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The most challenging work of my life has been to first expose; and then to fully penetrate the pathway of unthinkable-disregard, deep-dark-deception, and disguised-dysfunction all wrapped in twists of mangled color. These twists were hand crafted for generations by Cruelty, Denial, and their cousin; Defeat. From this pathway, I have EMERGED into a room I have appropriately named: THE TRUTH. Here, I have decided to sit. Here, I haven't the option of going back. Here, I am alone. Here, I am always working. But here, I am proud to be, and I am thankful.

For within THE TRUTH, I have found beauty, knowledge, appreciation, forgiveness, art, creation, freedom, growth, peace, pride, love, motivation, strength, direction, youth, faith, trust, depth, simplicity, abiltiy, stability, respect, unity, purpose, harmony, completion, spirit, support, health, individuality, confidence, sight, clarity, focus, life, fairness, discovery, healing, nature, connections, acceptance, tolerance, definition, contrast, instinct, power, rest, guidance, duality, co-existance, sacrifice, intimacy, meaning, communication, consideration, expansion, humor, compassion, empathy, sympathy, stucture, functionality, imperfection, production, grey, memory, protection, diversity, reality, fantasy, reliability, mobility, warmth, assistance, prioritization, identity, appeal, history, mystery, fusion, levitation, perspective, release, presentation, change, transition, energy, education, surrender, advocacy, variation, substance, morality, exectations, specificity and balance.

Twisted versions of pain, anger, ignorance and imbalance; consistantly and relentlessly, enter my workspace as colorful, unwelcome, obsticles. I allow them access, only by default, because I choose to leave the door and windows open for fresh air, for new color, and to maintain THE TRUTH'S awe and integrity.

I have learned to capture the entering twisted enemies.
I have learned to de-shape them, with the power of my mind and soul.
I have learned to take the remaining mass of matter, and utilize its plethera of color to create beauty.
With the constant addition of color to my palate... I purposefully, and thoughtfully create the canvas of our life. I create the life I want for me, and for us. I create a me that is true, intentional, respectable and forever being enriched.

And from this journey of creation, I emerge.

Description
The most challenging work of my life has been to first expose; and then to fully penetrate the pathway of unthinkable-disregard, deep-dark-deception, and disguised-dysfunction all wrapped in twists of mangled color. These twists were hand crafted for generations by Cruelty, Denial, and their cousin; Defeat. From this pathway, I have EMERGED into a room I have appropriately named: THE TRUTH. Here, I have decided to sit. Here, I haven't the option of going back. Here, I am alone. Here, I am always working. But here, I am proud to be, and I am thankful.

For within THE TRUTH, I have found beauty, knowledge, appreciation, forgiveness, art, creation, freedom, growth, peace, pride, love, motivation, strength, direction, youth, faith, trust, depth, simplicity, abiltiy, stability, respect, unity, purpose, harmony, completion, spirit, support, health, individuality, confidence, sight, clarity, focus, life, fairness, discovery, healing, nature, connections, acceptance, tolerance, definition, contrast, instinct, power, rest, guidance, duality, co-existance, sacrifice, intimacy, meaning, communication, consideration, expansion, humor, compassion, empathy, sympathy, stucture, functionality, imperfection, production, grey, memory, protection, diversity, reality, fantasy, reliability, mobility, warmth, assistance, prioritization, identity, appeal, history, mystery, fusion, levitation, perspective, release, presentation, change, transition, energy, education, surrender, advocacy, variation, substance, morality, exectations, specificity and balance.

Twisted versions of pain, anger, ignorance and imbalance; consistantly and relentlessly, enter my workspace as colorful, unwelcome, obsticles. I allow them access, only by default, because I choose to leave the door and windows open for fresh air, for new color, and to maintain THE TRUTH'S awe and integrity.

I have learned to capture the entering twisted enemies.
I have learned to de-shape them, with the power of my mind and soul.
I have learned to take the remaining mass of matter, and utilize its plethera of color to create beauty.
With the constant addition of color to my palate... I purposefully, and thoughtfully create the canvas of our life. I create the life I want for me, and for us. I create a me that is true, intentional, respectable and forever being enriched.

And from this journey of creation, I emerge.