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Published: 2011-03-23 05:58:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 31; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Description Where did she go

Oh yea I know

I pushed her away

And now I Think about her everyday

She was a sister when I needed one

I didnt realize how lucky i was till it was done

She helped me with my Demons

And I Argued with her for no Fucking Reason

I just want a chance to say I'm sorry

Ive changed so lets end this Quarry

You werent the one who made me feel Depressed

You were the one who supressed it

But now I'm Wondering where did she go

I miss her so much I'm about to blow
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Comments: 30

XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:00:05 +0000 UTC]

reminds me of when i was with him too...

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:05:02 +0000 UTC]

Well its always a Artists mission to get a reaction out of its viewers so in a way I'm glad but also sad for bringing up old memories for you.
This is how I truly feel about the person this is about I Fucked it up.

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:05:56 +0000 UTC]

i know how the other person feels

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:07:15 +0000 UTC]

I imagine it feels awefull

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:08:04 +0000 UTC]

you have no idea....

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:10:38 +0000 UTC]

Ive tried to get back in contact with her but she wont even talk to me.
This shit has haunted me for nearly a year.

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:11:16 +0000 UTC]

mines gone on for about 6 what did you do to her?

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:12:58 +0000 UTC]

Pushed her away basically

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:14:09 +0000 UTC]

why

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:17:03 +0000 UTC]

Cause I'm an idiot pretty much.
I have a social Disorder and it progresses when you get older and first i pushed away nearly every friend i had then it went on to her and various others.
Me and her started out helping each other through tough shit in life.
we werent dating but we were Just about to but i fucked it up.

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:18:12 +0000 UTC]

yup know what thats like

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:22:21 +0000 UTC]

It fucking sucks.
A few months after I pushed her away it dawned on me what i had been doing and luckily I stopped Myself from pushing away my best friend and his Gf both of whom I love dearly.
last time we hung out.
I made sure to tell them how much they meant to me.

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:24:31 +0000 UTC]

atleast u made things right with them

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:25:30 +0000 UTC]

Yea That i managed to save.
So whens the last time you talked to the guy???

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:26:23 +0000 UTC]

october

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:30:40 +0000 UTC]

I see.
so what did he do to you

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:33:42 +0000 UTC]

chose a fat fucked up ugly piece of shit phsycotic cunt who was my best friend over my after i gave up everything for him

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:36:37 +0000 UTC]

Thats fucked up.
Bet he Regrets it.

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:36:58 +0000 UTC]

nope...

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:40:44 +0000 UTC]

Then he's an Idiot

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:41:34 +0000 UTC]

thats what i am told

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:44:33 +0000 UTC]

Well Bliss do what you said you were going to do,move on theres plenty of Chicks out there who would be lucky to have you.
I'm going to keep fighting to get to talk to mine again.

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:48:56 +0000 UTC]

ty n i hope your dosnt turn out like mine

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:50:21 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.
Well to be honest i dont think she will ever talk to me again but it cant hurt to try.

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:50:47 +0000 UTC]

thats true

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:52:00 +0000 UTC]

Yea

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:53:16 +0000 UTC]

hope all gos well

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JoshDeadmansmith In reply to XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 06:53:58 +0000 UTC]

Same to you

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XBlissfulXNightX In reply to JoshDeadmansmith [2011-03-23 06:58:12 +0000 UTC]

ty

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XBlissfulXNightX [2011-03-23 05:59:50 +0000 UTC]

that is how i wish my ex felt for me.....

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