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Published: 2009-02-03 03:11:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 6076; Favourites: 399; Downloads: 171
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Description things i used to believe, but my eyes are not wide shut anymore:

i scream I LOVE YOU into
the mirror and don't believe
it. one blink for no. two
blinks for this is enough this
is enough and i don't want

it anymore.

i open up an envelope to
find a goldfish and your
sad-eyes. i changed my
mind. i changed my mind
because an umbrella and

a dying tree is not the
same thing.

and where did you get
those cuts on your hand?
he called back late. or maybe

he just never showed up
at all. maybe he was
just never there

at all.

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just wanted to show you some other stuff i've been working on lately. i loooove painting! =] and i've never been so inspired before in my life. i've gotten over all the things i used to believe that weren't worth believing.


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please please vote for me: [link]

and let me know when you do so i can feature you as a thank you!
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Comments: 47

Lilielo-Lawliet [2010-01-11 17:59:15 +0000 UTC]

lovely

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vasodelirium [2010-01-10 20:14:28 +0000 UTC]

hi!i have featured your work in my journal,hope it's ok with you!

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massacre-xx [2009-02-07 04:54:13 +0000 UTC]

i find this to be...so intriguing.
i love it.

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PaxZed [2009-02-06 13:31:34 +0000 UTC]

very nice art, and I love your words, they say more than they say

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whorebath [2009-02-05 21:55:40 +0000 UTC]

i love the colors here

and the paint seems to be randomly put, but it flows

ahh this is just too amazing ^^

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Ryo-usagi [2009-02-04 22:25:14 +0000 UTC]

"maybe he was
just never there

at all."


The poem is beautifully expressive. It reminds me a lot of that empty space left when you and another are in love and then it ends. when it ends, all that time, passion, effort and beauty seem to have no meaning anymore, its like something stuck in the past that doesn't reach you any longer, and it hurts because it was such a huge part of you beforehand.

It always reminds me of delusions of love, especially. People can believe in anything, even if the parties involved don't believe at all.

Very thought-provoking work, thank you. And the visual to go along with it is very abstract, but full of meaning. The two sides almost represent male and female, and the splatters over the definitions definitely enhance what I mentioned earlier about things being real and then ending and aren't supposed to be real anymore.

Haha, hope I made sense to you Great work!!

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Spirry [2009-02-04 19:01:32 +0000 UTC]

So lovely colors, I love it!

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ThediaryofJane [2009-02-04 10:18:09 +0000 UTC]

this is really genial! I love teh colour inks.. great!

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eaglewarrio9 [2009-02-04 07:43:31 +0000 UTC]

this is absolutely amazing.
i would love to have the talent and imagination that you have.

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Chibi-ChaoFun [2009-02-04 02:31:08 +0000 UTC]

whoa, so cool! love it, very nice

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TheseFadingColors [2009-02-04 02:29:20 +0000 UTC]

you dont even realize how much you inspire me! I started my visual journal recently and I just cant stop,
so fun!

I was just wondering, how do you do your splatters?

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juliatrotti In reply to TheseFadingColors [2009-02-04 02:37:28 +0000 UTC]

oh awesome any chance for me to see? i'd love to see what you're getting up to in yours! as for the splatters, i just a lot a lot of water and flick the paintbrush at the page and hope for the best. i think its all up to experiment though, it took me a while to find a technique that im happy with for splatters

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TheseFadingColors In reply to juliatrotti [2009-02-04 02:39:41 +0000 UTC]

for sure! I'll add them sometime and then send you a note or something

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juliatrotti In reply to TheseFadingColors [2009-02-06 04:19:16 +0000 UTC]

yeah sounds good =]

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elenicanclimb513 [2009-02-03 23:56:17 +0000 UTC]

how'd u make the splatters so nicely shaped??
weird question i kno

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marissaxxx [2009-02-03 21:36:32 +0000 UTC]

I simply love the colours and the paint splatters!

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themonsteriam [2009-02-03 21:30:05 +0000 UTC]



this is so stunning it brings tears to my eyes.

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bleedingphlypaper [2009-02-03 21:06:29 +0000 UTC]

i find it necessary to tell you how inspiring you are. this is absolutely beautiful and the poem at the bottom is absolutely amazing aswell, you're an incredible artist. <3

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yoursmydear [2009-02-03 20:17:23 +0000 UTC]

nice, love the poem

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poppydrop [2009-02-03 19:18:21 +0000 UTC]

i've finally come up with a word which just might describe you and your artwork properly: Amazing <3

ur work is so unusual fro athe stuff i usually see,and its incredibly beautiful.. both your writing, traditional art and photos (:

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fastenmewings [2009-02-03 16:56:56 +0000 UTC]

Good for you! =]

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mooie-matters [2009-02-03 15:52:37 +0000 UTC]

i love this piece!!!!

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belovedchild113 [2009-02-03 15:47:18 +0000 UTC]

spectacular

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macinator [2009-02-03 15:33:14 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful

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ofXsacredXflame [2009-02-03 15:10:44 +0000 UTC]

wow this is so interesting & beautiful!

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ppaayyaa [2009-02-03 13:52:30 +0000 UTC]

this is interesting.

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sh3rryb3ar [2009-02-03 13:08:50 +0000 UTC]

i like the poem very much.

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sinbad269 [2009-02-03 12:57:28 +0000 UTC]

very cool.

I... wait. yea i dunno. I'm speechless

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tupiniquim [2009-02-03 11:08:45 +0000 UTC]

geee, gorgeous artwork (:

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Squiggler [2009-02-03 09:31:45 +0000 UTC]

Nice colours

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kiwikelsey [2009-02-03 09:01:00 +0000 UTC]

i was going to say
'am i the only one who noticed that that blue sploch looks like africa?'

but then i saw that afrca was mentioned and i was like OHHHH (:

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JuggleClown54 [2009-02-03 05:46:26 +0000 UTC]

I love the art...but the description makes it even better. Really awesome. Keep it up. I love your work.

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jmid [2009-02-03 05:38:22 +0000 UTC]

creative.

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T-Bag-Productions [2009-02-03 05:07:43 +0000 UTC]

I like this.
I don't know why, but I really like this.
I've watched you for a while... a good eye for photos, and appropriate touch-up skills.
Nice work all around.
But this...
I like this.

Thank you.

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quidditch-chick [2009-02-03 04:59:51 +0000 UTC]

This.. is amazing. The colors, the splash shapes, the text. It's certainly inspiration for me.

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as-they-say [2009-02-03 04:49:03 +0000 UTC]

i love love love this

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mondayfeild [2009-02-03 04:40:56 +0000 UTC]

im inspired!

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Who-Is-LSDave [2009-02-03 03:49:05 +0000 UTC]

I'm so very proud to have been here, while you were growing beyond these things. Your creativity is a beautiful thing.

Can I comment only on the little poem below? I want to, but I don't want to comment on the picture. It's abstract, and beautiful on it's own merits, and I feel like I'd be forcing myself to examine something which should be allowed speak for itself.

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juliatrotti In reply to Who-Is-LSDave [2009-02-03 03:59:35 +0000 UTC]

im still looking back wondering how i grew from all this and how it happened, and im thinking i don't want to question it. im just so so happy it happened. and its also amazing how you can see my growth through my art and you notice it =]

and sure, you can just comment on the poem alone [i did write it really quickly though, all in one go, no stopping just to let you know!] but i'll be looking forward to hearing your thoughts, as i always do

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Who-Is-LSDave In reply to juliatrotti [2009-02-03 04:50:42 +0000 UTC]

I'm interested myself. I'm envious. Jealous even - I wish I had your creative drive. Instead my motivation lays in waste, while I try to figure out why I'm so excited about writing, and yet incapable of doing so...

I wouldn't call my ability to see the changes in you amazing. You didn't do much to hide it, and I tend to notice these things. Though recently I'm realising I pay an awful lot (probably an inappropriate amount) of attention to the personalities of people I like and respect. Peoples lives interest me, what can I say?

Also, these days, to keep my brain active, I keep playing rhyming games with words, and so I found myself smiling when I read "[i did write it really quickly though, all in one go, no stopping just to let you know!]".

I think it's interesting that you're moving on into a happier lifestyle for yourself, and yet the poem (which you say you wrote without stopping, so I know it's more personal) is one that definitely isn't happy. I hope that the sadness in it is in your past - certainly seems to be anyway.

i scream I LOVE YOU into
the mirror and don't believe
it.
This is so true of anyone with low self-esteem, the image is perfect, but heart-breaking. I can actually see my past self doing this exact thing, though I never have, and it would just be silly if I did. Great image though. The complete lack of caps apart from the words "I LOVE YOU" is a beautiful touch.

because an umbrella and

a dying tree is not the
same thing.
These are hilarious, heart-breaking, deeply thought provoking words. We make the world out of dreams and what we want things we want them to be, but it doesn't change the fact that we are the ones who change the world, and an umbrella and a dying tree is not the same thing.

I feel uncomfortable reviewing a poem that isn't even part of the work in question, so I'm going to stop now...

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madgabber [2009-02-03 03:40:58 +0000 UTC]

Your journals inpire me. I've always wanted the creativity to make things like this.

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takingtheblade [2009-02-03 03:37:18 +0000 UTC]

I really love this. I think I've seen some other works of yours on here that use a very similar painting technique. Tell me: how do you get those awesome splatters that aren't so splattery?

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Mechanical-Pencil [2009-02-03 03:36:17 +0000 UTC]

How do you get those awesome splatters? Do you jut load water colors with water and just.. dump it? So neat. ^ _ ^

I really love your stuff. Keep up the amazing work.

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MUSICIANxATxHEART [2009-02-03 03:21:26 +0000 UTC]

Wow!

There are a lot of feelings with this artwork that just screams out to me. If that even makes sense, that is...

And the colors are simply beautiful.

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anyimacielgray [2009-02-03 03:16:56 +0000 UTC]

but i am trying to forget.
but i

have already forgotten.

but just let me
believe that.okay.

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LostWithinDreams [2009-02-03 03:15:58 +0000 UTC]

Wait, wait, wait!
This whole picture is a painting? O:

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xadacka [2009-02-03 03:13:03 +0000 UTC]

Cool =]

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