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As I stand here, full of worries my thoughts wander to you.
I think of you, see you, love you. But why oh why is it so hard to say what I feel? I fear so little, but something so little I fear, so few words, one I want and one I would hate to hear. How do others manage this, how do others say this? Why can't I just be open and say it, why why why??? I hate myself, I want you so bad, but through fear that I have I even lose my half and half chance.

Why should I even try? Did you tell me a lie? And if you did then why?

Im thinking to much, just got to get this out, feel like Im gonna shout, gotta let it out gotta let it OUT!

Why are they looking, cant they just disappear, leave me alone with you right here, I just want quite, a nice sight and the right moment, why wont it happen, Im getting frustrated...

I think to myself for a moment or 2, its seems to me like days even though its just a second of silence for you. I think to myself, ahh fuck it, get it out and get whats coming to you.

I take a deep breath and fall again into silence, I cant even think, do you see what your doing to me? My anger at myself rises, like a tide about to wipe out everything in its way.

I wasnt ready myself and wanted or not I bluster out I love you...

I break on the inside, Im so full of fear. Then your lips form I word I cant even hear...

Description
As I stand here, full of worries my thoughts wander to you.
I think of you, see you, love you. But why oh why is it so hard to say what I feel? I fear so little, but something so little I fear, so few words, one I want and one I would hate to hear. How do others manage this, how do others say this? Why can't I just be open and say it, why why why??? I hate myself, I want you so bad, but through fear that I have I even lose my half and half chance.

Why should I even try? Did you tell me a lie? And if you did then why?

Im thinking to much, just got to get this out, feel like Im gonna shout, gotta let it out gotta let it OUT!

Why are they looking, cant they just disappear, leave me alone with you right here, I just want quite, a nice sight and the right moment, why wont it happen, Im getting frustrated...

I think to myself for a moment or 2, its seems to me like days even though its just a second of silence for you. I think to myself, ahh fuck it, get it out and get whats coming to you.

I take a deep breath and fall again into silence, I cant even think, do you see what your doing to me? My anger at myself rises, like a tide about to wipe out everything in its way.

I wasnt ready myself and wanted or not I bluster out I love you...

I break on the inside, Im so full of fear. Then your lips form I word I cant even hear...