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KarrieDreammind — Up in the clouds

Published: 2006-07-13 13:50:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 1523; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 5
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Description (Sequel to my previous deviation.)
Ah, now I know what it feels like to be up in the clouds...! Today was for me the best day ever (I even couldn't sleep in the night in wait for this day)! For those of you who were worried about me, thank you and please don't anymore because right now I feel great!! Thanks for everyone's support!

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So this is what happened:

After the final assembly of the school and the handing out of the reports, I went upstairs as usual and started walking around the corridors, as usual, to look for him. Today (Thursday) was the day when I was promised to get an answer from him. So I felt good because I wasn't doing anything I wasn't supposed to be doing. Then I met mrs. K and she told me he had read the article and was very pleased with it; and also that it's what every teacher would like to hear.^^ She also said that according to them it wasn't really something to be put in the newspaper. She said that afterwards it would be very difficult for me but also for him if everyone reads it. <=This is something I still don't get. What exactly did she mean by "it would be diificult for me and for him"? I thanked her but said that I would like to hear all this from him. She just laughed and walked away.

Then I met mrs. L. For her I had prepared a sign which I stuck on my cloths and it read: "I have the right to be here today and walk in the corridor and you can't say anything against me!" XD She laughed when she read it and answered with: "Yes, but not all day..."

And then... after some more walking around, when I was alone in a small corridor wondering how it is possible for him to disappear like that, I heard him call my name behind me. God, I didn't know he was able to speak in such a gentle tone!!! ^//^ I literary felt like melting! He came over to me and said that he had read it... and he was flattered!!! He also said it wasn't the best idea to put it in the newspaper. Then I answered: "Yes, I don't insist on that... I just wanted you to read it!" *faint* ~no no, I didn't faint! And so... he thanked me and wished me to have a nice holiday. I soo will now!!! After that I felt I was burning all over and needed a cold shower. Then I went home.
But I still can't forget the uber-gentleness with which he called my name and then spoke to me! X3 I had never heard his voice like this before. Then there was the simple fact that I was standing there against him, looking straight into his eyes (so did he) and I was aware that at that moment that he already knew how I felt about him (well maybe not explicitly) and how much he meant for me; and there he was - thanking me for the simple but powerful gesture I had done for him. It was the best and ultimate moment when with his simple kindness he made my soul cry out of happiness!!

And that is why - I feel good now!
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Comments: 36

shadows93 [2007-05-18 02:47:52 +0000 UTC]

Nice one, getting your happy ending! xD I'll go try to get mine someday... Maybe not soon, but someday. I'm just gonna say this- thank you. I don't know why, but this gives me a lot of hope. So thank you. Good luck!

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-18 09:06:32 +0000 UTC]

Everyone deserves a happy ending. I'm glad I was able to give you hope with my story. Just remember to do what you believe is really right.

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-18 12:11:17 +0000 UTC]

I'll remember that in... 3 years now I guess... I'll tell him senior year, just tell him, then probably leave.

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-18 23:56:39 +0000 UTC]

So you're going to wait till the very end until you tell him? That might be better than what I did.. >.> Though are you sure he doesn't already know now?

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-19 02:45:07 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure he's probably guessed by now... I think my English/Spanish teacher guessed... Yea, waiting till the very end seems like a good idea... Besides, I plan on going to college really close to the school. I'll go back every few months or so... If I can stay away that long =.=;

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-19 11:38:40 +0000 UTC]

Oh dear.. he will be scared! just kiddin. I hope you can trust your Spanish/English teacher though, cuz sometimes it could be quite frustrating to know that other people know about your little secret, especially other teachers! o.o Btw, how exactly do you plan to tell him? (Sorry if the questions are getting too much, I'm just curious)

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-19 16:22:35 +0000 UTC]

Nope, questions give me something to do besides video games and writing xD Well, Ellie (the teacher) is leaving this year, but she seemed like it didn't bother her that much. I think she already knew... *sigh* At this point, I have no clue how to tell him... Maybe a note, maybe I'll just tell him after Graduation of my senior year...

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-22 15:28:10 +0000 UTC]

Omg, this gets me excited as well for some odd reason.. >.> Are you looking forward to it?

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-23 03:12:37 +0000 UTC]

lmao, it gets me very nervous everytime I think about it, but yea... I am actuallly looking forward to it...

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-23 22:34:51 +0000 UTC]

That's reasonable. X3 There is a danger though: since you will be playing the scene so many times in your mind, when the moment actually comes it will most probably turn out different than you had imagined it. This might upset you... you need to be prepared for that.
Yeh ehm.. not trying to sound like an expert or anything.. just speaking out of personal experience.

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-24 03:25:17 +0000 UTC]

Lol, I know that. Still, can't help myself from thinking about it and playing it over and over... Dammit xD Eh, I keep playing the worst possible scenario Heh, you're as close to an expert as I'm getting though! xD

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-24 07:16:13 +0000 UTC]

Hehe..'an expert'? Wouldn't call myself that, lol. I still do things which later turn out to be not such a good idea after all... >_>

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-25 13:06:46 +0000 UTC]

lmao, we all do that at one point. Trust me on that one >< It all goes right in the end... Hopefully =.=

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-25 14:10:13 +0000 UTC]

*big sigh* hopefully, yeh... Hm, the worst thing that can happen if things get serious is for him to lose his job. @_@ But this is really extreme. Otherwise if more people find out about it, something else that can happen is to forbid you to see and talk to him for reasons other than school stuff..and ehm, to tell you that 'you have to keep a distance' from him (which was the case with me), but if things don't get serious you can always enjoy his company and friendliness with you, so - make sure you make the most out of it! = D

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-30 01:46:52 +0000 UTC]

Yea I know, which is why I don't want to tell him or anyone at the school >< I care about him too much, I would hate for him to lose his job because of me. Yea, which is another reason I don't want to tell anyone else, I have this odd thing where I would like to see him everyday xD Which is why I'm beginning to hate summer and weekends >< Keeping a distance is pretty much a smart thing to do at the moment. His company and friendliness is basically all I expect out of him, and that's good enough for me! ^^

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-05-30 22:54:10 +0000 UTC]

Ah, I know that feeling! Man, when the last summer holiday came I wished a miracle would happen to give me a reason to stay in school for some more.. T-T And after that I was having pretty much the same feeling every holiday and every weekend.. we got too much of those lately, damn! X( And to top it all his working week has been reduced to only three days a week this year. So every Tuesday and Friday were dead boring to me throughout the whole year... -_-

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-05-31 22:42:08 +0000 UTC]

Heh, my miracle is going back for probably 5 minutes to get my stuff from my cubby and hoping to see him >< We do get too many holidays and weekends... Like Christmas holiday, damn that was hell... What does he teach anyways? 3 days a week? Man dude, that must have sucked x.x I'm glad that mine has at least 5 days. Wednesdays always sucked for me because I only had his class for half an hour ><

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-06-02 09:16:16 +0000 UTC]

=O But at least you still do have his class! And what hurts me the most is that I don't have lessons with him anymore because of my self! >.< Yes, he teaches physics and unlucky me that was one of my worst nightmares as a subject last year. I hardly ever got any good grades and I failed the exam at the end of the year. But they let me through because I decicded to drop the subject this year. Yeh.... I still feel guily for having done it.. but physics was an absolute hell for me! >.< One would think that being in love with the teacher would give me inspiration to do well. Well it did and I did study most hard for physics... but no effect. Besides the shame of failing in front of him time and time again was too much to bare so I put an end to it all... -_-

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shadows93 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2007-06-03 06:13:08 +0000 UTC]

Yea, I was lucky I had his class last year. I'm gonna have his class probably for the rest of high school. Our Spanish teacher, the one who I think knows (Mrs. E, we call all the teachers by their first names), is leaving next year and since Mr. K (The one I like) teaches the only other language, Latin, that's where I'm going. Then there will be physics for senior year so that works. I'm dreading physics after listening to your story O.O Dreading Latin too... It seems pretty hard and I really want to seem smart in front of him =.= Inspiration is good, but my damned stubbornness won't let me fail in front of him so I'll probably be up late every night studying for tests and doing his homework and stuff >< *sigh*

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2010-12-01 21:35:08 +0000 UTC]

Hi, it's been 3 years since our last convo but I was reading it again and just wondered what happened?

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KarrieDreammind In reply to shadows93 [2007-06-05 07:15:09 +0000 UTC]

I wish you good luck to do awesome in his subject and impress him!

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Simple-guy [2006-07-14 09:52:00 +0000 UTC]

Well, everything turned out alright in the end, glad you're happy again!

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KarrieDreammind In reply to Simple-guy [2006-07-14 11:23:13 +0000 UTC]

Yesss!! Thanks!

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AO968 [2006-07-13 17:33:25 +0000 UTC]

I love happy endings, good to hear it all worked out well in the end.

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KarrieDreammind In reply to AO968 [2006-07-13 18:48:15 +0000 UTC]

That's great! Not too many people are fond of happy endings... Well yes, even though it seemed pretty hopeless at first, it turned out that there is a way for it to end well! Once again, thanks for your support!

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AlexE88 [2006-07-13 16:38:41 +0000 UTC]

Ahhhh how relaxing

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KarrieDreammind In reply to AlexE88 [2006-07-13 16:56:19 +0000 UTC]

Sure is!!

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AlexE88 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2006-07-13 17:59:24 +0000 UTC]

I wish I were there with you

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KarrieDreammind In reply to AlexE88 [2006-07-13 18:46:17 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, you're welcome! But in order to stay on the cloud and not fall through it your spirit has to be very light at the moment. You have to feel extremely happy for some reason, or just simply be amazed by love, like me.

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AlexE88 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2006-07-14 09:34:02 +0000 UTC]

Hum.... (thinks a few moments) Darn it... ok... I'll try some other time...

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KarrieDreammind In reply to AlexE88 [2006-07-14 11:24:40 +0000 UTC]

lol Aww, you're not feeling that way? Ah well, your time will come as well.

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AlexE88 In reply to KarrieDreammind [2006-07-14 11:27:00 +0000 UTC]

I know

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Asukki-chan [2006-07-13 14:41:53 +0000 UTC]

This pic is very cute, and that story is cute also. Hooray cuteness!

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KarrieDreammind In reply to Asukki-chan [2006-07-13 16:11:31 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, you think so? Thanks!

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Sapha [2006-07-13 14:06:15 +0000 UTC]

...wow O_o
You express your feelings with such an incredible intensity... I'm speechless, lol
Well... I'm just glad you feel great now, and hope you'll enjoy yourself during the holiday!! ^_^

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KarrieDreammind In reply to Sapha [2006-07-13 16:28:01 +0000 UTC]

Does it really seem that I express myself in such a way? Because I do feel it that way but I didn't know it was also effective from aside..! Hehe, I'm glad!
And you can imagine, after this I'll be sure to enjoy myself in the holiday! ^_^
Thanks again!

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