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Published: 2009-07-10 00:07:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 257; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 2
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I know who everyone is. I know what people think of me. I can see it. It a gift I have. I know what they think of me and who they think I am. They don't say it to my face. But I just know. Its my gift. Its my curse. And what I find out. Cuts me. Deep into me. They ignore me. They laugh at me. They hide from me. They are curios by me. They think I am weird. They don't believe I have any feelings. They don't see the real me. And they never will.And I don't wanna see it. Mybe thats why I perfer to be alone or keep to myself. I step out side for one second. And I run into someone I know. But like a whip of ice. They ignore me. Forget me. I get hurt with much pain. I maybe be dommed to stay alone. My friends are here for me. But why can't anyone else see me? I am not bad I am not weird. Just diffrent. But they can never except me. If they haven't when I was little. Why should they except me now? Whycan't they just look through my eyes into my soul. Why can't they give me a chance?"And I don't want the world to see me. Because I don't think that theyed understand. When everything is ment to brocken. I just want you to know who I am." -Iris by the goo goo dolls.
They treat me like this. All the time. To the whole world I am an outcast.
[link] <-- my theme song
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you may be past this now but dont let it affect you. find something else to do rather than be angry at those stupid uneducated people who can't understand. if you dwell on anger too long it will damage you. same thing happenned at my school. but now 2 years after its mostly all water under the bridge and now i have friends i never would have considered back then. time heals most things so dont dwell on your anger.
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think this was last summer and I lerned that lesson the hard way unfortunetly. Its better now but I have heal so I am waiting for time to pass.
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hang in there all your friends are here for you
i went through the same thing in grade 1 through 6 i just happened to be the target for all the bullys i hated it i would cry when i got home and i would punch my pillow hoping its the bullys face
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well atlest its over for you right? people have been like this to me ever scince I could rember but deep down they know they should be scared its sad I had to resort to that. But its just the way it iz.
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sortof yeah i prefer being laughed then people being scared
were you made fun of even in kindergarden?
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umm I think so preschool was the one time everyone liked me I think. (although I did have enimeis)
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its good that everyone liked you
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yeah at that time from there everything went down hill.
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it was the same for me
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and thats why we must stick together.
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yeah if we stivk together bully wont be able to keep us down
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People are people at the end of the day.... cannot change them. I have a theory why people cant understand you and others who are un-understandable(is that even a word?!?!) its because differece scares them anything different and they shut themselves away from it all..... ummm that is all i think... im finding quite hard to type 
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lol yeah I already figured it
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I know how u feel.
To be hontest I cried on the bus coming home as some boys were bullying me and I hated it. I cried and when my frined, Joella saw she ran over to me and say 'Whats wrong, Lyd?'
I explaim then my friend Beth came in and spoke to teh guy who was bullying.
I culd hear them but I did here
'Look you make Lydia cry. So you must have done something to upset like that! I know you were bullied in year 6 but come on she gets it enough and its not fair on her so piss off'
So you see your not the only on people make fun for they don't have what you got. To draw Dragons and other things.
There bitches and need to get alive.
Don't believe what they say. There just want to bring you down but it because your better then them.
Hope this helps
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Thanx I don't believe them. I ignore them. But to live in a world when I hear what they say. I just wish they understand. But I felt kinda happy today. Conner (one of my bullies if u read my unkownwarrior series) he the second to worst.I was with my mon today and she was interviewing a girl to join her buissness. I saw conner he was about to enter the dunken donouts (thats where we were) And we locked on eye contact. He backed away from the door and left. I felt pretty happy while there was a knot in my stomuch. By the time we left he wasn't there. Which was a good thing.I didn't want to face him with my mom around. Thanx for the advice^^
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thats good. and anytime
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I feel like that sometimes too. It's okay I'm here for you buddy, I'm not shallow like the rest of the world. People are stupid they think different means bad when it's usually only better
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I know ur a good person. But I know this much the world seems to except you more then me. idk why but it does. But ur a good friend^^
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^^ ur a good friend too buddeh. The world is cruel
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the world is a vampire dispite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cadge
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true, I feel like that sometimes as well
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it from a song X3
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rlly? What song?
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OMG i feel the same way, i went TWO school years without a single friend! and like 445 bullys
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its ok I'll pound each bully 4 u I may not be as big as (trust me she is very tall and all my best friends r tall) But I am very strong and if gotten the chance end up killing somebody but hopefully not^^ >8D
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i used to beat teh crap outt people when i was young for picking oon me...i dun't no more XD
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I would but I don't fight unless they start so it looks like its their fault >8D but I have to restrain myself sometimes <8(
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that realy sucks
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