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I'm so sad
why does this happen
i just want to be held close
to be comforted
to be cared about

but I'm overwhelmed
with stress
with sadness
with anxiety
with fear
why won't this go away
why can't someone fix me
am i that broken
broken beyond repair?

I'm scared
i just want to not feel this pain
i just want to feel okay
to be fixed
but i can't
im unfixable
and that makes me cry

i just don't know really anymore.

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