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There is nothing that I could do to express what I have gone through,
my pain lingers as a stench that will never wash away.
Some say to pray for help,
who in the fuck can I pray to when I get no response?
No answers to questions and no questions to answer,
self doubt all over my body can't you tell by the way I walk?
I don't know how much longer I will go,
this gun is mighty tempting to start pandemonium over my own death.

Who is going to cry over a worthless fuck like me?
Tears can no longer run down my cheek or chin,
I have expelled all that I could but still no one bothers.
Testing myself as I spin the chamber round and round,
shots go off but nothing has happened.
Maybe this is a testament in it's own but humor has only gone so far,
taking my own life would be a worthy prize since I'll probably be on the news.

Walking up and down through the train tracks wiling out,
drinking out of the bottle wrapped with the paper bag.
Spend everything I have on something that will get me out of my mind state,
I was born to fail so get over what the fuck you know now.
Tighten the noose because I was born to lose,
don't try to stop me I am taping this event for your pleasure.
Before I go this time ends just remember,
the darkness consumed me as it will the others.
Distant adventures bringing me to my knees,
now it's the time to be the tortoise and gain death before you.

Description
There is nothing that I could do to express what I have gone through,
my pain lingers as a stench that will never wash away.
Some say to pray for help,
who in the fuck can I pray to when I get no response?
No answers to questions and no questions to answer,
self doubt all over my body can't you tell by the way I walk?
I don't know how much longer I will go,
this gun is mighty tempting to start pandemonium over my own death.

Who is going to cry over a worthless fuck like me?
Tears can no longer run down my cheek or chin,
I have expelled all that I could but still no one bothers.
Testing myself as I spin the chamber round and round,
shots go off but nothing has happened.
Maybe this is a testament in it's own but humor has only gone so far,
taking my own life would be a worthy prize since I'll probably be on the news.

Walking up and down through the train tracks wiling out,
drinking out of the bottle wrapped with the paper bag.
Spend everything I have on something that will get me out of my mind state,
I was born to fail so get over what the fuck you know now.
Tighten the noose because I was born to lose,
don't try to stop me I am taping this event for your pleasure.
Before I go this time ends just remember,
the darkness consumed me as it will the others.
Distant adventures bringing me to my knees,
now it's the time to be the tortoise and gain death before you.