I graduated in 2011. I'm old I know lmao.

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-15 23:51:18 +0000 UTC]

nOT THAT OLD

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-16 00:01:39 +0000 UTC]

Lol I feel old. But it's whatevs lol

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-18 00:22:49 +0000 UTC]

ur not old

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-18 00:49:20 +0000 UTC]

Lol ok

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-18 00:50:37 +0000 UTC]

YAY~! i get a hug...

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MandyxLeigh In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-18 00:57:20 +0000 UTC]

Yes hugs for youz o^.^o

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Jaaked In reply to MandyxLeigh [2011-10-18 00:59:56 +0000 UTC]

Huggie back?>

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DeadAvenged [2011-10-08 21:08:16 +0000 UTC]

Your not a freak, your my friend, a really cool, original, creative, great friend.

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Jaaked In reply to DeadAvenged [2011-10-08 21:09:33 +0000 UTC]

Thanks we gotta hang out more,,, >w<

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DeadAvenged In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-09 16:07:20 +0000 UTC]

What? You mean that one time at the art show and that other almost time at the Arabic festival weren't enough?

lol but yeah we really do.

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Jaaked In reply to DeadAvenged [2011-10-09 16:56:35 +0000 UTC]

D< or sick of me already!.... lol jk

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DeadAvenged In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-09 17:04:25 +0000 UTC]

we could go see a movie one day, ever been to the allen park dollar show?

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Jaaked In reply to DeadAvenged [2011-10-09 18:38:10 +0000 UTC]

No... I think... where is it?

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Rease-Hunter [2011-10-08 21:04:42 +0000 UTC]

I love this, not only because it shows you at your most vulnerable, but because it's very very well done. I got to admit how Im proud of ya, how you continue to improve at a quick pace and how each time you upload something it shows how you've improved by leaps and bounds.

I especially love the level of detail here on the clothing and the folds, how it looks like it was done painstakingly slow but deliberate, which make me appreciate the effort involved in it.

Want a few idea's on how to improve?

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Jaaked In reply to Rease-Hunter [2011-10-08 21:06:12 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks~!
and YES,YES AND YES! >D

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Rease-Hunter In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-09 03:35:22 +0000 UTC]

Hehe thought ya did glad to see ya excited at that.

For starters. What tools do you use? Looks like the quality of your markers are improving a lot, like yiou went from crayola to about Prisma marker level. Depending on the markers I might have suggestions.

Now, secondly, I think you need to focus on filling up the page a little more, especially with a background. Your characters are starting to get a lot more indepth and detailed, filling them out well with what I like to think your wearing (partly because it would be cute ) but I would love to see if your backgrounds can compare as well in their level of detail and finesse.

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Jaaked In reply to Rease-Hunter [2011-10-09 16:58:28 +0000 UTC]

I used the same tools as always- just more sharpies,
and i'm doing a piece with a background atm... yaya

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Rease-Hunter In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-09 22:32:58 +0000 UTC]

Ooooooooo =O. Lol now Im excited to see that.

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Jaaked In reply to Rease-Hunter [2011-10-10 01:43:13 +0000 UTC]

yay~!

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Rease-Hunter In reply to Jaaked [2011-10-10 03:38:49 +0000 UTC]

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