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Jashin,
I'm so tired of the same old shit!
Sorry doesn't fix anything!
Sorry I broke your heart,
Sorry I won't let you show your real self,
Sorry I don't have time to listen to you,
Sorry I'm not a real friend,
SORRY I FUCKING SAID I WAS SCARED OF YOU!
Do you know how that makes me feel people?
No?
Well I'll tell you this,
Every time I hear that,
I just want to go kill myself.
You know,
Cause it's absolutely terrific to know you are feared by people,
Like your some kind of monster or FREAK!
I have to build everyone up,
As I'm being destroyed downwards.
I can't worry about myself.
Oh no!
That would make me a selfish bitch,
Wouldn't it?
Can I cry,
Can I talk,
Can I FEEL?
No?
Didn't think so.
There must be so many things wrong with me,
I mean,
Even I notice it!
How could I not?!
Everyone says there is.
You think you can relate?!
Fucking no you can't!
You don't know HALF the shit I go through!
You want to know something about me?
Not really?
Yeah,
I already knew that.
So tease me,
Torture me,
Kill me from the inside out!
I don't care anymore.
I just really,
Really don't.
I'm too pissed at the world,
At irony,
At everyone,
To give a shit anymore.
Why should I hold you up,
When you aren't willing to do the same?
Yeah,
This made me feel better.
Maybe you'll think twice now,
Before you judge some one,
Or say some shit like that.

Description
Jashin,
I'm so tired of the same old shit!
Sorry doesn't fix anything!
Sorry I broke your heart,
Sorry I won't let you show your real self,
Sorry I don't have time to listen to you,
Sorry I'm not a real friend,
SORRY I FUCKING SAID I WAS SCARED OF YOU!
Do you know how that makes me feel people?
No?
Well I'll tell you this,
Every time I hear that,
I just want to go kill myself.
You know,
Cause it's absolutely terrific to know you are feared by people,
Like your some kind of monster or FREAK!
I have to build everyone up,
As I'm being destroyed downwards.
I can't worry about myself.
Oh no!
That would make me a selfish bitch,
Wouldn't it?
Can I cry,
Can I talk,
Can I FEEL?
No?
Didn't think so.
There must be so many things wrong with me,
I mean,
Even I notice it!
How could I not?!
Everyone says there is.
You think you can relate?!
Fucking no you can't!
You don't know HALF the shit I go through!
You want to know something about me?
Not really?
Yeah,
I already knew that.
So tease me,
Torture me,
Kill me from the inside out!
I don't care anymore.
I just really,
Really don't.
I'm too pissed at the world,
At irony,
At everyone,
To give a shit anymore.
Why should I hold you up,
When you aren't willing to do the same?
Yeah,
This made me feel better.
Maybe you'll think twice now,
Before you judge some one,
Or say some shit like that.