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Two nights ago I was hit with the worst news,
six to eight months left of this mans life caused me to relapse after so long.
Standing alone calm on the outside to help everyone else out,
problems do tend to control the pain deep inside my shallow soul.
I never dreamed a dream of this happening in my still what I call childhood,
forgive me God if you even exist but tonight I have just drank another bottle of liquor.
I wish this was all a dream of my mind but it's this has drug in too deep,
opening another bottle and opening another thing of tobacco I think life has struck harder than ever,
in hopes that I will soon follow this man.
Looking up to him my whole life nothing understands my pain,
quite a shock to see me lie emotionless yet so depressed.
Various people say this is just another phase of the life cycle,
but how in the hell can't you just take this easily when it's someone that helped you your whole life.
Seriously I finally broke down the night I was told,
I still can't believe this man who sold his tales is gone in six to eight months.
Forgiveness or not I am just going to swallow this liquor to drown it out,
drunken again and still can't wash this away so another glass is being poured.
Please forgive me world,
but losing this man will be my own personal suicide of my very soul.

Description
Two nights ago I was hit with the worst news,
six to eight months left of this mans life caused me to relapse after so long.
Standing alone calm on the outside to help everyone else out,
problems do tend to control the pain deep inside my shallow soul.
I never dreamed a dream of this happening in my still what I call childhood,
forgive me God if you even exist but tonight I have just drank another bottle of liquor.
I wish this was all a dream of my mind but it's this has drug in too deep,
opening another bottle and opening another thing of tobacco I think life has struck harder than ever,
in hopes that I will soon follow this man.
Looking up to him my whole life nothing understands my pain,
quite a shock to see me lie emotionless yet so depressed.
Various people say this is just another phase of the life cycle,
but how in the hell can't you just take this easily when it's someone that helped you your whole life.
Seriously I finally broke down the night I was told,
I still can't believe this man who sold his tales is gone in six to eight months.
Forgiveness or not I am just going to swallow this liquor to drown it out,
drunken again and still can't wash this away so another glass is being poured.
Please forgive me world,
but losing this man will be my own personal suicide of my very soul.