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Published: 2015-03-07 16:04:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 229; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 0
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Its been a while since I drew him, and its been a little while since I drew a male picture like this... I need to get back to practicing...That moment when you realize your Oc looks fruity...
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Thank you~!!! X3
I'm glad you like them... My goal is to make him cuter.. >w<
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His eyes look a little funny to me.
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yus~!!!! >w<
Have you ever had a time where you seriously wanted to get up and punch a friend dead in the face? Or is that just me?
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Naw!!!! I feels you sooo strooongly!!!! Ah god, where do I begin!
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I swear I seriously wanted to get up and start swinging on my friends today.
Usually it takes a lot to bother me you know? So with them bugging me the way they were, I just wanted to lose it.
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Wow. I know bruh, you told me once you were like, quiet and close (totally fine with that too), so damn that does say something bold. What'd they do if you don't mine meh asking??
I gives hugs in support.
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To be honest, sometimes they joke and other times they don't.
So I don't even really know what they'd do. I sort of feel stupid about realizing that to.
Thankies~ ;w;
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Dude, I'm the same fucking way (I curse due to extremely negative emotions).
I can also never tell when my friends are joking or not. I always tell myself they are, but deep inside I know I'm not sure. And it sucks especially when I take actions thinking they mean bad, but they're really joking. Call it past scars, my mind is pretty screwed up. So yeah, I feel ya.
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I don't mind the cursing. Really, you could say the worst things on my page for all I care.
I wish I could get myself to curse like that. I can never get myself to do I though. Guess because I have such strict parents.
I'm thankful someone can understand. It'd be nice if you could tell, you know. Its just, sometimes I wish my friends wouldn't joke around so much.
It makes it more and more difficult for you to know what's serious and what isn't, and it gets upsetting and annoying.
My friends swear to god its funny to tease me about how they enjoy being in different schools. That... sort of hurts. Because, to me, it feels like their saying that their happy to be away from me.
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Yeah. It kinda does...
I know a lot of people would say "Well have you asked them if their joking or not?" I know my therapists have told me that. But hey, they made the saying. "Easier said than done." for a reason. And then the look for tone thing. But that's why they invented a little thing called sarcasm.
I mean, I try to joke around with my friends, but sometimes they don't understand me humor and likes. We have similarities, and differences like everyone else in this fucked up world we live in. Cause I know people have criticized me, then told me they were joking. And then when people I know off line joke with me, and they keep it up for a while, I feel angry and anxious that their really being serious. Cause trust me, I've had screwed up moments where someone tells me something, and I take it the wrong way. It ends pretty badly. I can name a lot, and I'm totally open to it.
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Man, I know exactly how that is.
Many of the reasons I think you don't ask about if their joking or not (Or if you even hold back the anger or irritation you have) is because of the importance of the friendship to you. That's how it is for me. I don't want to say something wrong, and the relations I have with these people disappear. That's how the both of us feel I assume.
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That pretty much wraps it up. Friendship is fragile as glass, even the slightest puncture could shatter it. And your too afraid to be the glass or the glass breaker. If you ask and your friend and they say no, you've been too rough and the glass shatters. But if they tell you yes, you become the pile of broken glass, whether they used sarcasm in their response or not. It won't matter, because you're in a non stop spiraling world of confusion and distress.
I used to feel that way all the time with my mother, in fact I still do. I never knew what she'd be like every time I opened my bedroom door or came back from school. Either she'd be angry, miserable, or "happy". And I'd never know what to do or say. If I spoke, she yelled at me, if I was silent, she yelled at me. I remember always trying to do what would make her happy, but it never worked. I can't tell you how many times she hurt me. It was a constant mystery with no solution. Until I finally realized, nothing was gonna make her happy, or at least not for long. So I "fought back" she'd put it. And I'd even make her scream and cry, just like she did to me. I never forgave her, never, and now she's telling me she wants to "fix our relationship". Frankly, I think that's a load of bull shit. I mean, I just don't even know what she'll do. So I'm just cold and mean, I don't even regret it. But I don't want that to happen to you, cause trust me, I've done some stuff, and it didn't leave]e me unmarked. So the best advice I can give you is to ignore and lose your temper when NO ONE is around to hear or see you. It's a hard thing to do, I can only do it out of metal force, but hey, it just might help. I mean, I know I gotta be two different people with just about everyone. Or else they're scared of me... It sucks.
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I agree to that fact, some things are too fragile to be held, and sometimes friendship is like that.
Its like a fragile thing that can break with the simplest grasp. Sometimes, I try not to make friends for that reason.
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Yeah. I wish I could help bruh, but I've given you the advice I got.
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Its okay, I appreciate the help. ^w^
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Anytime ^^
I love helping my friends with these kinda situations. I think I understand them more. The simple ones of "This person threw a pencil at my face!" or whatever, I'm just like, "Wow... You're life is so damn hard." course I don't actually say that. I give the answer of, tell them to leave you alone. So yeah ^^
Anytime you gotta problem like this one, don't be afraid to reach out. I'll do what I can.
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