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Published: 2013-04-21 18:26:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 1043; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 0
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Early spring - Year 757 of the New Age
Glenmore - Loch Kerr

"I need some time alone."
With those words she had left her mate to find a place where she could think.
Why was she worried? she had everything she needed. A good mate, a herd she could life in, but still ... Not everything had fallen into it's place.

Sitka wandered around in the forest, herd mind was dragging her to a spot she even didn't knew yet.
Her hooves carrying her while she was thinking.
It was his fault ... their fault!! If he hadn't dragged her to those dark woods, he didn't had to came to rescue her.
The she wouldn't carry his child. If that had been different, she was maybe carrying the child of her true mate.
Sitka sighed deeply when she passed another tree line, feeling how the ground was becoming harder.

No, it's wasn't their fault, not really. It was her own fault.
If she had listened to her mother when she had told her not to believe in that dark stag.
That she had to leave him alone, not meeting him anymore, then non of this would have ever happened.
Then she hadn't became friends with him, then he wouldn't had tricked her to Blackwood and then he didn't had to came to rescue her.

The wind was blowing trough her long manes when she climbed up the mountain line. Her belly was growing each day, showing the new life she was carrying. Her mind went to the little fawn inside her, her child.
A child ... She was only a child herself. How could be become a mother already? She wasn't ready for this?
With her mind clouded by these thought, her concentration on the ground slipped away. She noticed it to late when the small rock under her legs were rolling away, making she lost balance.
Sitka fell how the rocky ground scratched over her body, making small wounds.
She moaned when she saw the drops of blood rising on her pale fur. "Mom is gonna hate me ..."

The wind was still blowing, marking that she was already high up in the mountain. Sitka sighed again and pulled herself up to walk those last meters. When she reached the top, the view was beautiful. Under her she could see the river, the last snow of the winter on the trees and birds flying high in the sky.
She sighed deeply, feeling the cold wind entering her lungs. But she also fell the stinging pain from those scratches.
She looked at it for a second before she closed her eyes. Scratches, pain, ... She had a lovely mate at her side, but still she felt lost.

Suddenly she felt something, a movement in her body, a kick, ... Sitka looked aside to her belly. Was it the fawn?


Uncontrollable, she smiled. It wasn't his fawn, it was her fawn. The fawn Ragnarok and her. He would take care of it, not that damned Crown prince. Still, she had wished this was Ragnor's fawn ... But she couldn't even hate this one? This little baby hadn't decide who it's father would be? So she couldn't blame it.

"don't worry, little one. I take care of you." she softly whispered, suddenly feeling a warmth inside her.


She looked up over the forest before she turned her round body and walked back to the herd.

She wanted to be back with her mate by the evening.

She even didn't fell the pain of the scratches, as they weren't there anymore...



- Travelling long distances etc. (+1 stamina)
- Act of performing magic (+1)

A picture I already made a few weeks ago XD But I first needed an official mate for this to be posted
No worry that Sitka is worried. Her first child, from the Crown Prince who is not her mate. It can give trouble or is it maybe a blessing? who knows ...


Sitka (c) Jian89
Ragnarok (c) :devArcticNightStables :Fawnlings(c) Ehetere
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Comments: 20

EternalStarTrail [2013-04-22 03:01:41 +0000 UTC]

Poor Sitka.... New motehrs always worry though, and Im sure thigns will be awsome for her fawn ^^ Sitka herself looks so beautiful here, she really seems to glow, probably her pale coat helps with tha otherly light the baby gives her lol

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Jian89 In reply to EternalStarTrail [2013-04-22 09:53:35 +0000 UTC]

it's really hard to draw her in a dark area XD she always seems to shine

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EternalStarTrail In reply to Jian89 [2013-04-22 19:58:08 +0000 UTC]

XD Lol

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ArcticNightStudios [2013-04-21 22:29:47 +0000 UTC]

Awww, poor Sitka.

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Jian89 In reply to ArcticNightStudios [2013-04-22 09:53:16 +0000 UTC]

well, it turns better .. hopefully

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Shtiya-is-my-power [2013-04-21 20:24:52 +0000 UTC]

Aww, poor Sitka. If I could, I would hug her. But I can't, so I can only feel sorry for her.

Lovely picture, by the way.

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Jian89 In reply to Shtiya-is-my-power [2013-04-22 09:53:06 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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Shtiya-is-my-power In reply to Jian89 [2013-04-23 20:50:27 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!

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IthilFaer [2013-04-21 20:14:14 +0000 UTC]

Naw, poor Sitka.
She and Tivvy should talk. Tivvy has a Kira fawn, which she isn't ready for, and she knows she can't return to the herd with a fawn so dark. *sigh* So hard for these poor Glenmore does.
This is a beautiful picture, and a great story to go along with it. I'm amazed with that hair! Amazing, just amazing. You did a fantastic job!

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Jian89 In reply to IthilFaer [2013-04-22 09:52:58 +0000 UTC]

Sitka would probably curse Kira for everything bad

thank you ^^

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DatNachtmaehre [2013-04-21 18:47:01 +0000 UTC]

Poor girl. Always think positive Sitka better carrying the child of the crown prince and give birth to it in the herd than carry one from Kira.

You did a great job on Sitka here. She looks really like a pregnant doe and it's not easy to draw pregnant animals.

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Jian89 In reply to DatNachtmaehre [2013-04-21 18:48:18 +0000 UTC]

well, it would have been a 'nice' baby to if that had happened, I already had my plots

anyway, thanks I was glad with the outcome on how she looked ^^

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DatNachtmaehre In reply to Jian89 [2013-04-21 18:50:23 +0000 UTC]

Yes but I think it would not be that good for her if she returns to her herd carrying a blackwood fawn no?

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Jian89 In reply to DatNachtmaehre [2013-04-21 19:18:07 +0000 UTC]

It wouldn't make her popular, but if the fawn was forced, she wouldn't punished

Nonetheless, she's getting Flint now ^^

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DatNachtmaehre In reply to Jian89 [2013-04-21 19:31:48 +0000 UTC]

And Flint is cute. She don't need a Kira fawn.

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Jian89 In reply to DatNachtmaehre [2013-04-21 19:33:25 +0000 UTC]

I already have an idea for next season, only need to get permission, which i am probably not gonna get XD

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DatNachtmaehre In reply to Jian89 [2013-04-21 19:42:18 +0000 UTC]

Ohhh. Now I'm courious.

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Jian89 In reply to DatNachtmaehre [2013-04-22 09:52:32 +0000 UTC]

well, first need to get permission, then we are gonna see what happens XD

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MorganFireStables [2013-04-21 18:32:14 +0000 UTC]

Aww that is sad...poor Sitka!

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Jian89 In reply to MorganFireStables [2013-04-21 18:33:06 +0000 UTC]

It's gonna be alright ^^ I hope

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