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katya-h β€” to be your harbor

Published: 2005-12-09 00:40:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 1612; Favourites: 28; Downloads: 153
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Description Sail your sea
Meet your storm
All I want is to be your harbor
The light in me
Will guide you home
All I want is to be your harbor

~Vienna Teng "Harbor"

Apologies for the schmaltzy picture I've been working on this for like a fucking MONTH AND A HALF (because I HAVE NO FREE TIME, THANK YOU CMU ) So I thought it deserved a deviation just to celebrate the fact I actually finished something! I need a more efficient method of painting digitally.

Anyway, this is a gift for my dear friend *Tygburd ! Supposedly we are going to write a story involving these two characters, which if you've been watching me or her you would know they are Celeste and Miichaiel(Misha), respectively. Both are completely blind and have some bizarre family histories. I say "supposedly" because I haven't written my part yet, because I am an awful person and take way too much to do, and school has just been really tough this semester. Tough in a different way than last year, though. Last years problems were more existential, this time they are more structural and... erm... grammatical.

I digress. So yes. The inspiration for this picture was actually something rather disturbing, but I kind of appropriated the idea and made it gooey and romantic instead. Woot! Enjoy, and hope you like it Tyg. I don't know when the story thing is going to happen x_X

edit: Man I just realized how friggin weird the lighting on his chin is Damn. Ohwellz.
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Comments: 48

CrazySwedishGirl [2006-12-28 19:19:25 +0000 UTC]

Oh man. This is awesome. I'm a sucker for gooey and romantic.
I wonder what unappropriate idea this sprung from though.
I find it interesting that a blind character has as colorful hair as Celeste. I'd imagine a blind person not to worry so much about his or her appearance since they can't see it themselves anyway.

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katya-h In reply to CrazySwedishGirl [2006-12-30 01:50:30 +0000 UTC]

Not gonna say
Thanks!

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CrazySwedishGirl In reply to katya-h [2006-12-30 20:02:25 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome.

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Droemar [2006-08-21 01:44:38 +0000 UTC]

The lighting on his CHIN is weird? Self-effacement is bad, you know. I love the expression and mood of this piece.

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katya-h In reply to Droemar [2006-08-24 04:06:50 +0000 UTC]

Is it self-effacement if it's true?

Thanks!

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Droemar In reply to katya-h [2006-08-26 17:49:14 +0000 UTC]

Yes. Even then. Post a tutorial on how you color! And color theory! I command it! Please?

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skydog190 [2006-03-06 03:41:49 +0000 UTC]

i really like how the light's coming from beneath them, and you're in cmu? i really wanna go their next year. what year are you?

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katya-h In reply to skydog190 [2006-03-06 04:26:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! And.. yeah I go to CMU, and I'm a sophomore XD But I'm really not the one to be asking about this, since I have mostly negative things to say about it. It depends on what you'd like to do. If you're going into art, you had better be prepared to live in an intellectual bubble and be forced to work mainly a certain way. They give you very little real life experience, and frankly CFA grads have a really hard time finding jobs doing what they want. You have very strong work and it's very likely that you would get in. If you're interested in anything other than very conceptual art, maybe something like illustration, graphic design, sequential, etc, it's probably not the right school for you. They are very very into postmodernism and installation artwork, and also some forms of computer and interactive works. There is a small base for traditional artists, but not much, and NONE for arts like photography, illustration, etc. It's also frustrating because like I said before - they kind of keep you in an intellectual bubble... which is nice, except it's a lot of work to keep up, and sometimes it feels like you're wasting your life. Also, the art program is VERY intense. Like I said.. I'm not really the one to ask, since I have mostly bad things to say about it XD I've met some really fantastic people here, even if I don't get to see them often. There are a few professors who are really good as well. The University gives you a lot of little benefits, and the fact that's a campus somewhere between suburban and urban is very interesting and unique. Have you applied already/done the portfolio review?

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skydog190 In reply to katya-h [2006-03-10 00:30:37 +0000 UTC]

So far I've applied and done the portfolio review. I'll find out if I get in sometime this month. I'm really into conceptual art, but I was hoping to get into the BHA program so I wouldn't be completely bombarded with art. It doesn't sound like CMU prepares you very well for getting a real job, but I may have misunderstood. Thank you so much for giving me some insight into the school, as well as your compliments about my art. I've been stressing about getting in for a few months now.

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katya-h In reply to skydog190 [2006-03-11 03:20:04 +0000 UTC]

Haha, I'm actually in the BHA program I like it a lot more than just Art (that I was in for my freshman year) because it gives you a very wide breadth of stuff to take, and lets you have so many more options. I do Anthropology along with Art. You get more electives and can take more interesting classes, and focus earlier on the kind of art you want to make. You just have to keep up your grades

If you really like conceptual art, you might really like it here, because they absolutely FLOOD you with it. You are required to take classes called "Concept Studio" where you just make junk that is more about the meaning and concept than anything else. (In Art, you need 8 of them, which includes "Art in Context" and year-long Senior Project) and in BHA you only need 2 of them. And no, CMU doesn't actually prepare you for much of a job when you are out of college. I met a bunch of alumni of CFA at a job fair, and most of them weren't even working in art, most just had "jobs". They totally stress conceptual and technical skill over real-life experience. Like I said, they kind of keep you in an intellectual bubble, that people often don't want to leave The most advice I ever got was "well, get your work out there!" "how?" "get it in galleries!" "how?" "it will happen! trust us!" Yeah. Oh, there's a lot of bad teachers here. But lots of excellent ones too. If you do come here, make sure to take Clayton Merrell for drawing or painting And Golan Levin for electronic arts, and make sure NEVER to take classes with Andrew Johnson!

But like I said, I'm pretty biased. You should come and investigate sometime. Are you from Pittsburgh? And yeah, I think your work has a pretty good chance of getting accepted

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skydog190 In reply to katya-h [2006-03-14 02:17:59 +0000 UTC]

yup, I'm from pittsburgh. I actually went to school with millie landis, which is how I came across your site. This is so awsesome that I found you-you're just the type of person I wanted to meet! Thank you so much for all the info. If I get in, I'll definitly go and check out the school one more time. They apparently start sending out letters on Wed. ::crosses fingers:: I'll let ya know if I get in.

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brightwhitenoise [2006-01-30 07:49:17 +0000 UTC]

wow. this is really beautiful. reading that they're both blind somehow makes it more meaningful, makes the moment you captured that much more powerful and intimate. i'm faving this. it makes me feel warm.

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katya-h In reply to brightwhitenoise [2006-01-31 21:13:05 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear that. This picture makes me feel all cuddly and warm too. Thanks so much for your kind comments!

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Musso [2006-01-13 14:46:50 +0000 UTC]

amazing use of colours - and a very sensitive piece too - gotta love it

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merriya [2006-01-03 14:00:21 +0000 UTC]

I love the lighting And I love the way you've drawn painted the faces... and the expressions, beautiful! @_@

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kzeor [2005-12-12 03:16:28 +0000 UTC]

Very very nice stuff. And oh so your style. Do you realize how unique your work is? I can pick it out easily. Is this done in Painter 9? I keep talking myself out of it but when I see things like this....Very beautiful. It may be smalzy or whatever you call it but I think it is striking and emotional. I do like the point of view. What gets me most is your glowing color choices.

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katya-h In reply to kzeor [2005-12-13 00:30:04 +0000 UTC]

That is an extraordinary compliment. Thank you so much! Yes, it was all done in Painter 9. I am glad you think it's really emotional, as opposed to overly mushy like I was afraid it would turn out. This comment cheered me up so greatly Thanks, Kip!

one day, I'll catch up with commenting...

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kzeor In reply to katya-h [2005-12-13 00:36:00 +0000 UTC]

Well, I meant it! Oh, I am getting a bit of attention from science fiction and fantasy press. Would you like me to direct some people to your gallery also for hiring you perhaps? I am also going to have to update my webpage and I was wondering if I could add a link to you here or to your webpage ( you do have one don't you)? Get it prepared if you do with a commission price list, I want to help people out the best I can.

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katya-h In reply to kzeor [2005-12-14 02:21:13 +0000 UTC]

That would be so absolutely amazing, I can't tell you O_O I would love that! Thank you so much, kip dear! My website is [link] and I have banners to link me on there already. However I plan on making a more professional "portfolio" site sometime soon. I have a commission price list there under "info". thank so much, again, Kip!

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kzeor In reply to katya-h [2005-12-14 03:16:36 +0000 UTC]

Ok, I will do that. I haven't updated my site in a long time and I plan on completely redoing it also but I will for sure add your link. The author that likes my work said that she has people looking at my work on her vampire anthology page. So, I think if my site is redone better and she sends people my way, they might click on your link. I might be getting ahead of myself but this thougth just hit me, instead of just a link to "my friends" or whatever, maybe a small banner that has a little glimpse of your artwork in it or something? I really don't know much about designing my page ( I had my brother in law to do it), but Ido plan on working on it over Christmas. I think we need to try to get noticed together and if I hear anything I will let you know.

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katya-h In reply to kzeor [2005-12-18 02:03:36 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, that would be fantastic! On my "links" page I have some small banners with my art on them, if you want to use those And if you make one for your site, I will link you back. Doing it together sounds awesome! I tried applying to some publishing companies but I didn't ever hear anything back from them. Not even rejection - I'm just hoping that doesn't mean the CDs I sent were bad Thanks kip!

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kzeor In reply to katya-h [2005-12-18 03:49:19 +0000 UTC]

Ok, I will do that but not tonight! I spent all day Christmas shopping and I am pooped out. I am going to try to figure out how to use front page and totally redesign may page over Christmas so that is when I will add these. Did I ever send you that list of small press science fiction and fantasy presses? I emailed a ton of them probably 3 months ago and I just now got a response to see my work from one of them. So, it might take that kind of footwork.

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katya-h In reply to kzeor [2005-12-18 04:26:26 +0000 UTC]

Totally understandable No worries. I would definately like some of the addresses to those small press sci-fi/fantasy things! It would be fun to apply to them in hopes of starting my career. And I'll go for a bunch of them, definately. Yay! Perhaps at some point I will try to make a small side-site for a portfolio of my best work that I wouldn't mind showing to publishers, and such

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kzeor In reply to katya-h [2005-12-21 23:21:53 +0000 UTC]

Ok, here is a bunch of them. [link]
Do you have a banner that I can put on my page as a link you either your works here or your webpage? I haven't gotten to that step yet but I am totally redoing my page and I was going to add links to you and two other artist on here.

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ShadowofRavens [2005-12-12 02:10:43 +0000 UTC]

This is orgasmically beautiful kitteh. I didnt know it was *for me*. >.>; Im sorry. Im so... dumb... T-T Oh... ::rolls around on it:: Beauitiful. The expression on their faces is fantastic. Its loving, and romantic, and somehow... some what sad... to me anyhoo..because here they so involved in one another, and in a sense, perhaps sad because they cant see things the way others do. ::squees happily:: I died. This is a wonderful gift. And Im sorry that I havent done anything for you in.. forever.. work.. is sucky. ToT So maybe when I get free time i will sit down and try to work something out for you. ::nuzzle:: The green in the highlights and in the background is amazing. It is like... *their* color. So it works. The faces, I've said before, are wonderfully realistic and loving. Celeste is gorgeous and misha is handsome as ever. ::squees and runs off to draw:: Thank you kitteh. ::squidge:: Love all around.

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katya-h In reply to ShadowofRavens [2005-12-13 00:27:09 +0000 UTC]

Aw Tyg, please don't apologize for all that. It makes me feel really bad. I am glad you like it so much though. I'm sorry I haven't been able to keep up with the story. I really love these two. I don't think they're missing anything, since they were both -born- blind, they've got other things we don't have

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ShadowofRavens In reply to katya-h [2005-12-14 01:07:24 +0000 UTC]

Kisses on the eyes. Probably celestes favorite kind of.. non... mooshy kisses. ::squees::

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katya-h In reply to ShadowofRavens [2005-12-16 04:17:48 +0000 UTC]

I figured kisses on the eyes would be more significant to someone who was blind :3

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ShadowofRavens In reply to katya-h [2005-12-16 19:36:37 +0000 UTC]

This is certainly a beautiful piece. And I dont know if I have ever heard the song. But I love everything all together. You have done so many beautiful pieces of these two I have no Idea what I am to do for you. T^T I know you dont want me to but I feel far too spoiled. XD ::squee:: Maybe I can come up with something for you. Kitteh sweetie you are too go to me. ^.^;

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katya-h In reply to ShadowofRavens [2005-12-18 02:46:05 +0000 UTC]

You have done far more

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ScatterbrainFox [2005-12-11 11:52:27 +0000 UTC]

eee! I squeed at the title alone (omg there are actually other people who know this beautiful song? *__* )
you've already heard the thing about the colors, and it's so true. It creates atmosphere, it makes the pic interesting and it even looks natural Β°_Β° as in...not articifial you know?
I love the hair. It's soft. Very very soft *_*
it's also interesting how your characters not necessarily look perfect (their faces do have visible structure...you can se the folds, the noses are pretty long, with big nostrils, strong chin and so on). I think that's a nice thing to see for a change.

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katya-h In reply to ScatterbrainFox [2005-12-13 00:14:46 +0000 UTC]

Yeee! You like Vienna Teng as well? :3 Awesome!

Hehe, thank you very much. I have a thing for facial features, and the ones that are not so smoothed over and high contrasted. I like big noses, big lips, etc I'm also an anatomy junkie.

schâne Grüße an Sie!

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ScatterbrainFox In reply to katya-h [2005-12-13 07:44:25 +0000 UTC]

yeah, I don't know many songs by Vienna Teng but Harbor is my Favourite!

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katya-h In reply to ScatterbrainFox [2005-12-16 04:18:26 +0000 UTC]

I just started getting into her music <3 "Harbor" and "Lullaby for a Stormy Night" are my definate favorites.

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GunnerRomantic [2005-12-10 00:03:10 +0000 UTC]

Waaah, yay! You know it's been way too long since someone's arted when you have a small aneurysm when you see their latest work.

Their skintones are... how can I put this, fantastic. Although I have no friggin' idea how you managed to work that astounding array of greens, blues, reds, and browns into recognizable and visually fascinating skin, I definitely know it turned out well. Envy, yo! And the dimension on their faces... just awesome. In particular, the lighting on their lips is really something. GAH, hair! Firstly, the smooth strokes on 'em are delicious, and secondly, the lighting is... I hate you.

(And heyo, that billowing clouds buisness going on in the background, previously seen in a previous picture and welcomed back with open arms, is yuuuuuum.)

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katya-h In reply to GunnerRomantic [2005-12-10 02:13:26 +0000 UTC]

The hatred is mutual

Thanks very much! Color theory rocks me.

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GunnerRomantic In reply to katya-h [2005-12-10 05:05:24 +0000 UTC]

But I hate you more.

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katya-h In reply to GunnerRomantic [2005-12-10 18:04:43 +0000 UTC]

ORLY?

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GunnerRomantic In reply to katya-h [2005-12-11 23:16:42 +0000 UTC]

LET'S ALL ZION DANCE. OK? DDDD:

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DigiAvalon [2005-12-09 20:02:39 +0000 UTC]

wow the characters look so soft andf loveing its got a very nice mood, and you say they are both blind, thats is kindof cool, it will be nice to see more of this when you have time ^^

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Uneide [2005-12-09 17:24:13 +0000 UTC]

<3 Kitteh, its beautiful! I love the expressions, the lighting... and the story behind it too. Would love to see more of them!

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katya-h In reply to Uneide [2005-12-10 02:13:59 +0000 UTC]

me too thanks so much!

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ladyshalafae [2005-12-09 15:57:37 +0000 UTC]

pretty damn romantic....i like it

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shiru [2005-12-09 02:52:55 +0000 UTC]

i love the lighting, this is so beautiful.

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MysticFaerie [2005-12-09 01:47:42 +0000 UTC]

I love your style so much...it's so wonderful. the coloring is also very amazing :3

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beastofoblivion [2005-12-09 01:16:53 +0000 UTC]

Awesome!!! XD One more week, and then we'll have our lives back!!!

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katya-h In reply to beastofoblivion [2005-12-09 01:46:13 +0000 UTC]

For a short time anyway

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marc21 [2005-12-09 00:54:52 +0000 UTC]

whoa thats one of the best colour blending n harmony i've seen so far!!

keep at it man!!

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