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Look back at my last update is about 2 years ago...damn. Thanks for all those still sticking around, I do appreciate it a lot! ;_;
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Life for me has been rough--after I graduated from the animation program.
I tried to apply for Sheridan but failed 2 times, even both times I look through all the accepted portfolios and tried to do better. I guess the reason I failed is because I tried to be "myself", or submitting the art that would identify as "me" but not the art styles that are fitting to do "American cartoons/animations". I guess it is my own fault for not separating "my hobby" and "actual job", it is the consequence I need to absorb for following my heart/dream.

Well now I understand it is hardly possible to preserve yourself while accepted in the market, it is just a thing I need to accept one day...but after what had happened, it really brokens me, I questioned my worth and what does drawing really mean to me until now.

I wish I could find myself again, remember why I like drawing so much again, remember the feeling that kept me moving--I'm not sure what do I need or when It'll happen for me, but I'll try.

Maybe the drawings I've done wouldn't be as much as before, but I'll try on keep myself moving too.
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Thanks for being here again! Hope you guys out there are still following your dreams and making awesome arts. c:

Description
Look back at my last update is about 2 years ago...damn. Thanks for all those still sticking around, I do appreciate it a lot! ;_;
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Life for me has been rough--after I graduated from the animation program.
I tried to apply for Sheridan but failed 2 times, even both times I look through all the accepted portfolios and tried to do better. I guess the reason I failed is because I tried to be "myself", or submitting the art that would identify as "me" but not the art styles that are fitting to do "American cartoons/animations". I guess it is my own fault for not separating "my hobby" and "actual job", it is the consequence I need to absorb for following my heart/dream.

Well now I understand it is hardly possible to preserve yourself while accepted in the market, it is just a thing I need to accept one day...but after what had happened, it really brokens me, I questioned my worth and what does drawing really mean to me until now.

I wish I could find myself again, remember why I like drawing so much again, remember the feeling that kept me moving--I'm not sure what do I need or when It'll happen for me, but I'll try.

Maybe the drawings I've done wouldn't be as much as before, but I'll try on keep myself moving too.
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Thanks for being here again! Hope you guys out there are still following your dreams and making awesome arts. c: