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'Tis the season, so.... You want to know when I get really frightened?

I’m frightened about a lot. The future. My family. My mom’s condition. Being able to provide. Our house, and how money just seems to get tighter. Big stuff, like climate change, and... wars. What kind of world my nieces will grow up in. My own health! All the ways I screwed myself up working at a desk all these years, straining my back, my eyes, my hands, etc. And my precious projects! I'm working on all this stuff, but I don't even know if I'm going to have time to get Witch Warp off the ground as soon as I want because other things keep happening!

But there’s a special kind of fear that grips me when I’m working. When I’m very close to finishing a project., on the cusp of wrapping it up, so I can finally show everyone. I feel the dread weight of time more and more, the demons whispering, “They’re waiting, they’re waiting, it’s too late, they’ve already left. You've disappointed them.” Even as I write this, at this very second, I'm screaming at myself to finish typing NOW. HURRY.

I mean, it's true! I do work too slow, and I'm losing Patrons again! One of those "other things" that keeps happening on the way to Witch Warp. I keep dipping underneath the 1,000 dollar a month threshold. Agh ....

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Page 2

'Tis the season, so.... You want to know when I get really frightened?

I’m frightened about a lot. The future. My family. My mom’s condition. Being able to provide. Our house, and how money just seems to get tighter. Big stuff, like climate change, and... wars. What kind of world my nieces will grow up in. My own health! All the ways I screwed myself up working at a desk all these years, straining my back, my eyes, my hands, etc. And my precious projects! I'm working on all this stuff, but I don't even know if I'm going to have time to get Witch Warp off the ground as soon as I want because other things keep happening!

But there’s a special kind of fear that grips me when I’m working. When I’m very close to finishing a project., on the cusp of wrapping it up, so I can finally show everyone. I feel the dread weight of time more and more, the demons whispering, “They’re waiting, they’re waiting, it’s too late, they’ve already left. You've disappointed them.” Even as I write this, at this very second, I'm screaming at myself to finish typing NOW. HURRY.

I mean, it's true! I do work too slow, and I'm losing Patrons again! One of those "other things" that keeps happening on the way to Witch Warp. I keep dipping underneath the 1,000 dollar a month threshold. Agh ....

Doctors Without Borders

Save the Children

Alliance for Middle East Peace

Support me on Patreon