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Jahet — Slide into Nothing
Published: 2004-09-23 02:45:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 64; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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No body hears you when you’re crying in the dark.
Where you see your problems multiply, increasing, piece by bloody piece.
Murderous in my rage, yet it burns itself out as fast as it came on.
Like a flash in the night.  Like one star in the heavens.
Like a tear cascading down your cheek.
Furious, I scream at no one--Where no one can hear me—Inside myself.
Flitting from place to place, I cannot stay still any longer.  
Always, when I look up into the crowd, I hope you will be waiting for me.
Bitterness threatens to overwhelm me….it floods my conscious thoughts like a storm-tossed sea.
You will never come.
You have left me to fade into nothing.
You are a memory too painful to bring up.
My only soul, my only love.
My only wish, and my greatest hurt.
You left me to die, when I believed in your promises.
You left me alone, when you said that I will never be lonesome.
Poisoned, death courses through my veins.
I swallowed it, over time it built up, and it killed me.
Eradicated my soul. Destroyed all that I am.
Because I loved you with all that I was.
I want to slide into nothingness, to feel is pain
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Comments: 5

litcarthoume [2004-09-26 10:10:03 +0000 UTC]

Cripes! Are you okay????!!!

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Jahet In reply to litcarthoume [2004-09-27 00:39:24 +0000 UTC]

no cutie. i am not. *points to her other laments* things are bad

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litcarthoume In reply to Jahet [2004-10-04 08:05:32 +0000 UTC]

are things getting better, now or is it still the same? Are you eating chocolate? Ice cream?

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Jahet In reply to litcarthoume [2004-10-04 16:16:34 +0000 UTC]

still the same, and im not eating much of anything but coffee....very nutritional.

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litcarthoume In reply to Jahet [2004-10-17 07:47:50 +0000 UTC]

damn jahet you've gotta take care of yaself. off the coffee and eat some fruit or veges or sumfin.

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