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jessyray37 — Am I crazy?
Published: 2011-08-25 03:10:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 132; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Have you ever felt crazyLike your thoughts don't make sense
It's so hard and it makes you hazy
Everything is getting intense
There's this one situation
That keeps replaying itself in your head
Every time you try to push it away
It gets closer instead
Somebody help me out
No more tears left to shed
Help me escape this awful place
This place I call my head
The problem is that if they disappear
I'm still gonna suffer
So I can't just throw them away
I gotta become tougher
I could never admit it
I could never let it show
On the outside a kind and intelligent girl
I could never let them know
Oh please somebody help me
Tell me that I'm not alone
Tell me that there are others who put a smile on
But late at night they groan
Cuz they need these thoughts
They help them survive
They're like the air they breath
They keep them alive
Tell me that there's someone
Who to be happy... believes their own lies
With a wide smile on their face
But a lonely heart that cries
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Today is the day you die
Except it and regret it
Morn it and move on
Now swallow the acid that will love you
I know it burns but that will all end soon
Don't cry you know its better this way
You know you never were cut out for life
Don't think about friends they don't care like i do
Mom and dad won't love you Like I will
That's it close your eyes it will all be over soon
Now remember child i'm just the voice inside your head.....
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Like a split lip in your brain
from a violence unexpected
would but let it go
you find that it's connected
not a stain as you surmised
a speck of judgement realized
as an instrument on the vane
now that you've been affected
that gives your heart direction
to see beyond the rain
to find a new connection
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