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I'm not gunna talk a lot about this picture. Mostly cuz it involved a lot of Muse drama and also because we lost the baby. Revy and Train were together for a while. They didn't stay together for very long. This was just a really bad and unstable time altogether. Again, this art is from somewhere between 2014-2016 and my mental health was going through it. I had stopped doing art for several years and was trying to force myself to get back into it, but still struggling because I couldn't really see a point as to why. I know I draw weird ass like “crossover” fanart centered around my Muses and that's like, such a weirdly specific niche that I'm the only one who really gives a shit about it right now, but the point as far as I can see now is simply because I fucking want to. I want to draw weirdo “crossover” fanart centered around my Muses and the shit that goes on in my head because that's what's in my head, that's what I pay attention to and think about and breath life into. My Muses mean a lot to me, and frankly I don't care that it's weird, or doesn't make sense to you, or that I'm just talking into a void with this right here. Their lives and what they experience are something that's important to me, and even when shit is bad it's still what keeps me alive. Not their struggles, just their very existence, the fact that they're there for me when I need them to be because lord knows my head is a scary, scary place to be sometimes.

Check out my other stuff:

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Tumblr: jaxcynsfanland.tumblr.com/

Hey look, I made a video about coloring this piece: youtu.be/NoxSC-Q4T0Q

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I'm not gunna talk a lot about this picture. Mostly cuz it involved a lot of Muse drama and also because we lost the baby. Revy and Train were together for a while. They didn't stay together for very long. This was just a really bad and unstable time altogether. Again, this art is from somewhere between 2014-2016 and my mental health was going through it. I had stopped doing art for several years and was trying to force myself to get back into it, but still struggling because I couldn't really see a point as to why. I know I draw weird ass like “crossover” fanart centered around my Muses and that's like, such a weirdly specific niche that I'm the only one who really gives a shit about it right now, but the point as far as I can see now is simply because I fucking want to. I want to draw weirdo “crossover” fanart centered around my Muses and the shit that goes on in my head because that's what's in my head, that's what I pay attention to and think about and breath life into. My Muses mean a lot to me, and frankly I don't care that it's weird, or doesn't make sense to you, or that I'm just talking into a void with this right here. Their lives and what they experience are something that's important to me, and even when shit is bad it's still what keeps me alive. Not their struggles, just their very existence, the fact that they're there for me when I need them to be because lord knows my head is a scary, scary place to be sometimes.

Check out my other stuff:

Facebook: www.facebook.com/Jaxcyns-Fanla…
Instagram: www.instagram.com/jaxcynsfanla…
Tumblr: jaxcynsfanland.tumblr.com/

Hey look, I made a video about coloring this piece: youtu.be/NoxSC-Q4T0Q