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one down...

Subject-wise, I don't know if I can fully go into this one. I think it's really more about... what I wish I could do, or the emotional breaking point I almost wish I could reach. I don't know why crying has become something so hard for me to do when I need to. Even when the other sides of myself, like my mind, could come to terms with said issue, my heart won't let me reach this point, as if doing so is giving up hope.

Had to try some different things this time around, thought about a city/sidewalk scene at first, but wasn't giving the presence I was wanting. Learning the brush engine sucks and is fun at the same time. Still have to work on BGs more but this is a good first step in the right direction.

Description
one down...

Subject-wise, I don't know if I can fully go into this one. I think it's really more about... what I wish I could do, or the emotional breaking point I almost wish I could reach. I don't know why crying has become something so hard for me to do when I need to. Even when the other sides of myself, like my mind, could come to terms with said issue, my heart won't let me reach this point, as if doing so is giving up hope.

Had to try some different things this time around, thought about a city/sidewalk scene at first, but wasn't giving the presence I was wanting. Learning the brush engine sucks and is fun at the same time. Still have to work on BGs more but this is a good first step in the right direction.