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Back to the basics, back to the numb feeling that held me longer than any love or person has shown me. Back to when I was spit on and beat up for being a geek, then coming home to home that doesn't want me. Time to surrender and no it's not worth trying anymore, I am short the pieces to complete said puzzle to life. Back to being disrespected and shunned by all my peers and people around the world, reminding myself I haven't got a soul that's willing to listen to my tales. Remembering the life of hiding and solitude, maybe it's the better thing to do. Missing the locomotive sounds and the empty fields to lay on for hours at a time, but none it if matters anymore since it's been ripped away from the source. I don't know how to put this softly or even in any other way, but it's back to the basics to return to the life I never had because there was no one ever there to pick me up in the end.

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Back to the basics, back to the numb feeling that held me longer than any love or person has shown me. Back to when I was spit on and beat up for being a geek, then coming home to home that doesn't want me. Time to surrender and no it's not worth trying anymore, I am short the pieces to complete said puzzle to life. Back to being disrespected and shunned by all my peers and people around the world, reminding myself I haven't got a soul that's willing to listen to my tales. Remembering the life of hiding and solitude, maybe it's the better thing to do. Missing the locomotive sounds and the empty fields to lay on for hours at a time, but none it if matters anymore since it's been ripped away from the source. I don't know how to put this softly or even in any other way, but it's back to the basics to return to the life I never had because there was no one ever there to pick me up in the end.